Every ending brings with it a new tomorrow.
It was the end of an era and also the
beginning of one. I travelled to Mathura with
Dau and Akrur. I was excited about what
was to come. I was to meet the infamous
Kansa. I knew with a confidence that is only
present in the young and the naive that I
could hold my own against Kansa. Dau was
blessed with the power not to think at all,
ever. He watched the sights on our journey to
Mathura and spoke only twice, both times to
ask Akrur if we could stop for a bite. He was
feeling hungry. Dau was nothing if not
focused on the priorities in life, namely food.
Akrur seemed sad, gloomy as if he were the
unlucky soul burdened with the
responsibility of taking lambs to the
slaughter. I should have talked to him,
assured him of our superior skill. I was not a
child. I had killed a demoness as a suckling
babe. I could handle whatever Kansa had in
store for me. I should have told Akrur all this
and more. I did not. Time would show him
soon enough there was never anything to be
worried about in the first place.
We reached Mathura sometime around dusk.
It was the first time I had left home, and for a
moment, as I stood in the market centre of
Mathura, I felt a sliver of homesickness for
buttermilk I had wanted the previous
morning. Was it unnatural that I did not think
of ma crying herself to sleep, Baba sleepless,
pacing the courtyard questioning his
acceptance of my choice? The choice was
never his. It is always mine. I thought of the
buttermilk, I thought of tomorrow, I took in
the buildings, the shops, the houses, the walls
of Kansa's palace to the left of where I stood.
Somewhere inside, Devaki and Vasudeva
were held, prisoners. I had been born of
them; I had a duty towards them. But that
would come tomorrow, tonight I would roam
the streets of Mathura, my last night the son
of Nanda, tomorrow I would play the part of
Devaki's ninth.
The world is only too familiar with what
happened next. Dau and I went to see the
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famous bow of Shiva that was on display.
There were stories about how no man could
lift the bow. I asked to try. The people
standing by smiled at the young boy's
confidence, who felt he could hold Shiva's
bow. I picked up the bow, and I tried to
string it. The bow broke. The soldiers
standing guard took me to King Kansa in
chains. Dau was with me. He was the one
who egged me on to try my luck with the
bow in the first place and then enraged the
soldiers by laughing at them when they had
stood there perplexed by what they had
witnessed.
I was placed in the centre of an arena where
the famous elephant fights took place. I
defeated Kansa's elephant. I was simply
more intelligent than the animal, just like I
had been brighter than the cobra. The arena,
which had been resounding with the noise of
bloodthirsty, mighty warriors who apparently
wished to be entertained by the sight of an
elephant trampling a young boy, was all of a
sudden struck mute. I am not sure whether
they were more terrified of me or the anger
of their King as he witnessed the defeat of
his mighty elephant. It was no doubt a
beautiful beast, and I felt a slight turn of
remorse a second after I had slain it, but I
was a warrior myself. There is no point in
harping over what is done, especially if
needs must.
King Kansa ordered his right-hand man to
attack me. Dau jumped in to defend me. He
had been itching for a fight himself. Dau
hated being left out if there was a fight going
on. Seizing the opportune moment, I charged
at King Kansa, my uncle, my foe, the usurper
of my grandfather's throne.
King Kansa was a strong man, well built, a
warrior, and I was a mere boy. But that
meant I was younger. I was faster, did not
tire, and had no battle wounds to bring me
down. I defeated Kansa soundly and did
what I was born to do, rid the earth of the
scourge of my uncle King Kansa.
Dau let out a triumphant battle cry, a
whooping yell of victory. The arena was full
of giants who did not utter a word. They did
not move a muscle. They stood at the
ramparts looking in. Some sat on their
throne-like stone seats, turned to stone
themselves.
I could feel the blood of the elephant and
Kansa on me. I could not feel. I had done
what was needed. But I felt no joy, no
exhilaration of a win. I stood there breathing
in the iron, the metallic odour of spilt blood.