-Console him? Haha, yeah right. More like breaking him further-

“...”

Crap...

i’ve done it now.

Looking at the teared album in front of me, i just realized what have i done.

I thought i could finally grab hold of his weakness but it was a happy life of couple instead!

Like this, if i spread it and posting it like this i would be seen as a jealous woman and flamer instead.

The internet will mercilessly tear me apart! As the one who spits on happy couple! As the bitch that anonymously stole a happy couple album!

Internet is scary.. getting ostracized socially is scary...

Being hated is fun but being socially abused hurts even for me..

They can hurt people just by talking far more than me!, i guess it's not exaggerating their amount of bully is making a lot of people suicide in japan every days.

Eh? Theres no internet here so it's a needless worry? 

Something like that, can just be created later!

Realizing i can’t even use this, the blood is getting into my head.

Yeah, even i feel it’s going too far.

Anybody would realize how precious is that album is to him, but i mercilessly tear it apart!

“.....”

I cannot said anything...

He looks down on the teared album with disbelief.

Thinking he finally wont forgive me this time, i prepared to running away from this place with all of my might.

But...

“It’s fine”

He...

Only made such a simple reply

“!?”

“I guess, this would happen sooner of later...”

He seems to brace himself.

Like bearing the weight of the world.

“I already know..”

He continues...

“I already know.. this is impossible from the start”

“About convincing them, about making her happy... It's all a distant dream for me. a false hope since the start”

“Thinking about it, it was already strange that a normal person like me can go this far”

“....”

I only hearing him silently.

“I know it's better to forget about it. Such a dream doesn't suit me. Such a wish is impossible since the start”

“I.. even me saving another people and eventually being called a hero is just an act of selfishness. The truth is..”

He changed his expression and trying to brush it away.

“No, forget it. At this point it doesn't matter anymore”

He start to speak with a tone of a young boy instead of a adult.

“I am just a coward. Perhaps i was afraid to heard her reply, perhaps i was just running away all this time”

“Thanks, and sorry”

He looked straight at me.

“You…!”

I only look at him in amazement.

“You made me open my eyes. Thank you for tearing that album apart”

He continues,

“From now on, it's better if i don't get involved from her, from this world, and living somewhere else where i can’t meet her or remembering her”

“Ah, but i can't even die. I would just live forever unaging ahaha. Maybe i would just become a hermit somewhere? Yeah, i should just start doing it. It's not much different from my live recently after all”

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He speak nonchalantly like it doesn't matter at all anymore.

“...”

“No, i just remember. Now that i think about it, there's a better way for me to step out from the stage”

He start to speak to himself.

It was in voice that usually can't be heard but i can read some of his lips movement.

I should just challenge Argevalt for last time. and this time..

I can dissapear peacefully

…..

“....!”

I snapped.

With that word as trigger, i snapped.

I know i shouldn’t be the one doing this when i’m at fault, but i can no longer holding back.

“YOU MOTHERFUCKER!”

“!”

I punched him.

He didn't even try to avoid.

Someone with his body spec should be able to avoid it, but he dont.

Perhaps he didn't feel the need to dodge.

But,

i don't care.

Staring at him as hard as i can, i made the most angriest expression i have till now.

He seems to draw back a little from my stare, but i don't care.

Right now my face probably looks like a devil fully intent with murdering him.

Screwthishit

I begin to punch him again.

I keep doing it again and again.

My hand is the one that hurts instead but i don't care!

Truthfully i don't care about his situation at all.

Wherever he’s running away, wherever he got unrecruited love, whenever he got unfulfilled wish. All of it can go to hell like i care.

But,

His words when he said give up.

His words when he said its impossible.

His self pity, his words of better to be die.

I, cannot accept that.

Shit...

“ARE YOU KIDDING!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? ARE YOU JOKING!?“

“SCREW THIS SHIT!

I screamed.

“DID YOU THINK I AM BLIND!?”

He seems surprised while looking at me.

“ANYONE WITH A EYE WOULD DEFINITELY REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU CARE ABOUT HER! HOW MUCH YOUR FEELINGS TOWARD HER!”

“BUT YOU’RE GONNA DISAPPEAR LIKE THAT? WITH UNRESOLVED ANSWER? WITH UNRESOLVED PROBLEM!?”

“YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO DIE? AS THE CRIMINAL THAT START IT ALL? TO END YOUR STORY? HER STORY?”

He looked at me confused.

“IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, THEN JUST LIVE!”

He was surprised.

“YOU WANNA DIE ALONE LIKE A LITTLE SHIT DROWN INTO SORROW? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, AARGH!?”

“SUCH A END IS DESERVED TO THE PROTAGONIST THAT ALREADY DONE IT ALL! EVERYTHING HE COULD! BUT YOU HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED YET!”

“YOU MIGHT BE FINE WITH IT, BUT WHAT ABOUT HER!?”

He looked surprised again.

“YOU SAID SHE DOESN'T REMEMBER, BUT SO WHAT!?”

He seems pondering.

“IF YOU’RE DEDICATED TO HER THEN SEE THROUGH IT UNTIL THE END! IF YOU WANT TO SAVE HER THEN FOLLOW THROUGH TILL THE END! END THIS STORY PROPERLY!”

“IT'S JUST A FAKE ACTION? SOMETHING THAT YOU SELFISHLY DECIDE? HAVE YOU NOT REALIZED IT YET!? OR YOU JUST PRETEND NOT TO!?”

“IF YOU THINK IT’S FINE TO END YOUR STORY HALFWAY, IF YOU THOUGHT IT WAS THAT EASY TO FINISHED IT BY ENDING IT WITH YOUR DEATH, THEN..”

I forcefully concentrate in one empty spot.

It might be hard to use magic but it's not impossible.

As long the item is in small size like hand.

It's still possible to took ‘that’ from my storage.

“GO TO HELL AND DROWN INTO REGRETS”

“SUFFER IN ETERNITY FOR NEVER REACHING THAT “IMPOSSIBLE” DREAM”

Staring at him like i wanna kill him...

In no time at all, i took out the mini black hole and start to break it apart with my hand.

“..! OI!”

He tried to stopped me, but it's too late.

The black hole is made and my right hand is disappear inside nothingness.

When the hole is starting to get bigger.

He forcefully pushed it back.

“HAAAAAA!”

Amazing, he can stopped it.

This feels more dangerous than my skill. if that was a skill of pure destruction, this was a effect of disappearing and absorbing everything in sight.

He used his golden armor from the start, proof that it was more dangerous than photon cannon.

“CRAP!?”

Cannot stop the disappearance, he start to get panicked.

I cannot feel my right arms anymore...

It probably gonna reach my heart if this keeps up and i die, then disappear without any trace.

But i won't stop.

It's impossible to stop it anyway.

I don't even know what is this thing to begin with, so stopping it is impossible.

Within his panic voice, he start to speak.

“I WON’T LET YOU!”

And start to use more strength.

“I WON’T LET YOU DIE! “

Speaking a cheesy line like from the hero in story he speak.

“I SUMMON THE STRONGEST PAIR OF DESTRUCTION, OBEY ME THEN BECOME A BLADE AND DESTROY ALL OF MY ENEMIES!”

He start to speak a chant.

“SIGMA! CAULES!”

A pair of sword is coming out from his hand.

A beautiful sword with red and silver color is coming out.

Only by seeing it, i can sense its power.

Its mana is beyond anything so far. i never seen anything like it even in goddess place.

A sword that seems to be able to obliterate the world and render sky apart by a swing.

“NOW!”

Attacking the black hole before if reach my heart, he poured his strength to the black hole.

“INFINITY DRIVE!”

An intense flowing of mana occured.

Different than my pure cannon of destruction, it was a light that feels like all hope in the world is condensated into an attack.

His attack is getting absorbed, but doing that slow the progress of the black hole.

He keep doing it by pouring every mana he got.

But i can sense his magic power is starting to running out.

He ignore it and keep pouring his magical power like his life depends on it.

Well, of course,

Even he would probably be died if he got swallowed.

This attack could probably obliterate a planet if used outside but it's nothing to the black hole.

Just when i thought his mana is getting lower than half...

The black hole is getting smaller.

Eventually it was getting smaller into pintsize hole.

And disappeared...

“haaah.. haa..”

He look totally exhausted.

His magical power is decrease far lower than before, even lower than me.

If i attack him in this state, probably even i can win.

That's it,

if i’m in my peak condition though.

“!? OI!?”

I can’t hold on anymore and collapsed. .

Different than last time, he didn't have enough time and strength to use protection magic to me.

It would be useless anyway.

So i received the effect fully.

The pain is almost non existent…

But losing my entire right arm make me dizzy from shock.

“!! SHIT”

He started to panicked and using a bottle of elixir and pour it to me.

But...

“!? IT’S NOT WORKING?”

Around the disappeared part from where my arm formerly there, a black parts start to coming out around them and start to eating me.

Seemingly thinking what to do, he said to me

“Sorry, please bear it for awhile”

He let out a sword.

It’s a normal size katana and didn't have the mana like the sword before.

With one swing, he...

cut apart the blackened part in my shoulder.

….!!

“AAAAAAAAAAAARGHH!”

It hurts.

The blackened part is eating me but stopped my bleeding.

Not that they’re no more, blood gush out from my right shoulder.

“...!!”

I can't think like normally because of the pain and blood loss.

My breathing is heavy, and my eye is unfocused and blurry.

Feeling weak, i collapsed.

while muttering last word...

“Damn you.. treat me more gently”