---- Maybe it would have been better if 1 had died with my Dad, atleast then I wouldn't have been a burden.

Lost in my own thoughts, I don't remember how long I stayed there, tied like an animal.

I feel my entire lower body going numb, the moon powder was taking effect.

Good.noveldrama

Maybe I can sleep for a little while.

---- eee Chapter 297 If someone asks you to chose between love and respect? Chose respect: Because you cant crush a flower under your feet and then water if before leaving and expect it to grow the next day.

If someone cant respect you? How will they love you? But I am afraid my wolf will never understand something like this.

My so called mate called me a slut...

a whore.

He said I will come crawling to his feet asking him to fuck me.

He says my dreams are foolish.

I am stupid.

If he cant respect my dreams? How will he respect me? I can be mistaken.

I know.

I don't even know him that ---- well.

We have just known each other for barely a month.

I don't know about his past, his life experiences, his struggles But from little I have known? Damien Theodore doesn't seem like an ideal man for me.

He is dominating, controlling, possessive and manipulative.

You name the red flag? And he has it.

And I am not going to spent my entire life painting his red flags green.

[have bigger things to do in life.

Like saving people who actually need help.

So this matebond and this wolf of mine can go fuck themselves.

Agehh dammitt! Curses leave my lips as a gut-wrenching pain burns in my stomach.

I have taken everything I could, yet ---- eee = this heat doesn't seem to weaken.

My breathing turns heavy as I wriggle on the floor, tied in chains.

I stare at the full moon staring down at me through my hazy vision.

Are you happy moon goddess? First you took my parents from me, then you made me know that all my life had been a lie and now? T am questioning my very existence.

Equality? Tlow can we preach it when you yourself have treated us unequal? Why a she wolf has to suffer all these pains, this heat, this suffering? It's all because of you! [hate you! [ hate him...

I fucking hate everyone! My emotions were haywire.

Its been like this since the last week.

And today? It feels like I am on the brink of insanity.

I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time