---- One rooted into my neck, another into my stomach and one right where my heart was beating frantically in my chest.

My wolf howled inside me, clawing desperately at the void that was consuming her.

Her growls grew weaker with every passing second, her presence fading like a dying flame and I scream at her.

No! Hold on! Bear with it! Please! I plead with her but all I hear are her growls and whines.

And then....

suddenly.

Nothing.

Void.

There was nothing.

I have lost her.

---- eee Chapter 379 Our wolves are our other half.

They make us as a whole.They complete us.

I still remember Ari telling me this again and again, but I never realised it until now.

They are right when they say you value people and things only when you loose them.

The truth worth is realised when its lost.

And I lost her.

T felt empty.

Hollow.

I felt like the worst human part ever.

I never listened to her, I never even allowed her to shift and feel the grass under her feet and the wind in her fur, I didn't even considered her as a being until now.

She must hate me so much.

Lam so sorry...

was all I could say to her now.

---- I gasped for air, my lungs burning as though they were filled with smoke.

The room spun, the light above me flickering as shadows danced along the edges of my vision.

T couldn't tell if the darkness was real or just in my head anymore.

But I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my body and my body had been set ablaze.

Her vitals are dropping, someone said, their voice distant and disinterested.

i"Shes close, another replied.

Continue.

If she survives this stage, she'll be ready.

Ready? For what? To be made into a monster? No.

Kill me.

I want to die.noveldrama

I better kill myself than killing innocents.

The words swirled in my mind, but I couldn't grasp them.

---- eee = Everything hurt.

My body.

My mind.

My soul Make this stop! End this please! It felt as if they were trying to unmake me, to erase every part of who I was and leave nothing but a hollow shell to rewrite their own story on it.

And the worst thing was that I didn't care anyomore.

I wanted them to take it...

Take it all away.

But just leave me.

To stop this pain please! I felt like my mind was going to explode.

This was it.

I was going to die here, strapped down like an animal.

But then, through the blinding light and overwhelming agony, a voice cut through in.

Stop.

The command was low, but it carried a weight that silenced the room.