---- expecting He will never let me do this.
---- eee Chapter 182 You are being selfish Adrian.
There are thousands of lives on line here.
Maybe if] am there I can save them.noveldrama
I am the prodigy- Thats the thing little Rabbit.
He is specifically looking for you! I cant just let you walk to him like that- But the others will be following me.
I will not be put in danger.
You are only thinking about me! Think about those woman.
Their families- He wraps his fingers behind my neck almost possessively and I hear a rumble escape his chest.
He pulls me flush against him and I gasp.
It's been six months since I came back.
He has not once touched me or held me like this.
Until now.
Until I provoked him.
And [already feel my insides melting.
My body lighting up with the mere brush of our skins.
---- T don't care if lam being selfish little Rabbit.
I listened to you once.
I let you go to that bastard...
Thinking you will be more happy with him rather than me.
And trust me when I say I have never regretted any of my decisions so much.
That laughing full of light Sierra that waved a goodbye to me at the portal that day...
is very different from this Sierra in front of me who smiles for the outside world but cries to her sleep every night.
You think just because I cant see...
I don't know how you wake up every night from nightmares.
Shivering and a crying mess? Why you asked for your own tent and didn't wanted to sleep with anyone else.
You can hide your tears from this entire world little Rabbit...
He caresses his thumb on my cheek and I find my resolve of the last six months breaking.
But not from me...
---- eee = I can't break down here.
No.
And then before I know I am pulled to his chest and my cheek presses on his chest.
I go stiff as a board as he rubs circles on my back.
Yes Lam selfish for not sending you on this mission.
I am selfish for keeping you with me.
T can save the entire world Sierra...
But if I end up failing to save you and your child.
Twill loose everything.
And I cant.
I can't loose you.
Not now when I have finally found you after so long.
I finally break in his arms.
Crying my heart out.
And he only continues to kiss my hair and rub soft circles on my back.
T...
[felt so weak...
Adrian...
T felt so helpless.
I don't want to feel like that ever again....