I’m holding on so tight
But it’s painfully beyond my grasp
It’s slipping through my fingers
And I’m left to watch the hands on the clock
As it goes tick tock
As time is not on my side
You’re doing this on purpose
You’re doing this on purpose
Bleeding me out
Watching me suffer
You control me
I’ll give you everything
I loooooove you
I’m traaaansfixed by you
But you won’t let me do it
You won’t let me touch you
You command me to do no more
I am your puppet dangling on your string
I’m asking you
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I’m beeeeggging you
Chorus: Can I think about it?
You loving me
And me loving you
Can I think about it?
Your lovely form
And the things that lovers do
Can I think about it?
Why do you taunt me?
Why do you abjure me?
Why do you ignore me?
Why do you suppress me?
Why do you reject me?
Can I at least think about it?
Can I at least...
Can I at least...
You’re looking like a god tonight
You’re feasting on my mounting appetite
You’re so cunning
That look in your eyes is haunting
Why do you do this to me all the time?
All the time?
All the time?
You put me back in the cage
I guess it’s time to get ready for another stage
In this tormenting game you play
You are the master
I am the slave
You are the torturer
And your love I crave
I’m down on the floor subjugating myself
As I have no self-respect
You’re coming close to me
Your masculine cologne consumes my senses
My words get broken up
I stutter, and I can’t form sentences
This is all a game to you
I know I mean nothing to you
But please let me do what I need to
I need to touch you
I’m beeeeggging you
Chorus: Can I think...
I need my release!
Please grant me peace!
When it is I think I’ve convinced you
That I’ve really surrendered myself to you
You close in
I can feel your long fingers moving through my hair
You lean in and whisper in my ear
I’m grip with sudden fear
And you just saaaaayyyy...
(three heart beats)
I’m not there...
I’m not there...
I’m not there...
Control me!
Consume me!
Please release me!
(Repeat 3x)
Can I think about it?
(Control me...)
Can I think about it?
(Consume me...)
Can I think about it?
(Release me...)
Chorus: Can I think...
I’m bleeding out toniiiiiiiight...
I’m bleeding out toniiiiiiiight...
Toniiiiiiiight...
Toniiiiiiiight...
(Repeat to fade)