It was so painful, I felt my heart,

When the moment Mother told me.

I drooped to the floor, my body weak,

I lost my friend, I lost my damn mind.

I thought I would be fine without him,

He who didn't even say goodbye,

he, who leat me in this damd world to fight it off alone

He is who I constantly think about in the back of my mind.

He, whom I trusted and loved like a brother,

We made a pact, that no one leaves anyone behind,

That none leaves this town.

Yet he left. I lost him. The person whom I loved

More than his family. I helped him become a better person.

I, who poured my heart and soul into our bond,

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I, who believed in him more than anyone else,

I lost him, I lost my friend, I lost my damn mind.

And now I find myself sitting beneath the stars,

On the stairs of our final meeting.

A meeting so laden with sorrow,

That I could feel the air constricting around me,

And darkness descending upon my soul.

I looked at him his face pale as if he was not there,

And nowhere at the same time.

I yearn to travel back in time, to reach out to him,

To prevent him from leaving. But every time I think

On that day, I feel his absence weighing my body

Down, so heavy that memories flood my mind like a tide,

Each one was more painful, yet full of life.

I reach out, hoping to grasp onto something,

Anything that could bring him back to me,

But all I find is emptiness,

A void where his presence once filled my world.

Now I am left alone,

Amongst the echoes of our laughter,

The whispers of our secrets,

And the shattered fragments of my hear

No, I lost my friend, I lost my damn mind,

I thought I would be fine without him,

He didn't even say goodbye, and I lost a part of me too