*sigh* how did i end like this.

...Now that i look back everything started when i was 10 years old i was the son of a pretty old school martial arts dojo, so by rule i had to train to be the best in every area of close combat technique. At that age i had a childhood friend that i was getting along pretty much and used to train with her, one day after a short spar and after getting beaten my friend got into a mad rage because she was never able to beat me...she managed to take me with my defense down as i was taking a towel to dry all the sweat i had in my body and being attacked from behind and with my face covered by the towel i was totally defenseless, so she gave me one hell of a hit in the head, but after she realized i was actually bleeding she started crying as if someone was dying, that was a shock for me indeed.

So after i bandaged myself and told my father the usual lie about me falling down the stairs everything was fine or so i thought, the next days were so awkward between me and her and me being such a dense child didnt knew what was wrong so naturally i asked her if she was mad and why did she was avoiding me, as expected she was feeling guilty and was thinking that she didnt deserved to be with me.

So that day i went to a nearby market and bought a pair of earrings with a little silvery pattern and gave them to her as a gift and told her:

"No matter what happens i will mever get mad at you, and i'll always be there with you".

That was the first time i said something so serously and actually meant every single word.

Time passed and we grew together and slowly i was realizing as every good cliché that i was in love with her, such a cruel thing indeed.

We were in highschool and we were at the age of 16 i was pretty normal in my humble opinion my average scores were 80 to 95 but i could be at the top if i wanted but thats not allowed because i dont want to stand out i always wished for a peaceful life, anyways that fateful day everything went straight to hell for me.

Alice was the name of my childhood friend and as expected of such a cute girl she was popular with the boys meaning i had plenty attention when she was with me. That day she came to me and said those words i feared the most.

"I'm gonna date with Nathan from 2b he confessed to me and said so many cute things to me that i couldnt help to agree at least to try things with him"

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At that moment i got such a feeling in my chest like it was getting frozen slowly.

Followed by me standing up from my chair and walking straight to the top of the school.

No i was not gonna end my life only because of something so little i just wanted to clear my head and understand myself better.

Thinking while looking at the sky was so peaceful that i managed to calm down and remember that i never told her my feelings because i was not able to be a normal couple. Between the dojo and school i had no time for being a normal school student.

*sigh* thats right she deserves someone who can make her smile. Not someone who will make her feel lonely at sometimes.

After that i went back to the classroom and talked with her telling her that i was happy for her and that she had my full support.

1 week later i was walking in my usual gloomy state towards the school, while walking i would look toward the sky to calm my grieving heart.

Sometimes remembering those words i said when we were 10 years... those words haunting me not allowing me from getting away from her, not allowing me to run away.

That same day a weird new student was introduced to the class. She was one of those cold but amazingly beautiful girls. Blonde hair that reached her shoulders, blue eyes as if she was looking at your soul. She was around 1.60 she looked pretty amazing and had that imposing aura of someone with knowledge and power.

"Hello my name is Katherine B. Faust, and long story short im here to take one of you and make him mine"

Needless to say the whole classroom was totally silenced after those words.

The next was her walking towards someone, i naturaly started looking at the window next to me not noticing that she was actually walking towards me.

*sigh*" i wonder how can i get out of this third wheel position without breaking that fale oath"(Mc)

When i said that as if she had heard me the new girl looked at me and asked:

"Do you wish to get away from all that is hurting you at this moment?"

When she said that i was stunned.