Today is a really cold day much more than usual.This is  probably the start of the intense stages of winter,i am currently sitting on the steps of a local library building.Its one of the few building i came across that is still standing beside the house i stayed last time and that peculiar town.you can guess how buildings might be in a post apocalyptic world its not far of from the films.Actully its no different from the state of the world during the world wars.The diffrence is after the world wars 1 and 2 one or the other nations won the war and rebuild the world but in this scenario their are no winners only losers.Thats  us humans,the species who grew more  and more intelligent as the days went by so much so that we became stupid enough for our own good.

Look at me trying to talk all  philosophically when im here  pretending a piece of paper i found on the floor as a cigar and playing with my breath.If people like me are the only ones remaining then somebody should nuke the world once more.

time to get a move on.Its been a while since i heard them fire,makes me wonder if i lost them or they cleared their path from all the humans who refused to join them.By them i am talking about an army of people who made their own self proclaimed groups to carry the human race forward.After the world went awol and people started emerging people natrully thought  it would be a bright idea to stay as groups and think of what to do togather.No offence that is a bright idea,the only problem is the world is not only filled with good,caring,loving people.At first everyone stayed calm and tried to think logically and build new societies,it went smooth for quiet a while but when you're living in a world where the fundemental rights are shattered and those rules and laws are what you make it out to be,humans release their true self.With no one to enforce these old laws it made it easier for those fuckers to have their way.I'll tell you one thing if you are lazy,fat,unhelthy,and super stupid no government or police is going to protect you now your FUCKED.Mother natures rule of the  strong preying on the weak truly will make sense,trust me the first person i saw dying died simply because he was too fat to run outside from a falling building.I am pretty sure if there was anything he regretted before dying it would be that he didn't exercise.

So in this new world the  mentally retarded fuckers started stealing,raping and killing people.It didn't just happen out of nowhere,those fuckers took their time.At first they made sure no one knew about the stuff they were doing but after a group of mentally disarranged people came togather they overthrew the old fucks (who were maintaining peace at the time) and no longer hid their immoral activities and did it openly as if it was a ritual for clensing the soul.Many tried to run away and some did but to my astonishment and others who were sane who stayed behind and  belived  these fuckers were only a minimum of the population in the camp and belived we can fight them off were mistaken.The truth is all of us have a demon inside us.when we had rules and regulations most of as were able to hide it but when all that is shattered and done for  all we  want is  to be the alphas  and only the select few can hide them and continue with their lifes without those restrictions and so those weak minded human finished off the strong ones and kept those guinne pigs which they found usefull for their amusment.

All of this was surprising to me at the time  but what shocked me most were the characters who did all these unforgivable things.

one such character was mr.stan.Good guy,he treated me with food ,water and shelter when no one else offered to help.He was a typical working dad,with his glasses and high tucked pants we can all agree he was a total geek and a moderately harmless person.He had a wife and child.Mrs.stan was equally kind person.she treated me as her own child even though she is not that old to be my mother but i couldn't care less she was a beauty.Her blonde hair was her trademark she was the perfect milf.After the rebellion  happened i ran straight to their shelter to warn them.What i witnessed that day changed my whole view on humans and destroyed my tendency to trust anyone.Mr.stan laid their headless,Now i know its mr.stan because i found his head near his baby.It was a sickening site,something i wished i would never come across in my life ever again and mrs.stan that bitch she  was on top of a man sitting on a chair fucking him.This was not even in a different room all of this was done in front of mr.stans dead body and in front of their child.I thought maybe she was being raped at first but that theory was cleared out the second i noticed how much she was enjoying this.I ran off from that camp that day.becoming one of the few that  was able to escape the camp.I do regret on thing and it still haunts be till this day.I should've took the baby with me but my cowardice at the time prevented me from doing anything besides run.That was my experience with the first camp.Besides that one i came across many more along the way and finally i reached those that called themselves  "the black hawks" not the most original name or the most exciting but as i said the nuclear war left only humans with low iq.This group is the most vicious and ruthless one ive ever seen out of the many.Their leader koro is one to be afraid of.For those who ends up on his bad side it is  certain death and i somehow or the other found myself on the worst of the worst piles.Now they are after me.Was it the fact i fucked his wife or his daughter i wouldnt know but i am certainly not waiting to find out.

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" when can we find and kill that fucker im getting tired i need to go home.my dicks getting horny" *people talking afar*

"shit they got this far i need to make a run for it now"

fuck i screwed my self big time if i start running now they will surely notice me but if i dont run ill be caught eventually.So i should run ...no.. why don't i just hide in the library.it was the most plausible solution.looking back at it it looks steady. its a dark and  complex structure,if i find a good hiding place it will be difficult for them to find me. Its decided i'll hide in the library.i clap my face with both hands.

"get a hold of yourself darius"

i nearly got too tensed and made the wrong choice.I walked upto the library door and opend it very carefully.it made a very disturbing sound.The slower i tried to open the door the longer and squickier the sound went so i just pushed the door open.Inside the library is very dark i can barely see anything.If it were not for the open crack on the left side of the building i won't be able too see anything.I went to the right side of the building were i came across some stairs and carfully stepped my way up.Now i can't see anything.I felt a large object which i belive is a fallen shelf.I climbed over it ever so carefully and hid.the floor was a bit wet and the shlef was very dusty.i can hear the door opening.i covered my mouth to control my breathing 

"hey terry you go to the right and i'll go to the left"

"but i can't see anything on this side,you go to the right"

i looked below me and i can very lightly see two figures.one was holding the other guys shirt vigourously it seems they are fighting..

"if you don't go to the right i swear when we get back imma shag you're wife again this time i won't stop"

"you wouldn't...."

"HAHAH JUST SOME BANTER KID GET A HOLD OF YOURSELFF....kids these days are spinless"

on of them is comming toward this side.better duck.

"HEY DARRON  i see some steps here do i have to go up,i can barely see anything"

"GO UP AND LOOK BEFORE I PLUCK THOSE SMALL BALL OF YOURS OUTTA YOUR BED"

*wispers*"This guy is just dirty i can't belive this is who i have to work with even though im ten times more litrate than that fisherman"

i can hear him climbing up the stairs.WHAT IF HE HAS A TORCH HE IS SURELY GOING TO GET ME.WHAT DO I DO IF HE DOES FIND ME,DO I KILL HIM AND HIS PARTNER AND MAKE A DASH FOR IT.WHAT IF THERE ARE MORE PEOPLE  WAITING OUTSIDE..CAN I TAKE THEM ALL.WHO AM I KIDDING I CAN'T DO IT I WILL DIE.I SHOULD HAVE RAN AND TOOK MY CHANCES."HUFF HUFF" SHIT STOP BREATHING..STOOP STAY CALM..STAY CALM...

"yeah there's no one here i can't belive we just wasted our time like this.HEY DARRON THIS PLACE IS CLEAR"

"IS IT THEN GET YOU'RE ASS DOWN HERE YOU PIG YOUR WASTING EVERYONES TIME"

"OH FUCK OFF"

"huuuF" he's walking down.im sweating from head to toe.I feel so cold...

it's been  30 minutes now i slowly get up and search the library 

i find a window on the right side.I slightly look up and i can see the figures down on the streets.Thank god they didn't find me,there were more than 6 people.They all look packed with ammo and guns.i definitley do not want to cross paths with them.By what i can make of the figure there seems too be 4 males and 2 females.usually in the black hawk group when they go hunting or food searching or whatever mission where they branch of from the main group they take a female with them for pleasure services but it seems there are two females in this group that is very unusual.They start to move again.I waited for an hour before i got up and started to move again.All measures must be taken,walking outside the snow is deep as usual and the surrounding as distubing as possible.sometimes i get a bit lonely...HuH

"Hey i thought i'll never see you again.YOU'RE PRETTY SMART PLAYING US LIKE THAT DARIUS"

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