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YOU WON'T DISSAPPEAR RIGHT?

YOU WON'T DISSAPPEAR RIGHT?

Young boy: It looks like everyone left

He was looking inside the tavern from the window

*l need some time to think*

He sat on the ground and pulled his legs towards his torso hugging them

*the girl is definitely different than what he told me l am sure the only reason she was shaking was all the thing l vomited on the ground...that view must have shocked her at least*

He looked at the moon with his tired eyes

*what did l do to deserve this weird place?*

As he expected nothing answered his question

*let's say that she is just acting like she has trouble talking to people but why would she do that*

He looked at the tavern behind him

*maybe she just wants to escape from responsibilities she has*

Young boy: ughh l just want to be a cool knight!

His fingers slided through his hair as he swinged his head left and right

*ugghh l am tired of thinking*

Young boy: Energy! Fun! Adventure!

He shouted his fake ideals and opened his arms with a childish smile on his face

Young boy: Maidens! Fame! Love!

He rushed inside the tavern his arms open

Young boy: A knight with a face so beautiful all maidens fall in love with him and his name is....huh

*shit l should l thought more about my entrance*

The inside of the tavern wasn't fancy at all. If Young boy needed to explain it in one word the word would have been simple. Multiple long wooden were lined up along the fireplace. The fireplace had a empty pot hanging on it and a wolf head pinned on the wall on top of it

Young boy: poor wolf...wolf?

*wait l am not supposed to remember anything at all then...*

He stared at the decapitated trophy with his tired eyes before sighing

*you must be doing your job well partner...l wonder what that insect was called*

He looked at his surroundings again.

Young boy: wow old man is sleeping

Gerard was sleeping on one of the tables

?: Don't poke him!

Young boy was stopped by a unknown voice.

Young boy: oh come on bowl guy don't you think he looks funny as well?

This so called bowl guy was John that Gerard mentioned before he was standing behind a wooden table different from the other ones since this one had beer mugs all over it behind. A whole shelf full of different types of cheap wines stood behind him. John poured himself some beer from a keg under the wooden table and sat on a chair behind the table.

John: do you want beer?

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Young boys stood still for some time before sitting in front of him

Young boy: l am too tired for it...

Bluff

Young boy: What's your and that girls deal? I am sure that she is a lot different from what Gerard said...and since you are one of the only people she talks to you should know a lot more about her than a handsome knight like me...

Young boy looked at him with a mischievous smile

Young boy: What's your deal huh John...What's do you gain by making her seem like a useless person...don't tell me you want to inherit this cheap place from Gerard...

John looked at the boy with a suprised face but quickly recovered before taking a deep sip from his beer

*l was right after all huh John*

Young boy: You are easy to read you know that right?

*l can see the fear in your eye bowl guy. You are nothing but a rabbit in front of a hunter*

John kept his posture and spoke with a serious face and a steady pace

John: Can l choose which question to start from?...about that girl...

He lifted his sweaty and fat hands and pointed his finger to his head

John: She is a little cracked if you know what l mean...she has a crush on me and it made everything easier for me...don't look at me like l am a piece of shit l am working hard.

Young boy pointed at the Gerard that was sleeping on one of the tables

Young boy: Aren't you scared? He might hear you...

John let out a small laugh before changing back into his emotionless and serious face but Young boy was able to see it...his eyes had emotions

John: He is intoxicated...he is not waking up until tomorrow morning that's for sure...l will inherit this place automatically once he dies...since l will marry his daughter this year...l don't love her and l am here for this place but...can you blame me?

*l hate you*

John: She is easy to manipulate just a little kiss on the cheek and she will be like a little dog...

*You are a disgrace*

John: And for that old man....don't you think that he is annoying? To be honest it doesn't feel bad toying with his mad girl...by the way don't try telling him this...do you really think he would believe your word when the boy that handles everything around the tavern tells the otherwise?

Young boy: You piece of shit!

Young boy launched himself over the table and grabbed his neck while his whole body was on the table

Young boy: I have never seen a spineless piece of shit like you

Kill

John: Do it...

Or be killed

*it's warm*

Everything became blurred all of a sudden when everything became crystal clear again he was laying on the ground...

John: Thank for doing it babe...

John pulled a thin figure to himself and kissed it

*shards...*

When the boy looked at his right he saw glass shards shattered all over the ground

*it hurts*

The shards were covered with his blood

...

You must fight

...

You must kill

...

Do you want to die?

...

John: Huh...

A figure was standing behind the mad girl

A figure covered in blood

It had a childish smile

John: Ughaaaha

Young boys arm slammed into his face and sent him flying

It was a childish punch...no it wasn't even a punch it was just a instinctual move

The boy stood on his legs with blood trickling down his head

?: haaaaa!

The girl jumped and his back and bit his shoulder. She was ready to do anything in her hands just to keep her love safe

Young boy: bitch!

The sound of Young boys thin voice echoed inside the tavern as he grabbed the girl on his back and slammed her on one of the tables

*You are disgusting*

He walked towards John and took his sword his sword out of it's scabbard

Kill him

He stood there for a long time...so long even he doesn't remember

Sweat trickled down his forehead as he looked at the defenseless John laying on the ground with his eyes closed

And then he slammed his sword down

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You failed huh

The sword missed his head by an inch

Young boy: l can't....

He pulled out his sword from the wooden ground and walked upstairs to his room. He had no idea which one was his so her just got inside the first one and lay on the bed after taking his armor out once more

*A peaceful life without leaches like these piece of shits would have been good...too good to be reality*

He pulled his legs up again and hugged them...this felt nostalgic

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A girl was on her knees

?: Will you dissappear like them?

The girls eyes were covered with a white cloth

She took it off and everything became nothing

A whole field of flowers became a dead land

?: Everything will dissappear as long as l live...l hate it...l don't want to lose you...

??: l won't dissappear

She was like a lost memory

Her white dress was shining under the sun

It was a dirty dress but it was still shining...no the only reason this dress is so beautiful was the person inside it

He sat next to her and placed his head on her lap

??: l won't dissappear...even if my body dissappears one day the memories we had will always stay.

Tears fell to his face

?: You won't dissappear.....right?

He wiped the tears on her eyes which she closed

??: l won't...

She started playing with his hair slowly braiding it from the side creating a huge braid

?: l love your hair...l can't see it but l am sure...it must be really beautiful...

He lifted his fingers and created a fake smile on her face

??: please smile...l hate crying pillows