I, Julius have already experienced 19 lives. What's more strange is that every time I reborn, my name is always Julius even when the normal names are Takeda or Uvuvwevwevwe Onyetenyevwe Ugwemuhwem Osas.

A noble, an elf, a scholar, a slave?. I've experienced it all. My dead wasn't that different either. I got stabbed and my head is dropped on the floor, or live a life of solitude as a Villager D. If you asked me, did death is a normal thing for me? I would gladly answer you, a big NO. I still feel the pain of being cut apart and what worse is, the pain when you go through that gate is extremely painful that I don't even know how many times the pain has increased from the original.

And here I'm a Ninth Stage Martial Cultivator looking after my farm in a village.

From what I learned from the previous 14 lives, I can't escape the 'first phase of my life' either it's learning or cultivating. When was the first phase you wondered? truth to be told I, myself don't know. I just got a feeling that I can escape from my fate. I mean, even if I go through the supposed way, I just ended to become a mob, so why can't I become a mob that's so easy to play as.

I don't want to be reincarnated but that bitch god, Hayu forced me to do it. It's like she has control of my soul. But I don't submit!, I search for a way to escape from her palm.

And I find out that the more I practiced the first phase of my life the more I got control of my soul and that's one of the reasons I want to live longer and the other reason? I don't want to experience that shitty pain.

And here I'm, after almost get control over my soul the death greets me.

If anybody in my current life knows that a ninth stage martial cultivator that can conquer the world, is lying down in a shabby looking bed and in a shabby looking village, they would be begging to become my disciple or giving me their child to be married even if I'm so old.

And likewise, the goddess of Fart and Cunt greeted me. A beauty befitting her title as a goddess.Big tits,some wings,white dress,etc,etc.If you a normal man you won't be able to resist her charm, but I'm different I know how wicked her heart is.

[Another mob life huh, what a coward]

"It's better than having killed by some wicked ass protagonist"

[But you can conquer the land instead and have some subordinates]

"I don't want to drag other people to my pathetic fate"

[What a dumb answer! it's not like your fate is pathetic it's your personality that pathetic. From your first reincarnation, you can avoid being killed] she yelled

"How? by lying that I know the location of Medusa? He would still killed me"

[How do you know if you're not trying you DUMB, you can use a smokescreen in your pocket.What bandit doesn't have any utility! or you can try to run but you're not!. And in your second life, you can usurp the House of Rokkaku by killing him and raise his child to become your puppet, didn't you! BUT you're not! you just accept the way life goes. What a pathetic guy] she spoke in a high pitched voice. It seems she's really angry this time.

"What!I-i'm not a path-." I contorted but...

It's true. Like it or not I don't have any ambition. I realized that when I was young. The desire to have a rich life or trying to find a wife never comes to me. My old company also stays in one city and never expanding. I don't know, I mean every people have ambition right? why I don't.

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True why I don't?.Do I don't like being a human that can do anything?.

Without my realization, a passion is slowly burning inside of me.

A passion for conquering.

...

After a period of silence.

[Hey!..do you wanted to become real king this time?] she asked me

without any hesitation, I say

"NOPE"

[Well, like it or not you must to!]

then suddenly I feel a force pushed me into a gate.

"What an actual F*ck homie!"

And here I again experienced that shitty pain but I don't scream or curse. I just endure it! because this would be my last time getting through this shit as I can finally control my own soul.

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Hah another life huh, what would I be this time. She said I would be a king, doesn't she?. Well, I never reincarnated as a king though, but whatever I will slowly figure that out. And after that Mr.darkness greets me.

"It's a healthy boy my liege"

a sound awoke me from my slumber, an old woman with a black and white suit, a maid I think. And then I see a red-haired middle-aged man with a crown in his head and he's wearing a prestigious looking robe. He had an aura of a ruler and a handsome face.

"Ah, my child! let me see my son"I then see him carrying my little body to his chest. And strangely, I felt warmth. So I think he's my father?.

This is the first time I feel this. Even when I reborn so many times, I never feel something like this.

Maybe this is what they called Family Love? I never experienced it.

"Honey let me see my son too"

"Haha, sorry honey I'm too excited seeing my child"

I then another voice of a woman. A warm voice, a voice that makes you sleep like a lullaby. As I feel my vision go down, I see a beautiful looking woman, with chestnut hair and a very kind face. So this is my mother huh.

She then put her hand in my little body and hugged me gently in her chest. The warmth I feel is more than when my father hugging me.

And then I feel her other hand caress my face and my head. And Little by little I can feel that I can't control my eyes...soon the warmth of the darkness greeted me.

...

"Oh my, he's already fall asleep what a cute baby" the woman on the bed still caress her newly born son with a smile on her face.

"Vina, you should also take care of your own body" the man on her left showed a worried look is caressing her hand.

"I know honey" she smiled "I must take care of my health so I can see my son growing up right?. And by the way, he's not crying isn't he?" the smile turned into a concerned look.

"He didn't, normally newly born starts crying but let's pray for the best"

"Yes... Oh by the way we haven't named him didn't we?" the smile quickly come back to her face.

"Oh yes, we forgot the important thing. What should we named him?"

"Julius" She smiled. A bright smile, a smile that has happiness written all over it.

"..." But The man silenced, that name silenced him. He remembers the memory he trying to forget and he starts shaking, but a warm hand grabbed his hand.

"it's not your fault Agnos, my brother died for a better kingdom. Both of us believe in you and we're right. The Kingdom is expanded than ever before and the life of commoners is better."

But the man still silenced, you can see his eyes having a little drop of water. If anybody in this world told this story, no one would believe.

After all who would believe the Great and Mighty Conqueror from the Kingdom of Navarra carrier of the Baldur Bloodline is shaking? That's the funniest joke in this realm.

"Then his name would be Julius Ares vin Baldur And hereby I declared him as The Crown Prince of Kingdom of Navarra and the future Count of the Tetyhr County" he wiped his tears and spoke in a deep voice.

Vina is shocked by hearing the man's words. After all, this would make a council rebellion.

"Are you sure honey? this would make a huge scandal. After all, I'm not a queen, and making the son of a consort a crown prince would make the situation extremely chaotic"

"I don't care!" the man snarled "I'm the one that rules this kingdom. As long as I live, I would make sure what I want would be realized. And if he can't be the future king, he can at least be a Count and live a normal life. Since an heir to a Count that carried a royal family must be the direct heir they can't kill him until he got his heir.

All my marriage before is to consolidate my power and for calming down the status of the kingdom, now the kingdom is peaceful and I have the absolute control.No one can tell me what to do "

The man left the room with a confident face and heading to the council assembly

And the woman still sitting in the bed with a worried face. Looking at his newly born son

"Hah my son, your life would be difficult from now on"