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Book 1-Eternal Night: The Programmer
Book 1-Chapter 31: Reconnecting with Old Friends

Book 1-Chapter 31: Reconnecting with Old Friends

The weight of Aaron's decisions, the highs and lows of his career, and the pressure of managing Eternal Night had left him feeling more isolated than ever. He had been so immersed in the game, the deadlines, the updates, and the constant stream of feedback from fans, that he'd drifted away from the people who once meant the most to him—his old friends. It wasn’t intentional; he hadn’t meant to push them away. But in the whirlwind of his rise to success, it was easier to focus on the pressing matters at hand, to drown in the daily grind of development. In doing so, he had lost touch with the people who had seen him grow and change before all of this.

Aaron sat in his apartment, staring at the lines of code on his screen, but his mind kept wandering back to the conversations he used to have with his friends. The inside jokes, the late-night gaming sessions, the dreams they all had of one day working on something bigger than themselves. Those were the moments he missed—the moments when it felt like anything was possible and the world was full of potential.

His thoughts drifted to his friends from college—people who had been by his side from the beginning, back when all he had was an idea and a passion for game development. They were the ones who had been with him during the late-night coding marathons, helping him test early prototypes, and celebrating every little victory along the way. It had been a long time since he'd heard from them.

Feeling a sudden longing for those simpler days, Aaron picked up his phone and scrolled through his contacts. His finger hovered over the names of his old friends—Tyler, Katie, Tim, and others—but he hesitated. What would he say? It had been so long since they had last spoken, and he wasn’t sure if they would still remember him the same way.

But the more he thought about it, the more he realized that the only way to reconnect with his past—and regain a sense of balance in his present—was to reach out. He couldn’t move forward without acknowledging the people who had been there before the pressure, before the game, before the fame. They had seen him at his most vulnerable, and they had always believed in him, even when he didn’t believe in himself.

Taking a deep breath, he decided to call Tyler first. They had been close friends in college, often spending hours together after class, talking about games, life, and their shared dreams. Tyler was the kind of friend who was always there to offer a laugh or a word of encouragement, and Aaron couldn’t remember the last time they had really talked.

He tapped on Tyler’s name and waited as the phone rang.

“Hello?” Tyler’s familiar voice came through the speaker.

“Hey, Tyler, it’s Aaron.”

There was a pause, followed by an enthusiastic response. “Aaron! It’s been forever, man! How’ve you been?”

A sense of relief washed over Aaron as he heard Tyler’s voice. It was like no time had passed at all. They slipped into an easy conversation, reminiscing about the old days—about the projects they’d worked on together in college, the ridiculous ideas they had for games, and the countless hours spent in the dorm room with nothing but snacks and energy drinks to fuel them.

As they caught up, Aaron found himself opening up in ways he hadn’t expected. He told Tyler about the challenges he had faced with Eternal Night and how overwhelmed he had felt by the pressure of keeping it relevant. He talked about the controversies, the frustrations, and the difficult decisions he’d had to make. He explained how the game had started as a passion project, but somewhere along the way, it had turned into something that felt more like a burden than a dream.

Tyler listened intently, offering words of comfort and understanding. When Aaron finished speaking, Tyler took a deep breath. “I get it, man. I really do. But remember, when we were working on those projects back in college, it wasn’t about the pressure. It was about the love of the craft. You’ve got to reconnect with that part of yourself—the part that just loved making something for the joy of it, not for the expectations of others.”

Aaron felt a pang of realization. He had been so caught up in the weight of Eternal Night and the constant stream of feedback that he had forgotten why he started making games in the first place. It was never about the fame or the money. It was about the process, the creativity, and the joy of building something from the ground up. The feeling of creating a world and inviting others into it.

“Thanks, Tyler,” Aaron said, his voice softer now. “I needed to hear that.”

“I’m always here for you, man. Don’t forget that.”

After hanging up, Aaron felt a sense of clarity. Reconnecting with Tyler had reminded him of his roots, the passion that had driven him to pursue game development in the first place. But there was still more to be done. He decided to call Katie next. Katie had been his coding partner in college, the one who always challenged him to think outside the box. They had worked on countless projects together, pushing each other to be better, to innovate. She was smart, driven, and unafraid to ask the tough questions.

When Katie answered, Aaron greeted her warmly. They exchanged pleasantries, but it wasn’t long before the conversation turned to more serious matters. Aaron told her about the struggles he had faced with Eternal Night and the pressure that had started to mount. He mentioned how Tyler had helped him realize the importance of reconnecting with the joy of game development.

Katie’s response was thoughtful. “It sounds like you’ve lost sight of why you started this in the first place. It’s easy to get caught up in the business side of things, but don’t let that drown out your passion. Maybe it’s time to take a step back and really think about what you want.”

She continued, “You’ve been pushing yourself so hard for so long, Aaron. You need to remember that it’s okay to take a breather, to step away when it gets too much. When we were in college, we took breaks, we had fun, and that’s what helped us be so creative. Don’t forget the importance of balance.”

Her words echoed Tyler’s, and for the first time in a while, Aaron felt a sense of peace. He had been so focused on delivering a product, on satisfying the needs of the fans, that he had neglected the very thing that had inspired him to start making games: his own love for creation.

Later that week, Aaron met up with Tim, another old friend who had been part of their tight-knit group in college. Tim had always been the most ambitious of the group, always pushing them to think bigger, to take risks, and to never settle for mediocrity. He had since gone on to work for a game studio, but he had kept in touch with Aaron, always encouraging him to follow his dreams.

When they met for coffee, Tim asked, “So, how’s Eternal Night going? I see it everywhere now.”

Aaron laughed dryly. “It’s been… a lot. The game’s doing well, but the pressure is insane. I don’t know if I’m cut out for this kind of responsibility. It feels like it’s consuming me.”

Tim leaned forward, his expression serious. “Listen, Aaron, you’re in a tough spot, but you can’t let that define you. You’re an incredible developer. Eternal Night is proof of that. But if you’re not happy, if it’s no longer fun, then maybe it’s time to rethink things. You don’t have to keep pushing yourself into the ground just because people expect more.”

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Aaron took a sip of his coffee, reflecting on Tim’s words. “I think I’ve forgotten what it’s like to just enjoy the process. I’ve been so wrapped up in the outcome that I lost sight of what made me passionate about it in the first place.”

Tim smiled, giving him a reassuring pat on the back. “Well, maybe it’s time to find that spark again.”

After reconnecting with his friends, Aaron felt a renewed sense of purpose. They had reminded him of who he was before all of this—the dreamer, the creator, the one who made games because it was fun. And while Eternal Night would always be a part of his journey, Aaron knew that he couldn’t let it consume him. He had to find a balance, to rediscover the joy of creation, and to remember the reasons he started this in the first place.

As he sat in his apartment later that night, thinking about everything that had happened, he felt a sense of peace wash over him. He wasn’t alone. His friends were there for him, offering their support, reminding him of the importance of balance, and helping him see the bigger picture. And with that newfound clarity, Aaron was ready to move forward—not just with Eternal Night, but with his life. He wasn’t just a game developer; he was a person with dreams, aspirations, and a passion for creating. And that passion was still there, waiting to be reignited.

After Aaron’s conversations with Tyler, Katie, and Tim, he felt lighter, as though a weight he hadn’t even realized he was carrying had been lifted. The validation from his friends reminded him of something he’d forgotten: the world didn’t need him to be perfect, and it wasn’t just about the game or the public’s perception. It was about the process, the growth, and the joy of creating something meaningful.

That evening, as he sat at his desk, his fingers hovering over the keyboard, he thought back to his younger self. He remembered the late nights in college, coding in his small dorm room, the excitement that came with seeing an idea come to life on the screen. There was no pressure then, no demands. It was all about making something he was proud of, something he loved.

With a smile, he typed a few lines of code, each stroke a gentle reminder of the thrill he’d once felt. But now, as his screen glowed in the dim light, he wasn’t sure how to balance that youthful excitement with the weight of the world that had been placed on his shoulders. He had come so far, but at what cost?

The question lingered as he closed his laptop and stood up, stretching his arms high above his head. The room felt a bit suffocating, the air thick with thoughts of deadlines, expectations, and the relentless need to meet the demands of the game’s fanbase. He needed air. He needed space. And more importantly, he needed to reconnect with the real world, not just the world inside his head or his computer screen.

The next morning, after an introspective breakfast, Aaron decided to take a walk in the park. It had been years since he had taken a break, stepped away from his work, and just breathed. His daily routine had become a blur of work, sleep, and more work, a never-ending cycle that had drained him. It wasn’t just his physical energy that was depleted; it was his creativity, his spark, his passion. He needed to rediscover what had originally driven him to this field.

The cool air outside greeted him with a sense of relief as he left his apartment building, the bustling sounds of the city slowly fading as he walked into the park. The trees swayed gently in the breeze, their leaves a brilliant mosaic of golds and oranges, signaling the onset of autumn. It was peaceful. The kind of peaceful that Aaron hadn’t felt in years.

As he walked along the path, his thoughts drifted back to his college days. He had entered the field of game development with big dreams, but back then, he wasn’t thinking about corporate strategies, deadlines, or fan expectations. It had been about learning, experimenting, and creating for the pure love of it. He had wanted to tell stories, to craft worlds, and to share those experiences with others. Now, all of that seemed so distant, overshadowed by the demands of running a business.

He couldn’t help but wonder: Was it possible to find that balance again? Could he go back to the place where it all started, when the work was driven by love and not obligation? It felt like a distant memory, but in the stillness of the park, the answer slowly became clear.

He decided to call his parents.

Aaron had always been close to his family. His parents had supported his dream of becoming a game developer from the start, never once questioning his decision, even when it seemed like an uncertain path. They had been his rock, offering guidance and comfort whenever he needed it. But over the past few years, with his rise to success and the demands of Eternal Night, he hadn’t spent as much time with them as he would have liked. They lived in a quiet suburban town about an hour’s drive from his apartment, and Aaron had visited less and less as his career had consumed him.

After his walk, Aaron took the drive to his parents’ house, the familiar surroundings bringing a sense of nostalgia. When he arrived, his mother greeted him with a warm hug, her smile wide as she pulled him into the kitchen where his father was making lunch. They hadn’t seen each other in a few weeks, but Aaron’s parents had always been understanding. They never judged him for the long hours he spent working or the late nights he stayed up, even when he was physically and emotionally drained.

As they sat down for lunch, Aaron felt the weight of his responsibilities start to lift. He shared stories about Eternal Night’s progress and some of the challenges he had faced in recent months. But this time, the conversation didn’t revolve around deadlines or updates. It was simply a conversation between a son and his parents, and for the first time in a long while, Aaron felt a sense of peace.

“You know, Aaron,” his dad said, after a long pause, “we’re really proud of you. You’ve done amazing things with Eternal Night. But I can tell you’ve been carrying a heavy load lately.”

Aaron looked at his father, his heart swelling with gratitude. “I have been. It’s just... everything feels like it’s always on my shoulders. The fans, the updates, the expectations. It’s exhausting.”

His mom smiled gently. “It sounds like you’ve been so focused on what others need from you that you’ve forgotten what you need from yourself.”

Aaron hadn’t realized it until she said it, but she was right. Somewhere along the way, he had lost sight of what he truly wanted, and in doing so, he had become disconnected from the very passion that had fueled his dreams. It wasn’t about meeting everyone else’s expectations—it was about meeting his own, about finding fulfillment in his own work.

His dad nodded in agreement. “We’ve always supported your dreams, Aaron. But we also want you to be happy. If you’re not enjoying it anymore, maybe it’s time to take a step back and reconsider your approach.”

That moment of clarity hit Aaron harder than he expected. His parents, the people who had always believed in him, had now given him the greatest gift of all: permission to take a break. Permission to stop and reassess, to reconnect with the joy of making games rather than just the pressure of delivering results.

“I think you’re right,” Aaron said quietly, his voice thick with emotion. “I’ve been so focused on making sure Eternal Night succeeds that I’ve lost touch with why I started this in the first place. I want to make something meaningful again, something that’s just for me, not just for the fans or the money.”

His mom reached across the table, placing a comforting hand on his. “Take all the time you need. You’ve already proven how capable you are. But now, it’s time to prove to yourself that you can still find joy in what you do.”

Aaron left his parents’ house that evening with a newfound sense of peace. He had been given the permission to pause, to step back, and to breathe. The pressure that had weighed so heavily on him was still there, but it no longer felt insurmountable. The next step wasn’t about meeting external expectations—it was about reconnecting with his original passion, with the fire that had ignited his love for game development in the first place.

As he drove home, Aaron smiled to himself. For the first time in years, he felt like he was truly moving forward, not because of the game, but because of the clarity he had found. The road ahead was still uncertain, but he was ready to face it—not as a developer consumed by the pressures of success, but as a creator who had rediscovered his love for making something meaningful.

And that, he realized, was all that really mattered.