Chapter 4 – Auralism

While Malkuth is in the Yo rapping like the rent due tomorrow and a gun is to his head to pay his bills and the robbers, Malkuth the Jungle Roach antennas picked up on the frequency of Malkuth Shakur’s vibrations while he was recording. Malkuth listen to the entire session, and it confused him deeply.

“This is where my other half of my soul has ended up? In some drugged out alcoholic Swhighatich smoking menace? This has to be some type of mistake, like there has to be. This is the person to help end and battle the most dangerous group of Evil warriors in the Cosmos?” Malkuth the jungle roach ponders in a concerned manner. He is very distraught, but he should calm down, because the potential here for this young man is through the roof. A young man that in touch with his emotional self, so prophetic to pass down the knowledge of his experiences to the others, he just needs a great coach to clean himself up. Malkuth tries to go around town thinking it was a way around the prophecy, but you know how these things go. Running from something usually runs you right into where you would be any way right? But anyway enough of this corny hating roach, lets tune back into this studio session. Twin in there walking spazzing on every track and We got a feeling this next one may change Malkuth the Roaches opinion of Malkuth Shakur.

“Twin let me get a new beat” Malkuth Shakur says to Lo.

“I want something I can really put some feelings on these percs done peaked on me and clashing they doing the Lui Kang Shang Tsung on a nigga bad and I got something I need to get off my chest.”

“I got one of them pain song beats. That what you mean?” Lo asks Malkuth

“Hell yeah gang that’s what I need this gone be the best one of the session then I’ll prally do these blunts and bottles in with yall then go see my bitch. She done cooked and waiting for me and I’m having her waiting it ain’t right forreal.” Malkuth explains.

“Alright, Imma drop this one for ya.” Lo tells Malkuth.

“Bet record from the jump.” Malkuth instructs Lo. He starts rapping.

“Healing aint always a linear path, its sporadic and quadratic sometimes. Let me pour on this one, I say I say, Healing aint always a linear Path. Sometimes ya here and sometimes ya there , sometimes ya may wanna pull out ya hair, but that’s the beauty of it. “

Malkuth the jungle Roach attenas go off mid verse and feels the pain of young Malkuth and it breaks Malkuth the roach to his little roach knees and he weeps.

“My Lord have mercy on such a young Soul, Its like he is getting ready to pour out so much trouble and it’s like a 2024 Cybertruck is on my back right now Please” Malkuth begs Allah.

“You didn’t think he was worthy and you judge prematurely, remember you are a roach, you never been a human so you don’t have the capacity to feel humanized sized notions of pain or anything emotional, hence why you been on the journey you have been on this entire time, enjoy it , just as much as this is the Cleansing for Malkuth Shakur this also is one for you” An Epistomologian message comes in through Malkuth’s conscious willed by Allah subhana Wa ta’ala.

“My Lord send the remedies to heal me please!” Malkuth the Jungle roach begs.

“It’s Already been sent just be and listen” The Epistomologian urges as Allah commands him to.

Malkuth listens and Malkuth Shakur verse went like this.

“There is a lot I have to come to terms with, Buying all this water that could build a poolpit, when I could feed a whole block Ruth Chris, but these chains help sooth my brain, because life has caused me so much disdain, Its like being surrounded by propane and chasing the lows to get up just like the dope game, and these women don’t heal me, the money don’t either, but I can patch the bleeding up with the band-aids made of sativa, Monifa really don’t heal you never, but being broke had my dick dryier than the desert, So I rather be hurting with a pocket full of lettuce, trying to find solace in the forever hoes sell us, but they just looking for help because they tired of going through the world by the self, and I always help but who gone help me? When I tried to love women because my momma loved me, but none of these women ever gone be my momma, they just like conjunctions coming after my commas. But that don’t heal me; solving all they problems, cuz when autonomy kicks on my end they turn to goners. What I mean by that, when I say yes it’s a green light go, but soon as I say no they pack they shit and say “I can’t do this no more”. They say they be here forever and I always believe them, then they leave me without reason, and that’s hurtful. But It aint the most hurtful thing ever, I been chewing percs ever since I met em, I tore my acl, had plans to ball for Yale, and once I got hurt all my recruiters Bailed; all the absences and the classes that a nigga failed; ruined my hoop dreams now a nigga moving bales, A nigga moving weight, but I aint standing on a scale; I’m scaling up shake zips cuz all this shit for sale, and that ain’t the worst; explain to me what’s the remedy for all my niggas leaving me? Gun violence , suicide , and pneumonia too; one of my niggas even died from the fake percs and the flu, and I just can’t quit em I still chew and I chew, and If you was me, you would do them hoes too so don’t judge nigga; you the other side of me, you been beating my decision making up since I was three, but I can’t act like you wasn’t hurting with me, because When I look in the mirror only thing I see is me, My own worst critic; the only person right here with me. Every day while I try to find my way through this Piecewise function of Healing, Being a villain, to my own being, feeling hate and thinking its love for no reason , Well I had a reason but It ain’t a good one, basically. I just want someone else to come love me because I can’t. Love myself on my own, and the pain of the world starting to get too strong for me to handle. And my Pride too strong to ask a nigga for help like I panhandle for love. But I keep my gun like I’m Elmer Fudd. It makes me feel like the man, On these power pellets but I Ain’t Pac Man. Seeumsayin. This what they prescribe when your hurting, but they ain’t tell me it won’t stop the hurting. It just numbs it, for just a time period, but I abuse these drugs and this shit getting serious for sure. “Malkuth Raps.

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“Run the track again imma keep rolling on it. I feel like somebody listening to this shit right now that need to hear more of it. Or better yet play another beat run it together so its two songs in one, I gotta get home to my bitch while these percs still activated I’m finna drill this pussy for sure” Malkuth instructs Lo

“Bet what you think bout this?” Lo says while wiping tears out his face

“I love it I got something for it” Malkuth Replies.

“ I said but I ain’t damaged goods baby, I went to gym and I been bench Pressing backwoods lately, I’ve been Trying to find a middle ground with my feelings to do some good baby, while staying away from passing out this good wood baby, because the Haram will lead to an impending doom, and I can’t just be slanging this broom, so even though we laid up here in this well decorated room, I just hope you can see all the trauma I been through, but I can expound just to give you a glimpse, my parents getting a divorce broke my heart a little bit, well not a little bit shid bitch a lot, sorry saying bitch, but I use the word a lot, and that’s why I think my mom dukes left my dad, he was a great dad but being a husband he may have been super bad, and I learned that you gotta be both, and to me Family and Love really matters the most, so that’s why I love you baby, and I never ever want you to leave, and that’s Why I always say yes just to people please, because I don’t want to fight the dark spaces all along, but going into war with shaky soldiers don’t make the army strong, so I just need one , baby girl you and me, to conquer the world and give the agents of Oppressions they defeat, My soul feels split into two when these percs I eat, and I just wanna be whole again baby don’t leave me, don’t leave me to find myself all over again, and have to subject myself to all of these unhealthy notions of healing that’s really dressed up make up versions of sin. I just want peace, I just want love, and until I find that I just settle for the drugs, but when I come off these highs I yearn for the peace and love even more and when I can’t find it I hit the liquor store; I don’t want to be high; I just need affection, I don’t need this FN; I just need protection, so my heart don’t grow colder than the day it was before, but sobriety feels like a daunting chore to endure. And Its sickening. So baby don’t leave me because if you do, Then I will do these percs so I don’t hate you for life. But I will quit them someday, and when I do, I will just try to get high on you so don’t leave.” Malkuth raps.

“And that’s a wrap folks Pass me that 1942” Malkuth says to Lo and Alexander.

Lo and Malkuth crying like they just watched they daughter get walked down the aisle to her newly wed husband. They crying bad y’all, shid we started crying and we been watching this story unfold for eons .

“Y’all pussies wipe y’all faces and hit this Tequila fuck y’all crying for” Malkuth says in a chastising manner.

“Bruh how you go from that beautiful piece of art to this?” Lo asks concerned?

“It’s call a switch . I go into my feelings walk down the stairs in the basement of the depths of my soul, drop the heat, and I walk back up out the basement back to reality, It’s called having layers twin. The more layers I peel back the more folks cry Like an onion” Malkuth Replies.

“Bruh you are a crazy individual, I just watched you strike these niggas for damn near 100 thousand dollars, help me win some, get Lava Lamp high and drunk, make 4 songs and freestyle them all while getting ever more high, and now you say something so poetic like that? Are you a superhero?” Lo asks Malkuth

“Man this nigga been doing the extraordinary our whole life it don’t even Amaze me no more, I just be here crying every time I see it.” Alexander explains to Lo.

“Y’all boys done being Oprah Winfrey? Hit this 42 so I can slide man These percs whoopin me like Kunta Kente twin no cap” Malkuth says to Lo and Alexander.

They all finish the bottle and pack up to leave. Malkuth daps everybody up, Lo bounces the songs and send them to Malkuth Malkuth is on the way to go home to Erica but his phone rings and Its Riss.

“Damn nigga you ain’t gone come fuck me forreal? Damn nigga you done got uppity.” Riss says to Malkuth.

“Learn how to ask correctly and I might. Yo momma cooked dinner? “ Malkuth says laughing

“Nawl but I got fresh cake for you to eat nigga and a Water dripping faucet to wash it down with nigga now cmon” Riss says back in an aggressive manner.

“Yeah bet I’m finna go fuck the love of my life first, then I may consider, I’ll call and let you know.” Malkuth says then hangs up the phone.

“The Love of your life? Nigga bet I got something for your ass” Riss says but the Dial tone beats her as she finishes.

Malkuth gets some waffle house and calls Riss back to bring her some food. She answers and texts the order she wants for her and her son breakfast in the morning. He Slides over to her house, While this is going on Malkuth the Jungle Roach is intercepting the conversations because the verses he has heard literally made him realize how amazing this young man is. I mean he was literally rapping to him unconsciously. Malkuth the jungle Roach asks the epistomologians important information.

“I have a line on the host, How do I become whole again ?” Malkuth Asks epistomologians.

“You have to get inside his head young Malkuth. “ They reply.

“Get inside of his head??” Malkuth Replies

“Did you hear a studder young Lugunda Roach?” The epistomologian replies.

“Got it even though that’s so vague but okay I’ll figure it out.” Malkuth says with an attitude

Malkuth ponders on the advice and stalks Malkuth Shakur as he gets out his car. Shakur calls Riss.

“I’m at the door baby come let me in” Malkuth says in a slurred Manner

“Okay It’s unlocked baby” Riss Replies in a sleepy Manner.

“Bet you got condoms?” Malkuth asks Riss.

“Boy you got one more time to disrespect me tonight and I’m gone kill you” Riss says in a hostile manner.

“Damn baby I just was asking you know you don’t want no more kids. “ Malkuth says laughing.

“Boy I’m Trying to have yo kids 7 days a week 12 months a year. Stop playing with me nigga forreal.” Riss says in a hurt manner.

“Bet I’m Walking in now” Malkuth says as he stuffs his money into his Duffle bag.

Malkuth the Jungle Roach watches from the ceiling as Malkuth Shakur gets his rocks off. While Malkuth watches this Fornication Fest, his intuition kicks in as he senses danger. He sees Malkuth sound asleep next to Riss, but a dark SUV pulls up outside.

“Hey Wake up! “ Malkuth the Jungle Roach Screams in his Tiny Roach Language

Malkuth Shakur can’t hear, He had sex for 2 and a Half hours off them percs and he can’t move.

“They are about to try and Kill him I have to do something,” Malkuth says.

Malkuth uses his ingenuity and crawls into Malkuth Shakur’s ear to try and shout, but he slaps him down, but after the 8th attempt of him crawling he gets all the way to his brain and then something crazy happens next. Both beings meet in some special realm where time does not exist, and the roach and Malkuth actually look like distant twin relatives, But when Malkuth looks at Malkuth he sees a roach , but when Shakur looks at Shakur he sees his look a like. Amazing how the mind works here Alhamdulillah

“What the fuck going on here?” Malkuth Shakur Says to Malkuth the Roach,

Episode End

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