Realizing this truth , it felt like a huge burden was given to Si woon , who just wanted to rest .
"Why , why should I restart my life as a little girl now? I lived a hard life in my previous life ; now I should live in a new and completely different world?" he thought to himself . Having the memory of being a man and now changing into a girl itself was a burden to si woon who was now Andrea .
His little body was not able to control his emotions , tears started to flow again .
Seeing her child crying , Andrea's mother hugged her tightly .
Andrea (Si woon) felt relaxed by the warm embrace of her mother . Her body relaxed .
It had been three months since she was asleep .Her little tummy was hungry .
It cried for food 'growl ' .
Everyone stared at Andrea. Andrea's face turned red due to embarrassment.
Her mother smiled and asked the maid who was waiting outside the room to bring light food and water to her bed .
The maid rushed to the kitchen [maids prove ] - "My young miss must have suffered a lot . I could clearly see fear in her eyes when she woke up . I am glad she does not have memories of being kidnapped as it could give her greater trauma .
I ..... I should always be beside my young miss now . Being her personal maid ,it was my fault for not protecting young miss.
I should not have allowed young miss ,to visit the festival that night .
I should not have trusted that Marina with my young miss (Marina was a traitor , who informed kidnappers about the young miss visiting during the night festival).
Only if I went instead of that traitor , she should not have been just fired .... i am sure Master Duke would have caught her and cut her into pieces.
Such a filthy human should not be alive .
My poor young miss don't worry I will never let you fall in danger again. " The maid was determined to protect her precious young miss Andrea .
She brought some veg- sandwiches , cut fruits and a glass of warm milk to Andrea's room .
She gave it to the madam ,and stood beside the bed seeing her young miss being consoled by the mother and father .
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Andrea looked towards the young boys who stood there with a worried face , she asked the boys with her soft and gentle child voice " are you .... are you hungry? I can share my food with you too."
The elder child smiled and walked towards Andrea .
He looked really handsome and mature for a child who was just 11 years old .
He spoke in a gentle voice that would sooth anyone who would hear it " Andrea , my younger sister I appreciate your worries about us . I would be full just seeing you eat peacefully, " he smiled . His eyes were filled with love towards his younger sibling .
The second child came rushing towards the bed and stood beside his brother . He looked playful . His eyes were teared up , he asked in a worried voice" Andrea are you fine now? Are you scared of me?"
His eyes started to tear up more.
Andrea smiled and answered, " No second brother , I am not scared of you .Do you want this sandwich?"
The boy rejected the offer .
Mother spoke, " Baby , I know you are hungry . You can eat these sandwiches and fruits .You should also drink this milk ,it has been months since you ate proper food ."
Mother's gaze was filled with love and care .
It comforted Andrea's little mind and body .
She ate her food while her mother held the plate for her .
The Duke , duchess, her brothers and watched her eating to her fill .
They felt relieved seeing their young daughter ,not being scared of them anymore .
After drinking the warm glass of milk , and eating to her heart's fill, little Andrea felt drowsy .
She slowly drifted off to sleep once again in her mother's arms.
As she had just woken up from a coma , her body was weaker than a normal child's.
Seeing her relaxed and trusting her mother , the duchess felt like a warm breeze gushing through her heart .
The Duke and Duchess looked each other . They smiled lovingly , feeling relieved for their daughter being safe once again in their arms.
The mother sat beside Andrea while she was asleep .
The boys were told to go back and freshen up as if they had just completed their swords training.
They left with their father .
The maid stood beside madam , seeing her young miss fast asleep .
Si won was too tired .
Once he was in deep sleep he saw two rooms , he knew it was a dream .
One room was dark while another one had light he walked towards the dark room first, he thought ti himself.
"Last time I followed the light and woke up in a new body , so this time I will go to the dark room.
Once he reached on its door , it was tightly locked .
Touching the lock ,he could only hear screams and wailing of people .
Si woon was confused .
He tried to open the lock ,to no avail .
Then he walked towards to the room with light .
There he saw a little girl sitting at a corner and crying .
She had violet hair ,she covered her face with her hands .
She was weeping silently.
Si woon slowly walked towards the girl in silence.
They were weeping girl noticed a shadow approaching her.
She started to shiver in fear.
Seeing the little girl trembling, si woon spoke " child don't worry I am not here to hurt you."
He bent to sit down and asked in a gentle voice, "why are you crying child, tell me your problem. I promise to help you."
The gil slowly lifted her face towards the warm voice.
She was a beautiful and cute child with glittering blue eyes and shining violent hair .
She looked like a baby fairy even in her crying face.
The baby stared at si woon without saying a word .
Si woon smiled and reached out his hand to wipe her tears from her little doe eyes.