“Why? Why can’t you accept my love? My devotion? Why I am not worthy of your love?” – Freya Luxuria, a succubus, and my childhood friend, who was by my side in each step to my rise to the throne.

The most beautiful woman I have ever seen, and she love me, but even as I heard her, and saw her hurt, crying face, this was not the right moment.

She is special, someone I love dearly, since I reincarnate into my third life, she was always there, we were only days apart on our births, and our parents were great friends, so we became friends quickly.

She was not only beautiful, but also smart and really strong, becoming the most powerful demon of my army, my strongest general, and the most loyal to me.

I was an Incubus, and she a Succubus, according to many, we were fate to be together.

Yet, these were dangerous times.

“Freya, this is not the moment for that.”

“But why?!” – she came closer to me. – “When would be the right moment?”

“We are in war, humanity has for eons been hunting us unfairly, trying to destroy us, and is up to us to protect our people, so, we don’t have time to start a relationship.”

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The responsibilities on my shoulders were too heavy, being king was more tired and stressful that I thought before.

Now, a Hero of Humanity was coming to destroy me, and I couldn’t move easily, having also internal conflicts that didn’t let me mobilize myself easily as the Hero could.

‘Was Tytus also like me?’

Now, I was on the other side, and I was afraid of losing my love ones.

I hug her.

“Once this war ends, I promise you, that we will be together.”

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‘Sadly, that never happened.’ – thought Yra, as he looks towards the night sky, remembering the times he flights in the sky, dancing into the night with Freya.

‘Freya Luxuria, my childhood friend… my protector… I miss you so much, but it’s been already a long time since I saw you, my lovely light in the darkness… farewell, my love.’

“Why are you crying?” – Alyssa suddenly asks Yra.

Yra who was cleaning the dishes, was surprised by Alyssa’s presence and question.

“What?” – the he touches his face. – “Eh?”

‘I am crying?’

He was crying so much that his face was full of tears.

“I…” – he looks at Alyssa, but he can’t say anything.

She frowns at him, and the takes a glass.

Yra who cleans his face with a napkin, finally calms down, and said to her.

“I just remember something about my past.” – then he makes a dry laugh. – “Ha, sorry, I hope that my dirty tears didn’t disturb you.”

And as he said that, he went to his bedroom.

In his room.

Yra punches the wall.

“Idiot!” – he said to himself.

While feeling confused.

“Is this right? Wouldn’t be better if I go to another country? Or try to reach my family?”

[Weak.]

[Coward.]

[You should try to talk more with her, try to reach her, and see if you have some shared hobbies.]

[Baby boy.]

[It seems we haven’t change so much after centuries of living.]

[Useless!]

“Shut up!” – Yra screams, while he notices his hands trembling. – “Fuck, what is happening to me?”