Do you know what’s funny?

It's funny how I predicted that you were going

to pop -up that question that killed me so deeply.

I knew the answer to it yet why did it hurt so bad,

That I had a panic attack right after it.

I knew deep down in me that you were going to

be disgusted by it.

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By even the idea of it coming to reality, yet

I believe that you would have a different reaction to it

Something that can reassure me but no.

I stabbed myself with that response and now

I will learn from it

I will learn that not everyone sees me as a person,

Not the way that I see myself.