“Wait, wait, so Peter, you are basically telling us that we should strengthen our self and guide our body with it? Is it really that simple? But what is self?”

Peter speechlessly turned his head to look at Ronald, yep, it was him again and he said, “Dude, can you please shut up and listen? I’m going to explain all the things you need to know to you, okay?”

Facing annoyed Peter, Ronald smiled and raised his both hands.

After Ronald’s episode passed, Peter rubbed his forehead and reorganized his thoughts for a moment.

“Self, it can be said that it is awareness or knowing. A creature becomes alive after gestated physical body and soul body combined into one. Soul may be a newborn soul or may be the reincarnated soul.

Nevertheless, a life is formed, right? When that life is born, well, let’s take it as human baby, his self is also born. It is pure. Especially, self of newborn soul is purest. That’s also why babies with newborn soul can often see various energies in air and even ghosts and gods as they are.

However, their self is still more or less affected by the physical body. Body, it has instinct deeply written in the gene. That doesn’t come out of nothing. It is something called bloodline inheritance.

Powerful ancestors of the bloodline deeply impacted the blood with their strong will in their lifetime.

This results in leaving instincts in the blood and these instincts more or less affect the newborn self.

I call them internal information source. Another thing is the external information he is receiving.

He’s getting these information from his parents, people he have contacted and then things he have seen and known. Slowly, his self is not pure anymore. Newborn soul is not pure anymore.

Of course, I’m not trying to say that all will be like that. One out of millions of newborns, a very extraordinary person will be born. They are noble born Saints and Gods love them.

Alright, reincarnated souls are worse than newborns because they have to face pollution of two information sources. The first one is bloodline inheritance I said earlier. The second one is from soul.”

Saying here, Peter paused and asked, “You remembered Jenny’s lecture about soul?”

Ben and the guys nodded and showed that they still remembered it. After their brain started developing, they can easily recall their memories and remember a lot of things clearly. So, they don’t easily forget.

So, after Peter asked, they recalled about that day and realized a lot of things.

“You meant that reincarnated souls got polluted soul energies of previous lives and affected by them?”

Ben decided to ask and confirm his thoughts. The other people also concentrated their mind.

Peter nodded heavily and said, “You’re right, Ben. Their self is affected by those polluted soul energies of previous lives. So, it is way harder for them to tame and guide their self.

But the good thing is that their will is often stronger than of newborns because they grow up fighting against under constant impacts of polluted soul energies.

Of course, they don’t have to face a lot of problems if they were good people in their previous lives.

Souls of good people are full of positive soul energies and they became helps rather than being harms.

So, their new born self of a new life will be influenced by these positive energies and they will often become good people in their new life too. Sinners will face negative soul energies too.”

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“So, good people are easy to become good people in their next life. Am I right?”

Facing Ben’s question, Peter calmly nodded and confirmed his guess.

“Basically, that is. This is why Church has issues codex for moral and virtue to mortals. If everyone follow these codex, the whole world will be peaceful and everyone will get eternal bliss.

You don’t need to be in God’s kingdom to experience the paradise at that time.”

Peter shook his head and said with a sigh, “Sadly, how could it be so easy? Even transcenders can easily breed greed and they will fall if their will and self are not strong enough. Mortals, worse.”

Then, he patted his forehead and said, “Okay, let’s get back to the main thing. So, basically, self is spiritual conscious of knowing and awareness which is born with the start of a new life.

Simply, when you are born, you immediately realize that you have come out of that narrow space.

Your body tells you to breathe. It’s written in our gene and we can’t deny it as our body is already evolved according to these information. So, your self know that you need to breathe to live. It wants to live so it decided to breathe to live. Self is curious about the outside new world so it wants to see.

It knows it wants to see. The body tells you that open the eyes and you can see the world.

So, self opens the eyes and takes a look at the world. However, newborn’s eyes are not yet up to see the things clearly so it cannot see the things clearly. Even, the people in the sight seem to be strange.

Self will feel bad and may be scared. Look, think about it, you will be scared if you suddenly saw giants, right? That is the same for newborn babies. They don’t know that they’re growing up into the same giants at one day. So, self is scared.

Guess what. The information in your blood tells you to make sounds. May be some questions appeared in the mind like what am I, where am I and what are these strange giants.

But most newborns can feel the kindness and they know and sense who care for them.

So, if you’re a newborn, you will accept the kindness and regard the people who gave the kindness as your important people. Right? Regardless of who they actually are, you won’t care because you just came into this world and know nothing. All you know is that you have felt their kindness.”

Peter glanced at his guys with confusion written on their face and explained calmly, “Since birth, self has been forgotten. It has been there inside us all the time. It’s almost like a machine, your self wants something, brain sends out the command, the body moves and you don’t know how it’s happening.

You need to know what’s happening with your body, know it, aware it all and it will slowly strengthen your self. Then, you can know everything about you including your thoughts.

Knowledge is also important. With them, you can know, aware and understand what is right and what is wrong. You will never ever taint yourself with sins again.”

“What about us? I have killed a lot of people during war.”

Peter turned his head to look at Ronald and glanced at the other people. When he noticed their confusions, he felt that he should better explain them well.

“Dude, you can really hit the spots. It’s not just about killing people, it’s about killing any living being and the killer will be resented. These resentments will tangle the killer’s soul and pollute his true soul. Moreover, the killer’s soul will also breed negative soul energies because he wants to kill.

We are not perverts who fell into killings. We killed people because we had got no choice.

Our intentions are fundamentally different. Moreover, our soul is constantly being purified and guarded by light and positive soul energies from other people. Do you think small resentments can affect us?

Of course, you also need a strong will and clear conscience and yes, faith in yourself and unwavering believe in our Lord. Believe that Lord’s teaching will never wrong and aware to follow them.

Faith will be your armor and your strong will be your power.”

“I’ve a question. How do you know that we would be fine?”

Ben decided to ask Peter. After all, it was no joke and it would affect their lives.

Peter shrugged and said calmly, “I’ve checked my soul with Jenny. A large part of it is now full of golden light. Moreover, I’ve successfully mobilized the golden light energies and erased small dark spots from my soul. I had some but there is not a single dark spot tangling in my soul now.”

Everyone sighed and smiles appeared on their face after hearing Peter’s confirmation.

Meanwhile, Evan looked thoughtful. It was just a moment and she continued recording them.

“Alright. Now, listen to me carefully. The meditation technique is pretty simple. You just need to watch yourselves all the time and aware of what’s happening. This includes breathing, seeing, hearing, moving, thinking and even knowing. At first, it will be hard for you to see a certain thing clearly.

Slowly, you will clearly see, know and feel everything.

Breathing, your body needs air, you feel it, you know it, you decide to take in air, breathe, air is breathed in, it travels from your noses to lungs, your body tells you to breathe out the air in lungs, you can feel it, you know it, you decide to breathe out these unwanted air from your lungs, you breathe out these air, your body needs air again, you feel it again, you know it again, and you decide to take in air.”

Peter paused and said, “That’s the simplest breathing among what you are doing every day. You need to know every single thing. You need to advance from knowing, seeing and aware of a thing to two, three and all you’re doing, seeing and thinking in one moment. Strong self, you will have endless benefits.”