---- And I was a mere kid back then.

I couldn't have done anything.

I was helpless.

A lot of lives were lost that night...

And of them was his Yet I saw him with my own eyes.

He has there...

as a shadow bigger than anything I have ever seen.

Tis face was that of a man now.

But those eyes.

They were the same.

I could recognise them from anywhere.

Especially what he called me.....

Z Only he called me that Tam sucked out of my thoughts when I look up to find Rebecca's back towards me.

She was discarding the flimsy lingerie she wore at a taunting slow pace.

Her fingers traced her naked skin and soon her clothes pool around her feet She opens her long hair next and flips them to a side.

Her golden hair almost glow With the same slowness she turns, showing me her ---- eee naked body and I blankly stare at it: Those full blossoms.

Thighs.

Hourglass figure.

Huge pelvic floor.

It was the same.

Just like I last remember her but unlike before my body stays unmoved.

My eyes steer up to her face and I find her lips painted in a dark blood red colour.

Her cheeks had a blush on and her blue eyes looked at me with desire.

Rebecca was every mans dream.

Men would die to take a face like that home.

But all I could think of was those hollow cheeks, that scar running down a certain face, those innocent brown orbs looking at me clueless.

That sunken body.

That blossoms which weren't heavy but enough to be perfectly fit in my palms.

Those short legs, shifting weight from one to another.

---- Quivering as I entered them Fuck! I was scared of seeing, thinking about and comparing Sierra with Ren when I first entered her.

Everytime I had this fear.

Yet it never happened once.

It's like we were in our own different world where no third person existed.

But right now.

Seeing Reb, why am I comparing Reb with Sierra instead.

Rebecca was my first wife.

My first love.

When she left me I upturned the world to have her back, and now that my wish is fulfilled? Tam comparing her with doll? Why? Maybe because the cost of having her back was not what I was willing to pay.

I was not willing to have ---- eee = my doll go.noveldrama

Yet she went.

Far...

far away to a land.

Which has no return.

Baby.

Did you miss me? I cant think I can live a day without you.

Reb whispers, settling her ass on my parted thigh and T look up into her eyes.

The truth was.

T lived.

I learned to live without her.

How.

I don't know.

Dont we all eventually? But this one week without doll...

it was feeling like a century.

I thought it will get better, but its only getting worse with time.

When I lost Reb I killed ten thousand men in barely few hours, but now that I have lost my doll....

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