Fairy Grandmother, how do I fix myself when I am broken?

what do you mean, dear?

like, I have been trying to heal myself of sweet pox and it doesn’t work quickly. When do you think it will work?

hmm, a pretty good question. You are eating only fruit, and thinking only good thoughts as recommended?

un! With the occasional deviation…

well, well. What kind of thoughts do you keep having?

well, things like: ‘why can’t I do this right?’ and ‘this is so badly done’ etc. I want to think positively, but don’t know how to make the mind change it’s tune.

hmmmmm, seems like you developed perfection symptoms.

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perfection symptoms?

yup, simply put, it’s symptoms that arise when someone doesn’t believe in a happy ever after, and that they need things in life, and that failure exists.

what do you mean, failure doesn’t exist?

ohh, are you familiar with our creation story?

un! That we are souls who choose to separate ourselves from God to experience life. Since God is always perfect and we don’t know how good it is to be when we are with him/her, we separated to know how good is actually good.

yup! And is it true that God has left us?

no! It stays with us and we can summon it whenever we want to. By inviting it with emotions.

exactly! God responds well to what?

good emotions! And makes bad emotions real as well, but that’s part of the contract we wrote when we separated.

Exactly! We make ourselves forget, and we have the illusion that we are separate, but it’s all untrue. So failure is an illusion as well, created by the fact that we choose to forget in order to experience real life.

wooowww, I have been taught this, but it has never been put this way! So when I fail, it’s because I didn’t come from good emotions and from God. And since it’s boring to succeed all the time, we fail to know how good it is! So I need to completely banish the thought that I am not good enough?

exactly! The scolding by the council must have done it. They were trying to educate you, and it got delivered this way. Would you like to talk to them and correct the misunderstanding?

yes! I will do that. Thanks, grandma!

my pleasure, sweetie!