I have always wanted to know, what do I actually want to do in my life?
Ever since I was a child, I always find it hard to get interested in something.
My father uses a sword, so I tried to learn it. He also plays chess, so I tried it too. My mother plays the piano, so I also learnt it.
Though I did enjoy them, nothing really got me devoted.
My parents said that we are born as high elves, so we have a lot of time to consider our choices and find things that we are meant for. But I was skeptical. Will I be able to find what I was born for? Or will I just live this dull life forever?
I didn't want to know.
One time, my mother said that Her Majesty the queen invited me to play with the princess. I felt nothing about it.
The princess was small and cute. She was energetic, cheerful, and also kind.
There was also another kid, she was older than me, but also short.
At first, it was a little bit annoying, I had to play with these two children. They were mischievous, like to prank, and slightly noisy.
But gradually, I found myself more and more involved in their plays.
More and more, I was anticipating my next meeting with them.
It was only when I turned 10 that I realized, I wanted to be with them, I wanted to accompany them through their life, I wanted to be their friends.
It was a breakthrough for me, I found myself wanting to do what they do, I wanted to match them.
Turns out, I was just lonely, I just needed a few friends to play with. So that was why people said I am slow with my emotions.
And they was right. When I was 12, I noticed the way Raeliana looked at Sylvia changed, her gaze was hot, more intense than before, and much more... affectionate.
But I ignored it.
I didn't understand what it was, until three years later.
I found myself wanting to make more skin contact with Sylvia, I wanted to rub her face, hug her, and kiss her.
Upon researching, I realized that I myself was looking at Sylvia the same way Raeliana did, and both of us was in love with her.
I wanted to be with Sylvia, as lovers, but I also wanted all of us to be together, if only both of us could give our love to Sylvia at the same time...
I didn't know how Raeliana would feel about it.
So I hesitated, for another three years.
Right when I was about to tell Raeliana about it, she talked to me first.
I was happy, she said that the three of us could be together.
So we became lovers.
It was a shame that we lost control when we were at the hot spring, we couldn't do a confession.
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And Sylvia's first kiss was with Raeliana's penis...
But now, I can confidently say that I have found my purpose in life. Sylvia is a Saint, she needs to save the world, so I will be stronger, to help her.
And also, I want to have children with Sylvia, ideally five or six little ones.
If it's for Sylvia and Raeliana, I would do anything.
That's right, even sharing my desserts.
I found some top quality egg tarts earlier at an obscure store. I knew it. The empire is trying to hide good desserts from us.
For now, I need to go back.
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Opening the door, I see my lovely girlfriend with her hair done in a high ponytail, wearing a white apron, her left hand holding a spoon to her mouth, her right hand hovering below the spoon to avoid spilling.
''Mhmm, this is just right. Oh? Emy, you're back.'' She said, turning to me.
''...Wife.'' I unknowingly muttered.
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Hell yeah, I knew I could count on you, Gordon, this beef stew recipe is fire.
Oh, Emy came back.
''Oh? Emy, you're back.'' I said to her, who is standing still at the door, holding a paper bag.
''...Wife.'' She muttered.
''My, I'm not your wife yet, darling.'' I said, smiling.
Ah, maybe let her try this. ''Come here, try this one, I tried to cook beef stew.'' I scoop out one more spoon for her, with a piece of meat as well.
Emy walks to the counter I was cooking on, places down her bag on the counter, then eats the stew.
She then walks behind me and gives me a back hug as usual, chewing the meat.
''...It's good.''
''Heheh, I'm glad.''
''When did you learn cooking?''
''I didn't learn it, I just followed a recipe, I thought I could make something myself for you guys to eat. You know, like... a real wife.''
''Good job.'' She hugs me even tighter.
It's not bad to stay like this... I still have to cook the rice, but I can do that with telekinesis.
So we stayed like that for a while. Until Liana came back.
''Oh, doing it without me again?'' Liana said jokingly.
''Ah, Liana. Come try the beef stew I made.''
''You made it? Let me try.'' Liana walks to us and tries the stew.
''This is very good, what can't you do, huh?'' She puts down the spoon and strokes my head.
''Well, I need to be at least this good if I want to date you guys, no?'' I smile.
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After flirting a little bit, we got to the table with the food. This is the first time I've ever cooked a proper meal, I'm glad it turned out well.
Emy bought back some egg tarts as well, they're delicious. As expected of the dessert master.
''Ah, I found pretty good ones at the jewel store today.'' Liana said, taking out a box.
Inside was around ten pieces of gemstones, which are all our respective types.
Taking out a piece of Lapis Lazuli, I said: ''These are pretty nice, I can make more Gungnir now.'' I'm excited.
''You need more of that...?'' Liana said, looking at me with a concerning gaze.
''We don't know, maybe I will need to obliterate an enemy's castle or something.'' I shrugged.
Emy is still trying out her obsidians. Liana just resigned at continue to eat.
''So, what do you guys think we should do at the academy?'' I said, there's three more days until a new semester begins.
''Hmm, maybe try and gauge everybody's strength first?'' Liana suggests. ''What do you think, Emilia?''
''I think so too.'' Emy puts down her obsidians. ''Try to measure the professors as well.''
''Fair enough.'' I said.
Well, it's time to officially start out job here. Well, in three days, I guess.
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After that meal, we did a lot of fucking, then we went to another date the next day, which is the first day of the period.
Second day, I continued making my Vector, Emy and Liana had a sparring session after a while.
On the third day, an unexpected guest showed up, it was Christina. She came to visit us.
Right now we're playing old maid with the regular cards. I'm quite confident in my poker face, but I don't think I can win against Emy's natural emotionless face.
...Tch, Liana and Emy finished first, now it's only me and Christina.
''...My turn.'' I said, reaching out on the table to pull one card from her hand.
''!!'' Christina widen her eyes.
What? What happened?
''Sylvia... Your chest...?'' Christina said, pointing at my upper chest, her voice trembles.
''Huh, what about my chest...?'' I look down to my chest, there's nothing wrong though?
Wait, My T-shirt right now is oversized, and I just leaned over to her, that means-
''Y-You saw it?'' I put both of my hands on my upper chest.
Aaaaaaaa she didn't see the marks, right??
''... It seems like I have to ramp up my speed.'' Christina smiles elegantly, but her eyes are filled with madness.
Emy and Liana both smirks.
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It's the morning after day three, yesterday Christina almost turned yandere, but somehow it was alright.
Regardless, today is the day we visit the academy for the first time, I'm looking forward to bully the students, it will be fun.