The two childhood friends look at each other through the darkness, both with smiles on their faces. Steve's heart is beating as fast as when he used to run down Brooklyn's alleys, but it feels fine. He wants to confirm: "Bucky, does that mean we're both like that? Because me... I love you too! Since forever. I always wanted to be with you, but I thought I was weird." Bucks grins touched and says: "Then we're both weird. Oh Stevie! Wow.", he pets over his friend's cheek, "So you weren't jealous of me at all, but of the girls." Steve nods shy: "Hmhm. Though I thought it had to be you, and I just felt it weird. Just like the other things. I always thought I wanted to be like you, when I wanted to be with you.” “Ah, like when?”, Bucky wants to know.
Steve explains: “Well, when I wanted to be the girl. I figured it's just because I'm so small and not a real man." "You've always been a real man, Steve!", Bucks interrupts him firmly, but Steve continues: "And I always wanted to hold and cuddle you. Even in bed. Back then." Bucks is touched: "Oh Stevie. Me too! Man, I really had to pull myself together, when we shared a bed, because it was so cold." Steve agrees: "Yeah, me too. But when I got big, I realized that it probably wasn't because of my size. Because I still want it." Bucks moves a little closer and hugs him, asking: "Like this? Do you like that?” Steve smiles again and nods happily.
Bucks then admits: "I've always had feelings for you, too. But I knew right away that it has nothing to do with your size, but that something was different with me. I also wanted to do a lot with you. And still wants to." "Like what?", Cap wants to know and Bucky admits: "I'd love to take a shower with you." When Steve points out: "But we already do that, in the group showers with the troupe.", his friend pants: "But I want to be alone with you! And I would take the time to lather and caress you from head to toe, and then I'd want to rub my body against yours...", which gives Steve pleasant shivers.
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Eventually Cap nervously suggests: "Well, if we both want, we can do it together, right? I mean, this right now." Bucks immediately wants to get started: "Oh yes, Stevie! Okay, does that mean I get to touch you?" Cap paddles back a bit: "But be gentle, okay? I've... I've never done anything like that before." Bucky is surprised: "You mean at all? Even after the serum? With anyone?” So Steve explains: “I only wanted to do it with someone I love. So, someone like you.” Then he has to close his eyes shy. Moved, his friend replies: "Oh Steve, how cute! Then that means... I guess my 'little Stevie' sort of saved himself for me, huh?” Steve ducks his head in embarrassment and nods very softly: “Mmmm.”, to which Bucks apologizes: “Gee Steve, if I had known... then I would have done the same! I would have waited for you! Then we could have found out together." "Hmm.", Steve hums innocently, an looking at him considers, "But at least this way you already know what to do. Just give me a little time to catch up, okay?”
Bucks suggests: "You can still explore some yourself! Just tell me what you'd like to do.” His buddy whispers shy: “Okay. Well, could you scritch my neck?” So Bucky does it. Then Steve says: "That's nice. It tickles. I would like, um, well... I would also like if you rub over my back and chest. I can do that for you too, if you like!” “Sure, Stevie!” Bucks enthusiastically replies, pulling up their tops to pet each other. Then he asks hopeful: "Would you like us to kiss too?" Steve shyly agrees. So Bucky gently kisses him, until Steve follows suit and tenderly presses his lips on him as well. Bucks pushes further: "Mm, you're so soft. I want you so bad Steve! May I, uhm, would you like to kiss with tongue too?" "Oh Bucky, if you want to, we can do that! You're a great kisser!”, he replies excited. And once he gets used to the new feeling, Cap mimics that too, while they automatically rub their bodies against each other.
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