CHAPTER 57

Kavi's POV

I yelled for Aadhira and Jasmine. The sudden emptiness in the room was scaring me. I need someone

to assure what I was thinking isn't true. I shouted their name once again. Jasmine came first as she

was staying right next to my room. She dropped the pot in her hand and covered her mouth.

"Jas, did you see him waking up? Had he gone somewhere while I was meditating?"

I asked her with full hope wanting her to say 'yes' or at least a nod. But she stood there without moving

a muscle. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned around to Aadhira.

"Tell me he woke up, Aadhira… Tell me this wasn't what I think…"

I grabbed the sides of her shoulder and asked her with my threads of hope flying like they were being

blown in wind. She looked at me with teary eyes.

"I am sorry, Goddess. He hadn't woken up. His soul might have left."

"NO! It can't be. I know our soul was still connected even though it was just a string. I would known if

he had left me. I don't feel any void in my heart. It can't be true... IT CAN'T BE…"

My heart wasn't ready to believe reality. My eyes were stuck at the place he had been.

Then I noticed it...

I walked towards the bed. His Aambal wand was lying there. His wand had the magical bonding to be

with him. Even if he forget it somewhere, the wand would appear on his waistband always. If this wand

was lying on the bed, he must have really left me.

How could he?

My knees gave out and I fell on the floor. My hands caressed the warm mattress with a quivering lip

and took the wand in my hand - the thing remained as the trace for his existence.

I just had found a ray of light to recover him from the clutches of death. But already he had gone. He

staked his life twice for me. But how did he think I could bear his loss and I would happily continue my

life without guilt. As the connection wasn't rebound, I didn't feel any pain like last time. The energy and

power I felt like gained from the happiness a few minutes ago were actually my remaining divine

powers rested within him.

A tear rolled down my cheek and fell on the Wand which absorbed my tear and glowed and returned

back to normal. I closed my eyes and leaned my head on the bed inhaling his scent to calm myself. His

warmth was slowly leaving the bed. I can't do anything now. His soul went so far – I have no control

over an immortal soul. My creator does. But she turned her back to us a long back.

"He can't do this to me? Didn't he love me? Why he always want to go away from me? I have just

returned. How can he leave me like this? I don't want him to leave…"

My whispers turned as shout of agony.

I was feeling like got pushed back in time. But there was no physical pain now – the emotional pain

was compensating to fill the pain into my heart. From the day I released his curse, he never failed to

show his love for me. He even tolerated Akhilan being close to me. And I know how possessive he is.

He didn't even want my people to see me with swimsuit but I let Akhilan beyond the limits. Maayan

tolerated it; because he didn't want to hurt my feeling and respected all my likes and dislike. I could feel

how hard it was for him to stay away from me.

He never spoke a harsh word in front of my face. He had fought with Akhilan sometimes but never

scolded me. He just loved me… and that made him go through so many things. His soul had been

trapped in Qywesir for so long. I can't even imagine being locked in a room for a day continuously but

he waited there for me with his love and hopes to see my face and to live with me.

'I love you, Cupcake. Don't worry. Everything happens for a reason.'

These were the words he said to me before closing his beautiful eyes to get embraced by sleep. But he

never woke up.

"I love you too, Maayan. Please come back to me."

Tears flowed down my cheeks as the inability to save the man who loved me to the extent where he

sacrificed his own life to save me.

I wasn't given an option other than to accept his loss. This isn't fair!

Aadhira was looking at me with a tortured and fearful look not knowing how to pacify me and at the

same time, she doesn't want me to do anything like last time. Jasmine was sobbing like she failed in a

very important exam.

Was this my punishment to abandon the people trusted in me in the name of 'Love'?

Was destiny purifying my soul with this big punishment?

I didn't choose to become a Goddess. I never desired any special powers. I always desired only one

thing! A simple life with the man in my heart – a life that has been filled with moments of love,

memories of sweet fights and the humourous rebounding, the home filled with the voice of our children

running around and playing with each other, growing old and struggling to do chores yet trying to help

each other with the love we carried all the days... It was how humans do live… Was it too much for me

to ask a life like that? Why destiny has to be so cruel to me?

I felt a strange vibe from the breeze coming towards me. The cold air hit my face and the wand in my

hand started to break into the piece of dust and vanished away. I clenched my hand hard at the

remaining half in the greed to not let it go. But emptiness is what left… in my hand and heart. I closed

my eyes recalling every wonderful moment we shared.

I should be stronger to let his soul go. It was his decision. I should send him there with a smile. I don't

want him to be worried because I am sad. His soul should be happy while it leaves the solar system. A

sob broke through my throat… It was so harder than I can handle… Maayan! Why did you decide to

go?

He had sacrificed himself because he wanted me to avenge the cruelty of Chandran. That's what I am

going to do. I am not going to let his sacrifice go waste. My blood pumped adrenaline with the

determination making me glow in black. That dustball was the reason why I had lost everything. And he

still hadn't changed.

First I should increase my powers. My warriors should be immune to the Bright ashes. I am not going to

let my people come in this war. But I should be careful because the future is unpredictable. And time

and destiny can play even in the life of a divine, like once this solar system experienced my blood. Still,

I was given a second chance to redeem. I wasn't going to lose this chance.

The loss of the man with whom I shared my soul only increased the fire in my heart. And the pain… I

will carry it in my heart till my soul reaches its time to join my man. I am looking up for that day! I miss

him very much. But he would be in my heart forever. Maayan's loss made one thing clear to me. Time

won't wait for anyone. I can't wait until I made grow stronger. I should build myself stronger with what I

have. I stood up with the determination and wiped my tears.

"We can't change our destiny. Let's face whatever comes!"

I said firmly and walked out of the room. I walked to the pond which was created and filled with the love

of Maayan. A small smile crept on my face as I dipped in the pond and let the lotuses caress my skin. I

closed my eyes and the soft touches of the petals reminded me of his kisses. His soul might have gone

far away from me. His memory and love will never go away from me. I took in a deep breath and

imagined releasing the strand of connection we had between our souls. I felt a tug at my heart. It was

really happening.

'Goodbye, Maayan. I love you!'

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I opened my eyes after the meditation and realized it was already night. I needed to be away from

everything and the only way of my escape is meditation. My wolf is also sad for Maayan. I have been

thinking of the most efficient way to improve my powers. Chandran might strike me anytime. The dark

hounds guarding around the realm had taken the damage of bright ashes and kept my dark shield

strong as it is. Creating dark hounds from my blood to accompanying a warrior is not a wise idea. I

want complete protection to the life of my people. They weren't afraid to fight and I know their devotion. Material © of .

But I am responsible for their life. They dedicated their after-life to serve me. Every single soul in this

realm is my responsibility. I won't let anything hurt my people.

I called Aadhira to assemble the second level warriors to a meeting. I want to know what they suggest

upon the matter. I teleported to the Meeting hall and waited for the people to assemble there. The

empty seat to my right made me sigh – Kathir's seat. Maayan never bothered for an extra chair as he

would turn as chair for me. It was embarrassing at first as he would be very naughty at times. But I

loved those times and got used to it.

Aadhira entered the place ensuring everyone was here and sat to my left with a big smile. The meeting

was happening in my presence after a long time. But they had kept a chair for me and Kathir all these

years. I managed to smile at everyone and a few new faces were here too. I have to catch up with the

new people joined to serve here. I felt a small tingling feel while looking at Kathir's chair instead of the

usual pain. Strange! I pushed that away and cleared my throat.

"We all know why we are here. Maayan had sacrificed his life to bring my memories and powers.

…

His body couldn't fight the bright ashes. And his soul had gone so far away from us. I want to make

things straight. Chandran took so many things away from us. But he hadn't realized any of his

mistakes. Actually, he doesn't even consider them as wrong deeds. His pride, envy and evilness should

be eliminated. And he would be already preparing to kill me again. He knows we would come for him.

And he would be finding a way to stop us. He had already found a way to weaken us. Bright ashes!

Over the period of time, it might have diminished in volume but there are chances that he would have

created a more powerful formula out of the bright ashes.

I don't want to repeat any of the mistakes happened last time. No soul should leave the realm because

of Chandran. We should be fully prepared for whatever comes. I went to earth… umm… to fix

something. I was hit by Bright ash liquid but my wolf healed me.

If the brightness has the power to eliminate the darkness, let's show them the brightness only has

limited powers. It can't swallow the darkness beyond a certain stage. We should use the same strategy.

Light would appear to be diminished in size when the level of darkness around it grows. If I could

increase my powers, then there are chances that brightness turning out to be not effective to affect so

much darkness. I want your suggestion in the matter because it is the only way that could make us all

immune to bright ashes."

I explained my idea to them and laid my plan out before them to find a way to give life to it. The door

banged open when Aadhira was about to speak. The wind carried me the scent of cinnamon in the air. I

snapped my head towards the door and looked at him in shock.

How did I not realize it before?

Aadhira bolted towards the door and jumped on her brother, hugged him tightly crying loudly and

swearing him for leaving her alone. He hugged her and patted her back whispering calming words to

her. Aadhira pulled away and held his hand tightly. I could realize how much it would bring happiness if

we see a person that we thought of never seeing again but loved the most. My heart expressed its grief

for the man it always beats. I walked to the happy twins and smiled widely. It was so refreshing to see

my friend after a long time. His brown eyes met mine. It's really Kathir. I could feel his soul.

I hugged him and buried my face on his neck inhaling his scent. Happy tears flowed freely from my

eyes. His hands came to my head and stroked my hair softly.

"Goddess…"

He whispered baffled at my expression of happiness. I pulled away and glared at him with a small

smile.

"We are past that, Surya. I am always the same tomato to you. But don't you dare call me that. You

know my name."

I warned him with a smile. He shook his head and smiled widely and bowed his head. It was strange to

Kavi but the part of Layla in me was comfortable that way.

I turned around and saw Aadhira looking at us with her dropped jaws. She came back to senses with a

pinch from Surya and she smiled sheepishly looking between us – the smile without any guilt and pain.

It adorned her face so beautifully.

I could now connect the dots between my relationship with Surya to Kathir. His wolf listened to me

when he first transformed and he is always protective of me. He was always by my side and held me

stronger. He had confused all this feel with love…

I stilled when realization dawned me.

Love!

No… It wasn't confusion. It was me to whom he had feelings in his past. When Maayan came, he

became happy because I was happy. He must have buried all his pain inside him to smile at us

whenever he comes across us. He hit Maayan thinking he brought pain to me and ultimately sacrificed

his life for me.

"Kathir… I am sorry… You have been so close to me but I didn't realize what you had in your heart.

Thank you for coming back. And don't you dare to come in between a sword and me."

I said with a fresh set of tears flowing down my cheeks. Was this day destined to make the realm a

rose garden? Why am I crying so much?

His eyes widened and I could feel his heart racing. He opened his mouth and closed it a few times.

"I don't know what to say… But you can't stop me from protecting what I value the most, Kavi."

He said with a smile and held my palm with a reassuring gentle squeeze. I closed my eyes with a smile

and shook my head. I saw the second level warriors marching towards their top-level commander and

they pulled their sword extending it with both hands and bowed at Surya. He smiled and bowed

accepting their honour.

"Your mate…?'

I asked slowly as he had come alone.

"I have shown her everything in my mind. It seems she needs some time to think. After all, she has

grown up all her life with everyone praising Moon God. She couldn't accept everything so soon. I left

her at the cult of vampires whom I befriended after you become Alpha of Blood warriors. The magical

creatures were at confusion. Vampires could feel their pull towards you. Your shield was still there

above their cult.

I can't leave her in the pack because she will become bait to Moon God. The vampires injected a small

amount of silver in her body which will keep her wolf weak and be a guard from the eyes of Moon. I

gained my powers Goddess blessed me when my foot landed on the realm of darkness."

He explained. He is always so smart to make such a move. I think I should pay a visit to the Council.

"You have a mate? I finally got a sister-in-law?"

Aadhira exclaimed making us laugh.

"Yes. You can meet her soon."

He told her with a smile.

"Why it took so long to come here? Goddess came before you… Wait! How did you come here? You

said that you got your powers back only after coming here."

Aadhira questioned him. I focused on Surya as I didn't give thought to that. His eyes met mine and he

sucked in a deep breath.

"A friend helped me whom I know for a very long time."

He said looking at me. I frowned as I knew no one has the talent to break in my shield.

"That's not possible."

I muttered slowly and looked at him in confusion.

"Would you believe if I show you the person took me here?"

He spoke every word very carefully. I nodded my head. How did I not sense a stranger's presence in

my realm!

He went out and I heard some unclear whispers. He walked in covering the person walking behind him.

My wolf perked up in curiosity and sniffed the air. The person had his scent masked. Surya looked at

me concerned and frowned before revealing the person I least expect. I took in a deep breath and

sighed out loudly.

Akhilan!

His eyes were closed and his face was bent down with a torturous look. My wolf was melting in love at

the sight of our love. But my mind and heart were feeling conflicted. I don't want any more pain. I just

lost the man I love. I don't want to put his life too in danger. The people I love will always bear an

invisible curse of danger. I know the answer to how they came here. While going to Qywesir, Maayan

gave each of us a vial of potion that opens the portal to the realm of darkness. Akhilan must have used

it. But why was here and why did he help Surya?

"Thank you for helping my warrior to come back here, Akhilan. Surya got his powers back. He will

escort you back to your place."

I said to him in a calm formal voice. I could see the twins sharing a look in peripheral vision.

"I am not going anywhere. This had become my home long ago."

Akhilan spoke in a deep voice that didn't fail to send shivers to my spine.

He still has his face bowed. Was he too ashamed to look at me? I internally smirked sadly. I didn't ask

for this situation. He created that.

"I might have created the situation... But I am not ashamed to look at you, Cupcake!"

I stunned at his response and endearment. A sly smirk curled at the corner of his lips as he tilted his

face up and opened his eyelids revealing the pair of cherry red eyes!

The same eyes I fell deeply in love with!

As I looked deeper into his eyes, I realized indeed Akhilan and Maayan are same.

Am I dreaming?

Maybe hallucinating!

A part of me supplied that this wasn't hallucination and Akhilan had been 'mirror soul' of Maayan.

[To be continued...]