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ch.5 Cowardly attack!!

ch.5 Cowardly attack!!

Mc PoV~~~~~~~~~~~

This is the last boss i have to fight, before running away from this place full of memories, if i stay here it will hurt and im no masochist to enjoy looking at them.

*sigh* this is just to cruel but its also my fault...so i better face it straight.

"Alice what are you doing here you are supposed to walk home with Nathan..."

First shot...i feel hurt everytime i remember her smiling while giving me that huge bomb of a news.

"Seiji why did you accept? I thought you said you would always be there for me..."

Ouch...that was one heck of a blow...

"Alice you already have Nathan to be there for you im just a third wheel and i dont fit in that relation and besides dont you think Nathan would be jealous of me? He would feel insecure if i spend more time than him with his girlfriend"

critical shot~ i think i can win this if i can pull one last card with an ace or a joker

"Why wouls Nathan be jealous of you...why are you leaving me now when you said otherwise when we were 10"

*Miss* this is the end that hurts even if it misses but lets end this

"So even now you fail to realize...can i borrow that pair of earrings i gave to you for a sec?"

She looked at me with eyes full of surprise and went to her house that was besides mine...5min later she came with a small box on her hands and gave it to me.

"You no longer need this..."

I gave her a sad look and made a notion as if i was throwing the box with the earrings...i did threw the box but i had the earrings in my hands and hide them in my pocket...

"Why did you do that, why???????*sob* why are you leaving me"

She was crying...o boy im trash i know...but if she is going to be with Nathan she doesnt need those things....and obviously not me...*sigh* im such a scumbag...

"If you dont understand why better leave it as it is because if you realize it will be too late and it will hurt even more....trust me just leave things as they are..."

Stolen content warning: this tale belongs on Royal Road. Report any occurrences elsewhere.

Hopefully she will not ask anymore and will leave things like they are, i cant imagine what she will do if she discovers my feelings after im gone.

After that i was feeling as a complete piece of trash i cant help it but to think im that...after all how could she noticed if i never told her?...

In the end im trash and a coward...but at least im leaving in order to move forward...and also i dont know what Katherine wants from me...so i just have to hope for it to clear my mind and my heart from all doubt i have.

Alice PoV~~~~~

After finally taking his average student mask by suggestion of Katherine he proceeded to have a duel with Kenta the top grade student leader of the kendo club and champion and bla bla bla...(you already know the drill)

He went easy i knew those techniques but i dont remember them being so cruel...thats when i saw his face with a sad expression after he broke his arm...only i could notice he wasnt enjoying this one bit.

Yet he was good at faking so no one else noticed or thats what i thought when i saw Katherine looking at him with the same expression i had...she knew he wasnt enjoying this...she also knew, but how??!!?!??! She only knows him for barely 30 to 50min not even a full hour, HOW??.

After the duel was settled i went running straight to my house my heart was hurting i know i love him but what about Nathan i cant just be that cruel...so i was gonna try to persuade Seiji to stay with me forcing the words when we were 10 years...

~~~~~~~~~After the discussion in the street~~~~~~~~~~~

Why...why...why *sob* *sob*

I was crying but what he did is way too cruel...and what doesn he mean about me not realising whats was there supposed to realize?

Crying heart out i let a small word go out of my mouth...

"Seiji...."