His lips were soft

His taste was sweet

His fingers magical

As they brushed against me

My mind torments me

In all of these years

Something has been buried

Deep within me

It’s uncovering

It’s emerging

Though I try to keep it within

Goddamnit, I’m a man

My own heart

Should be worth controlling

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But when I’m around him

I feel my blood slowing

I feel like I’m dead

Tell me doctor

Is there something

Wrong with my head?

Chorus: Whoooa, whoooa

Whoooa, whoooa

I feel myself slip away

I feel my heart give away

Every day I see you

I try to forget you

The taste of your lips

I feel my heartbeat slip

I feel myself give away

I feel my past began

To wash away

The look in his eyes

They haunt me

Glimmering like jewels

They mesmerize with bliss

Haunting me with a forbidden kiss

But I am a man

I thought I knew who I am

Everything is going away

In my world

It’s snowing every day

But you want to

Make my emptiness fade

But I keep running away

What is it that you want from me?

I have nothing

Nothing worth loving

I am a man

I am a man

I tell myself

I am a man

Chorus: Whoooa...

Slip away

Give away

What is this?

Is it happiness?

Is it bliss?

I’m confused

This heart has been abused

I’ve been mistreated

And used

I’m just all broken pieces

I have nothing to give you

You’re something completely new

You haunt my dreams

Break my mind

What do you

Want me to do to you?

I cannot love

I cannot give

But I feel something

Breaking within

I feel you crawl beneath my skin

Is this the beginning

Of love between two men?

Chorus: Whoooa...

Slip away

Gone away

My heart slips away

My heart slips away

It’s going away

(Repeat)

Chorus: Whoooa... (to end)