Chapter 5- Lucid Conditioning

*For the sake of the Readers, MTR will stand for Malkuth the Roach and MS is Shakur Assalam Wa alaiykum, Husbinallah Wanimal Wakeel, Allahu Akbar”

“Is this a dream I wasn’t expecting this moment to look like this at all” Malkuth the Roach thinks in his head.

"Wdf going on? Its like i'm in some type of subatomic level of my mind and reality" Malkuth Shakur thinks in his head.

For some reason, their souls are in a space where the mind and the heart are connected. They both can convey each other’s feelings and intentions, so they immediately feel like this is them talking to themselves in a mirror, which is odd because the mirror is saying something different and listening to them. Time is suspended here, It’s like being in a room where the wind is still, but you can feel it blow, There is rain drops falling but you never get wet, and its fire burning all around you, but you never get burned. Such a calm beautiful space here.

“Well, Well, Well, Such a brilliant specimen here” Malkuth the Roach says to Malkuth Shakur.

“Yeah for sure, you look just like me for some reason, Am I in heaven? I knew I shouldn’t have drunk that 42 with them percs, shit made my heart stop, didn’t it? Or wait did I die dropping this shaft off in shawty? That’s the way I always knew I’d go. Dropping dick off in Riss. wow I've dreamed about this for a minute now” MS says back in a pondering manner to MTR

“ Well, quite frankly, you are about to die fornicating with this young lady, it’s a black truck outside and I know Black trucks in these type of living conditions historically mean drive-bys, robberies, or these strong energies come from the Agents of Oppression, but since we are meeting for the first time let me introduce myself. I’m Malkuth the Lugunda Roach. Seems that we are one, but split, and we are about to embark on a journey that not only cleanses the world, but cleanses ourselves.”. MTR responds.

“This why I stopped coming over here, I done fucked this bitch and a damn roach done crawled not only in my ear, but into my dream, I’m never fucking this bitch again, but wait a minute, If you a roach why do you look like a split image of me?” MS says in an angry manner.

“First, Can you please refer to this Queen in a better manner? You shouldn’t call the life bringer of your species such a heinous word. Second, Uhh you look just like me right now too, I assumed you saw me as a roach because I see you as a roach right now, Are you saying I look like a human through your lens? “ MTR urges MS.

“Well excuse my lingo when I call you hoe, but bitch you know I talk like that, and yes you do look like a nigga. I don’t bout no human, but you got brown skin a nappy ass temp fade, so It’s for sure you looking like a nigga” MS says in response.

“Hey you know that, you are uhh about to become one of the greatest souls in the universe right? You should find ways to present yourself in a manner that will reflect your greatness. Like in every aspect of life, you should exude greatness. Speech, Thoughts, Programming, like what’s going on with you? We are a part of a deep prophecy from the lands where the spirits dwell and we are a cross breed between The Epistomologian and the Teleonameks, making us one of the most beautiful beings in the world; we are not niggas” MTR says in such a puzzled manner.

"Twin, I don't know what you talmbout fr, a prophecy? I'm a young nigga that's trying to get rich to feed my family, and anything else I ain't ever doing you sound drunk asf." MS says in a agitated manner.

"Well get ready to be rudely awaken, sometimes Allah has bigger plans for us than we have for our ownselves." MTR says in a rebuttal.

"Now that I can agree with, Are roaches muslims too?" MS asks MTR.

"All of us are connected at the conscious, The ones that Allah allows to be connected he wills it to be done on his own time so I will say yes. Everything submits to the Will of the Cherisher of the Worlds." MTR explains

“Man listen. I don’t know if this the drugs or if this some real-life situation, but How bout this, explain to me more about this prophecy. I always been told I was the chosen one for sure twin, and I always felt like I was also ya know one of them ones for sure, and Tupac said I rather be yo N-I-G-G-A. so don’t take too much pride in trying to be something different, at the end of the day, we are all niggas. By skin and by programming and by trauma.” MS says in a rebuttal.

“That’s where you are wrong, It has been said that your soul and mine were one. So that would debunk your nigga theory, we are going to rid this realm of Oppression. Fighting the Agents of Oppression, and you said something about it in your rhythmic spiritual expression. How did you know about them? Have you seen them in this realm?” MTR asks .

“Agents of oppression are all around us, It's not one set thing; it’s a hegemony of things my look a like roach-human hybrid spiritual being thingy. They affect our women; they make our men feel lesser than because of how they are dealing with themselves ontologically. They are killing the way us men see ourselves on the day to day. It makes them insecure, makes them feel lesser than man, then that perpetuates into them being tenderdick niggas with these vybes, not upstanding playas when it deals with businesses, and they do not understand how to cope and heal. So we abuse drugs, alcohol, gamble our brothers and kill each other bout all of these things including women. Had we not had been affected by these agents of Oppression we would simply submit to Allah’s will, but it becomes hazy for people. They don’t know Allah, so they do not know how to cope with the miseries of this world. Chasing these materialistic notions of success will render all men useless. Because once they have it, they believe they are bigger than God, then Allah humbles them by the praxis of the waves, then they don’t have the faith that Allah will sustain them once again, at a time prescribed only if they repent for being arrogant fools. Me, I fall short of it sometimes because I can’t shake this liquor, or these percs, or these hoes, And I know better, but my flesh just wants what it wants, but My soul wants better, but I be losing to the flesh man. This pain be running deep. I lost my first love, so many of my friends, and this world just so cruel. Look at it around us. People be hungry, mental health people going undiagnosed and just could be so good to this world, but they need medication, Our women are fetishized, hypersexualized, and assaulted based on men’s expectations and entitlement, and that has caused them to be in constant fight for survival, and unless these men can provide and protect they’ll never love. Oppression and its agents has destroyed our ability to see and feel our conscious and worst not trust our conscious. ” MS tells MTR.

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“Wow, Well I can see that some parts of us are a perfect match, because that is what I was going to say, but past that the Agents of Oppression are tools used for the Ontological Assassins, These are the ones who have destroyed the best of the things sent here in this realm to help guide souls to being the best of people. They have shifted diets of Animals for Eons, Made people in this space create sects based on skin pigmentation, and also have done terrible things to the aesthetics of the world.” MTR adds.

“yeah like come to think about it, these forces have put forth subjugation, slavery, capitalism, addiction, and the weaponizations of sexuality and gender. I understand them all too great. But What they are doing to the people ain’t P at all twin. If. A nigga ain’t got 6 inches of dick or more, pocket full of money, or aesthetically pleasing by westernized notions of beauty, he gone feel less than a man, he gone really feel insecure, and that clouds up his entire vision on who he could be at the end of the cycle of life. Its jeopardizing the trajectory of the life span for us. Twin could be a doctor or have a real purpose here, but he trying to compensate for these ailments of oppression that slick disorientates him from his conscious, Shit aint P at all.” MS explains to MTR.

“Wow, ya know watching you do all these drugs, make those poetry songs, and how you initially led with this convo, I thought you was about dumb as bricks. But ya know, I can see that you are really really really, who you should be. What’s troubling you making you not able to deal with life without these inhibitors?” MTR asks while commends MS

“Inhibitors?? What you mean?” MS asks in response.

“These drugs as you call it, inhibit and illicit different responses in your brains and souls. The alcohol makes you depress, sad, so you crave affection and love, but you as a human dealing with these true notions of Love can only fornicate because of this, The alcohol inhibits different feelings. I’ve seen it make people fight, sick vomiting, I’ve seen it be so abused, it does irreversible damage, and killing beautiful beings prematurely. So many people need sobriety, but don’t ever get sober enough to be lead by their conscious. Some of it is being used in manners outside of their true utility. Those percs as you call them, help alleviate injury pains, but y’all have started using them to fix and mend and cope with broken hearts.”

“Type shit, Type Shit, Understandable. When you put it like that it’s just like hey what can you do?” MS says in a laughing manner

“We can pray first, then align ourselves, then do what Allah commands us to do, we gotta duty here and We’ll be able to get it done. But from now on you are going to start seeing these weird types of entities and visions and its going to spook you first off, but pay attention to how these entities make those people act. If they are doing something that’s not pure, and it’s causing someone to personally conduct in demoralizing activities to the conscious; chances are that is one of the Agents of Oppression. They are a vast army, with foot soldiers, and all the way up to the Desynthesizers. Those 6 Desynthesizers are the reasons for the downfall to the psyche of humans across the world” MTR explains.

“Sheesh, man I really am a super hero huh !” MS says in a freaked out manner.

“No you are not, stay humble, this power doesn’t come with nothing, but severe responsibility, We are about to do an extreme clean up, because from the looks of being in here you are destroying yourself at a rapid pace, You won’t live past 39 if you keep this up”

“Wait where are you from if we are the same person. I feel like I’ve seen you from somewhere before man, Like this ain’t the first time we met, I done dreamed I had like a twin brother before, I’ve had dreams like I done visited all the beautiful places in the universe. What’s the reasons for that?” MS asks MTR

“I’ve too had those dreams, have you ever been in a shootout? Like I’ve had dreams getting sodomized with a penis in a Human Woman’s mouth, and I wake up in a cold sweat like who would want to do that?? Us Roaches only procreate, And we never would ever try and end each others life force. Have you ever seen two roaches fight like bees? No We really are Ps as you call it if i have the correct nuance of it right. We at the bottom; why would we need to subjugate one another even further? We the cleaners of the world for a reason.” MTR Tells MS

“I’ve had beautiful dreams, I’ve seen so many beautiful wonders across time, Its like man. I’ve been in a forest or jungle full of talking animals who teach each other knowledge, and that’s how I got really so smart, Listening to those animals in my dreams talk, man I wake up here thinking I was tweaking, but they really teaching eachother our knowledge, languages, math, and everything. Shit been creeping me out my whole life, but I made all A’s in school because of it, so I never complained at all.”” MS explains .

“Well you have been living a terrible life humanboy, I been having nightmares which seem to be your daily reality, May Allah have mercy on your soul, you have been through so much, but you can get through it without these crutches and vices literally. You just have to conduct some of these practices that are here on Earth to help increase your state of being.” MTR assures MS.

“Things like what?” MS asks MTR.

“I’ll show you just when you wake up from here, you need to wake up and grab your weapon, and file out of here, It is hard to say that this young woman is in on it, but I have saw her check her phone a numerous amount of time, so to be safe and help you get out of here I’ll help you by staying in your brain and assisting and aiding you by taking over your motor skills and helping you in combat.” MTR tells MS.

“Man I’m having a Glock 10MM with a Staples Button on the back these niggas run In here playing they gone regret it for sure,” MS reassures MTR

“Nawl, My brother listen, This young lady ain’t who you think she is, You ain’t going to be able to make it your gun, But trust me, If you die here, I’ll never be able to become whole again, so just listen, let me take over or things may turn hectic” MTR pleads.

“Nawl fuxk that I’m waking up” MS demands.

MTR sighs and says, "Well it can't be avoided, but I won't let you die here, enjoy what occurs next, it'll inevitably make you even better for the journey that comes next" MTR assures MS.

Malkuth wakes up and as soon as he opens his eyes he hears

“Yeah fuck nigga thinking with ya dick got ya wig split” Angelo says while shooting Malkuth Shakur in the head

Episode End

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