Loki slow managed to get John to tell her about the nightmare that was also memories and how he had been made into the monster by the people who had he lived around had turned on him forcing him to move once again this time hiding what he was and living in almost constant fear of attack till the LGBT movement began making progress in the public eye making him feel a little safer to try to date in the rural area he lived in sadly though there happened to be more deeply entrenched homophobes there than would make sense for backwoods town. he fled after his house had been repeatedly broken into small things going missing each time only for them to turn up a week later on his cars hood or the porch. he moved to another rural town one that he remembered from when he was little some people still knew his name again he tried to date telling them about his body any time it looked like things would get serious only to be left often with statements like "What would I tell my parents?" or from the ones prone to jealousy "what so I can catch you fucking my brother get out!"

Soon his home was being vandalized at first it was no worse than thrown eggs and TP but soon it was spray pant with messages like " the devil lives here." or "call $##-@#$-#### for a good time" he moved to a big city where he tried one more time to date but was forced to leave again when one girls cousin brought a car full of his buddies to do a drive by resulting in a small scar on his neck that he got from a graze. after that he moved to the town he went to high school in and it was one night stands with what he figured were desperately horny people and people that traveled a lot. most of the women that he meet like this were fairly accepting but every now and again he found one with a hatred for anything with a penis.

The men that he met were far far worse and some times very violent when the found out eventually the only men he found to be worth any trust were the ones that turned out to be gay with no interest in his lady parts. John had broken down crying not even half way though his telling of how his life had gone on earth. When Loki warped her arms around him he just wept much as a child lost in an unfamiliar place once they had been found again. Loki understood many of his fears and understood his unspoken hope, telling him that She would always be his Goddess and that from now on to let her help him that he no longer had to fear any one trying to take this home from him because they would have to drive her off and that she was not going anywhere again.

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Crying so much had left him exhausted again. When he told Loki much to Johns shock she simply leaned over till they where laying on their sides facing each other saying that he was more than welcome to sleep here any time he felt the need to be close to some one again. Smiling at the invitation he never expected to hear John soon drifted to sleep dreaming of the future and what it may hold... Not hope but certainty that he had found some where he was wanted something he truly thought he would never have something he had some how grown up without. Loki was left wondering what she really wanted with John he hardly seemed mortal to her in many was despite all the evidence suggesting he might be a demi-god or maybe one that had been born on earth but had yet to awaken all the way? She knew John was still mortal and that the other gods would frown on it if She where to be open about it, they would accuse her of being like Zeus and that might drive John away from her. Loki was not sure but what she did know was that she never wanted to loose him. pulling herself closer to John she practically buried his head in her bosom and went to sleep expecting to wake up if he moved to get up at all.

Aiz was very confused by Loki at this point at the party Loki insisted on referring to John as he/him when it was clear to most people that John was a woman and her parents were just being cruel when they named their daughter John, the part that made even less sense was that John never corrected anyone on the gender pronouns ever. Aiz decided it would be a good night to go for a long walk and enjoy some of the sights of the red light district that was run by the Ishtar Familia. Maybe she would drop by and see how Jen was doing and maybe he would understand what was going on with John it really was starting to bother her!