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Chapter 59: More confession

I thought Eris would be furious, but reality turned out to be the exact opposite. Not only did she show no negative emotions at all, but she was also understanding and genuinely worried about me—so kind and patient.

Eris is… really nice, almost like an angel of some sort.

I can’t help but feel incredibly grateful that she’s the first friend I’ve made in this strange new world.

Am I… just… incredibly lucky?

The thought warms my heart and brings a soft smile to my face.

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“But… you don’t seem to be surprised?”

“Huh? Surprised?” Eris tilts her head. “Oh, about the fact that you’re from another world?”

“Yeah!” I nod.

“Well, maybe… that’s because it was already one of the possibilities I’d considered?”

“Eh???” I blurt out, my eyes wide with shock.

Eris chuckles softly and reaches over to ruffle my hair.

“You see, we live in a world where hundreds of new dungeons appear every day, each connected to different dimensions. So far, there have only been two worlds with thriving civilizations, but that doesn’t mean there aren’t more out there, right? The possibility of another world with intelligent life has always been on the table. It’s really just a matter of time before another one shows up.”

Oooh!

As she explains, I get it now.

The concept of a foreign world isn’t new to her at all, so it’s no wonder she wasn’t overly surprised when I revealed my origin. In fact… she even suspected it!

“But I was surprised when you mentioned reincarnation though…” Eris adds. “I’ve only ever read about it in ancient magical texts. I’ve never actually encountered a real case of it, nor did I believe in it… until you.”

“But then, your reincarnation is also very unique,” she continues. “Instead of being reborn into a new body and starting life as a baby, you ended up as… an adult girl. Hmmm… interesting.” She pauses, tilting her head thoughtfully before meeting my eyes. “And you said the other soul is always asleep, right?”

“Y-yeah…” I nod.

“Did she ever try to take over her body?”

“N-no…” I shake my head. “Or at least… nothing happen yet.”

So far, I’ve had total control. I don’t think the other Felicia has ever tried to take over.

Well, not that I’m aware of.

“Still, there are weird moments though,” I admit.

“Right… you’ve already told me about this,” Eris murmurs.

For example, earlier, when Eris killed the bad guys, that overwhelming thrill I felt, the strange ecstasy that had me grinning uncontrollably—it was terrifying. It was like… I was still myself, but at the same time, I wasn’t. A completely different part of me seemed to take over.

And then there were other moments too, like when I held the other Felicia’s dress and jewelry. Just touching them filled me with such deep sadness that my chest ached, and tears welled up in my eyes without warning.

Of course, Eris now knows about them all, as I have already told her everything.

“Ahhh…” Eris sighs deeply, her ears drooping slightly as her gaze softens. “I wish I could help, but I’m sorry. I really have no idea what’s going on inside your body right now. This is a complete mystery…”

“It… it’s okay…” I try to reassure her, even though I’m still extremely nervous and scared. “Given the fact that she helped me escape the nightmare, and this body isn’t rejecting my soul in any way, I guess… I’m alright?”

Eris’s eyes widen slightly, as if something clicks in her mind. “Right. That’s a good sign.” She exhales a sigh of relief. “Still, if you feel anything strange—anything at all—let me know, okay? We’ll figure it out together!”

“Nn!” I nod firmly, feeling a flicker of comfort in her words.

But then, Eris’s expression turns serious again as she continues, “Also, Felicia… don’t ever speak to anyone else about this. About being from another world. It could be dangerous.”

“Right…” I murmur, swallowing hard.

Now that Eris has mentioned it, I understand completely.

If the wrong person were to find out… I’d be in unimaginable trouble.

They could capture me, interrogate me, or—worse—experiment on my body.

The mere thought sends a cold shiver down my spine.

I absolutely don’t want to be experimented on.

I just want to live a nice, peaceful life.

Maybe explore some dungeons.

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And have a good time with Eris and everyone else.

“But… should I keep this from Gordon and Guildmaster Karl too?” I ask.

“Of course you should,” Eris replies without hesitation. “I trust them, but… the fewer people who know, the better. It’s for your safety.”

“I-I see…” I mumble, nodding.

Eris smiles softly, and for some reason, her gentle expression makes me feel calmer too, as if her reassurance is enough to ease my anxieties.

“But… I have another question,” I murmur after a brief pause, my gaze dropping to my hands. “I mean… how did you know I wasn’t a bad person in the first place? What if I was some criminal on the run, hiding out in the dungeon? Or what if… what if I was a monster pretending to be a girl in need?”

Eris chuckles at my question, her ears twitching slightly as she speaks. “You know, it’s just a feeling. From the moment I first saw you, I could tell you were a good person. After all, a catgirl this beautiful couldn’t possibly be evil, right?”

She adds a playful wink, and I can’t help but giggle in response, my cheeks warming up a bit.

“Yeah!” I nod, agreeing.

“Well,” Eris continues, leaning back onto the roof with a relaxed sigh, “the truth is, as I’ve already told you, I just couldn’t leave you alone.” She pauses, glancing up at the night sky. “Sure, there was a risk you might be dangerous, but… if I let that fear control me, I wouldn’t be able to help anyone, right?” She finishes with a bright, confident smile.

Right…

I can’t believe I’d already forgotten—that’s just how Eris is.

So kind.

And so warm…

I lie down beside her, letting the cool roof beneath me ground my thoughts as we both gaze at the stars. The stars twinkle like tiny fragments of silver scattered across an endless velvet canvas. A cool breeze brushes past, carrying the faint scent of the night air, and for a moment, the world feels completely still.

It’s just the two of us, lying under the serene beauty of the stars.

Suddenly, Eris shifts. She turns onto her side to face me, her expression playful. “Alright,” she says with a teasing grin, “what if you were me? You’d do the same thing, wouldn’t you?”

“Eh?”

Her question catches me completely off guard.

I blink, trying to process it.

But… now that I think about it…

“Nn,” I nod.

Though, to be honest, I don’t think it’s because I’m such a good person or anything noble like that.

No… it’s mostly because…

I’m a catgirl simp.

Yes, A TOTAL SIMP!

When it comes to catgirls, I’m practically brain-dead!

Eris giggles softly, her eyes twinkling in the starlight. “After all, you risked your life trying to save that catgirl, right? And you even tried to protect me earlier, instead of running away, even though you knew you weren’t a match for those guys…” Her voice softens as she continues, “To be honest, I was quite moved.” She turns her face slightly, smiling a little as she speaks.

“Y-you noticed?” I stammer.

“Of course,” Eris replies, her expression unwavering. “And you were absolutely amazing back then.”

Her words hit me like a wave, and I feel heat rising to my face. My cheeks burn, my heart races, and for a moment, I don’t know what to say.

“See? You’re a very kind person, Felicia. And that’s why…” Eris suddenly moves closer—so close that I can feel the warmth of her breath. Her next words come softly, almost like a whisper.

“I like you…”

I freeze.

Her words hang in the air, echoing in my mind, louder and louder with each passing second.

Oh, shit.

She said it so casually, so nonchalantly, but my heart—

My heart is pounding so hard I feel like it might burst!!!

Without thinking, I sit up straight, fumbling to hide my face under my coat as I try desperately to calm myself down.

Honestly…

What the heck was that?

Did she even realize what she just said?

Oh no… Eris…

I don’t think my heart can handle this right now!

It takes what feels like an eternity for me to steady my breathing. Even then, my voice trembles as I finally speak. “E-Eris…” I begin hesitantly. “Y-you’re aware that I used to be a man, right? P-please don’t tease me like that… it might… it might make me misunderstand things…”

But before I can finish, I feel the gentle sensation of her hand covering mine. Startled, I glance to the side to see her sitting beside me, her expression calm yet serious.

“Yes, I’m aware,” Eris says softly, her voice steady and unwavering.

Eh?

She’s… aware?

Then why?

Why did she still say that?

And why is she still holding my hand?

I’m so confused.

So overwhelmed!

My mind is swirling, my heart is pounding—I want to scream!!!

“Felicia…” Eris suddenly looks me straight in the eyes. Her gaze is intense, her lips parting slightly as if she’s hesitant to continue. After a moment, she bites her lower lip before speaking again, her breath uneven.

“…D-do you see yourself now as a man? Or as a woman?”

“W-what do you mean?” I blink, completely caught off guard by her question.

“I mean…” She pauses again, this time longer, before finally turning her face away. Her hand, still holding mine, trembles slightly. “Do you like girls… or do you like boys now?”

….

BA-DUMP!

Ohhhhshiiiiiit.

I’m shaking now too.

Because…

Now THAT is a seriously hard question.

A question that could change everything between us.

If I say I like girls…

That means I’m a lesbian now.

Will Eris be creeped out? Will she even want to be my friend anymore?

But if I say I like boys…

That would not only be lying to her… but also to myself.

Aaaaa…

I’m screaming internally, my thoughts spiraling out of control.

WHAT DO I DO???

….

“I… I like…” I finally manage, my voice trembling.

The moment the words start leaving my lips, Eris’s hand tightens around mine so much it almost physically hurts.

“…Girls.”

Ahhhh…

Dang it.

I’ve said it.

Now I’m so doomed.

For a moment, Eris doesn’t respond. She doesn’t even turn to look at me. My heart feels like it’s about to explode, and I’m so nervous I want to curl up and disappear.

But then…

I hear it. A small giggle escapes her lips.

Wait…

What?

What kind of reaction is that?

But then, as Eris turn back, her face is sooooo red!!!

“Then, what about me?” she beams with the brightest, most beautiful smile ever. “Do you like me?”

Oh…

That catches me off guard, and now I’m frozen on the spot.

Wait…

WAIT A MINUTE!

Suddenly, everything clicks.

All this time, she’s been teasing me…

Some of her actions—now that I think about it—are highly suspicious.

WAAAAAIT!

HOW THE HECK WAS I SO OBLIVIOUS????

As I’m about to give my answer, my heart is practically jumping out of my chest, my whole body trembling in anticipation.

But then…

Something startles Eris.

“Ah, Gordon’s back!” Eris announces suddenly, breaking the moment

“What?” I gasp. “Already?”

“Yeah, he just knocked on the door. Let’s go down.”

With a smile, Eris helps me up and guides me back to the room. Her face is back to its usual calm expression, as if nothing had just happened.

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A few minutes later.

Right now, Eris and Gordon is outside chatting about the current situation, leaving me alone in the room.

I bury my face into the plush pillow, my head spinning, my tail is totally not obeying me anymore, it’s twitching uncontrollably like being zapped or something.

Eris… she asked me that question.

It means she likes me… right?

It was a confession…. right?

RIGHT????

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

The more I think about it, the less certain I become. Now, I’m not sure. She might just be genuinely curious. she might not be THAT interested in me after all.

And besides, it’s only been two days.

There’s no way things could progress that fast, right?

Right?

“Aaaaa… hic… I’m so screwed, nya… That was so embarrassing, nya…”

I groan into the pillow, my mind swirling with doubt and embarrassment.

The wait for Eris to come back feels excruciatingly long—so long that each second stretches into eternity.

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