---- Tt better just be it.

Someone as innocent as you won t survive there for even ten minutes.

Tet.

Fiza and Ari share a laugh and a high five and I bite my lip.

Feeling a bit offended Tam not that naive.

I know about sex- Oh come on Zari all you know is from what we have told you.

Believe us when we say the place is not for you.

You will need holy water if you were to ever go there.

Trust us on this.

Its really raw, carnal and wild there.

Beasts would eat a little dove like you there without even chewing.

T understand.

I don't argue with them anymore.

I knew enough.

We continue to chat around for the next few hours and soon it was time for them to leave.

They bid me goodnight and we share some hugs and kisses.

---- eee Don't over think.

Everything will work out fine.

Atleast meet him once.

I have heard people say that his beauty is one of a kind.

Woman worship the floor he walks on.

Maybe you fall in love with him one day? Looks are of no significance in my life just like love.

Thave no time to waste on these stupid teenage things.Life isnt a fairytale.

Sounds funny coming out of a Princesses lips but trust me.

I know it already.

Dad had told me a countless times that I have the wisdom of an old man and I take it my stride.

Better to be wiser than a dumb bitch.

Thank you for coming girls! You made my day.

Goodnight Zari! Sleep tight.

Soon they were gone and I was left with the confinement of the four walls of my room.noveldrama

The first thing I do is pull out the map from under my bed and mark the estimate location of this place.

---- It has to be around 30 miles from here.

By foot that's impossible.

If I could shift it would have been covered in barely 3 hours but that's the thing, I am 4 years late.

Most werewolves shift by 21 last and I am 25 already yet I cant.

A late boomer is what everyone supposes I am.

Think Zariyan! I just have one night, at max 10 hours.

Thave to be back before anyone comes to wake me up.

It would be a sneak out similar to how I have been doing it for years as Robin.

However this time its distant...

and different.

Maybe I can rent a horse from the city.

Four hours plus four hours back.

I will still have 2 hours to do the deed there.

Perfect.

This would do.

---- eee = Collecting the coins and notes from my drawer, I put them in my pouch and wait for the clock to tick and its arms to meet.

I leave at midnight tonight.

And the decision was made.

There was no pulling out of it now.

Tam going to give my virginity to a stranger.

Because its better than living my entire life as the wife of a dominant and controlling Cret who is only going to cut my wings and take away my freedom.

I cither live as a free bird on my own terms Or I rather die.

You cant keep me captive.

I can never be forced.

I was born to fly.

And I will fucking soar.