Alice PoV~~~~~~
I looked at Seiji and noticed that he was...happy??? Why? Why is he happy after what she said...but i know better he will decline. After all he told me he would always be with me. Or at least thats what i thought.
"It sounds like you want me to be your pet or something but i will think this over, give me a week to set my mind straight and i will give you my answer"
"Very well but just to clarify this, i dont want you for a pet or a servant, i want you for myself asnmy lover and my knight, someone who will protect me and be with me in that place where we are going. I will be waiting for your answer and i shall come to this place at the same time."
Why? Why do i feel so bad? Why didnt he declined? Why does she picked him?
But my last question was a lie...i know him better than anyone here...if he wanted he would be the first on top grades...if he wanted he would be the best in any sport he wanted...if he wanted he would be one of the most popular in the school he even have the looks but he doesnt like to stand out...he doesnt like attention and even if he wanted, he cant his family is strict he doesnt have the time to be ons of those who love the attention.
But even so why didnt he declined...i went towards my friend and started to talk.
"Why didnt he declined?"(me)
"You know...there is a limit for one to be dense but you...you just surprise me i mean you literaly like one of those shoujo manga heroines...where they dont notice anything until is getting late."(Friend A)
"What are you talking about, what do you mean about the shoujo manga heroines?"(me)
"*sigh* im not gonna explain this to you but im gonna tell you even if Seiii doesnt stand out, there are plenty of girls who never confessed to him because they thought you and him were a couple and with that i mean he is popular between us girls."
What was that Seiji and me a couple?...i dont know why but i got totally embarrased i was blushing like never before...wait i lie...i remember when i blushed like this, thats right when Seiji gifted me those earrings... when he said he would always be with me but he is breaking that promise...
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"Wow...you are actually embarrased when i told you about how we looked at you and Seiji together...well it looks like you are starting to understand all those questions you had im not gonna say anymore because honestly...there is a limit and you reached it with him...i wouldnt be surprised if he goes with her...i dont know what she is gonna do with that kind of average guy but she said she wanted him as a lover, so better be prepared"
When my friend said those words its when i realized it...why did i felt wrong when i walked with Nathan to my home? It was because he wasnt there.
Why did i felt wrong when Seiji had that sad expression when i told him about me and Nathan? It was because he was sad...
Why did it hurt when he didnt rejected Katherine at the spot? Is easy because it means he will get away from me.
When i answered my last question it was all was as clear as glass i never noticed because i was naive enough to think that he would always be with me.
It was so normal for me to have him around that i never noticed how much i relied on him.
I loved him, thats why him ignoring me hurt me, thats why him being sad i felt sad...i was wrong in so many levels just as my friend said...there is always a limit.
And as i was trying to talk with Seiji i got always distracted by Nathan and failed to reach him in the end the whole week passed by...and i was not able to talk with him...
That day finally arrived and i was trembling in fear of his answer, i knew i had the fault and also i knew i had no voice in this matter but he was going to get away from me... what can i do.
Thats when she entered the classroom again...i used to think that i was cute...but this girl was other level of beauty and thats why i was even more scared...i just started waiting for his answer hoping that he would not leave me behind.