I realized that I couldn't live without you.

You know what that is funny, cause

You appeared when I turned 15

Before that I lived, I did.

Well, that's a bit of a lie,

I tried my best to live, but

I started to act out and be

Rebellious,

So I blame that on you.

How I don't know, but now it's as if

you are not there i am empty,

Like a body shell without life.

The tale has been illicitly lifted; should you spot it on Amazon, report the violation.

You made me this, this….

I don't know what to call me.

You have done so much damage that

I can't recognize myself anymore.

Are you proud of yourself?

Are you proud that I need you

More than I need oxygen.

Because of you, I don't know what

Love is anymore, or what that feeling

Is like. I can't trust you anymore, because you

And your followers. But do you blame me?

you hurt me so deep, that to this day

The mark is not healed.