CHAPTER 32

Kavi's POV

I mind linked Paari and he confirmed that Ashwin was still in his den. He would be having a hangover

but I have a trick in my sleeve. I took my bike and made my way to his apartment. I knocked a few

times as I want to start it right; sneaking might make him irritated. After a few minutes, he opened the

door with an irritated look holding his head.

"Who are you? What do you want?"

He asked me with a groan. I extended my hand and touched his head. I connected to his heartbeat and

hydrated his system and took his headache away. He narrowed his eyes and pulled me in, drawing a

knife out of nowhere and held it to my neck.

"Who are you, bitch? You smell like a werewolf but performing magic? Are you a hybrid?"

I rolled my eyes and looked at him with bored expression with the scrunched up nose. He actually

reeks of alcohol.

"I want you to come with me to Blood Warriors Pack."

He studied my eyes and took a step back.

"Go back if you want to live. You don't have any right to call me back."

His voice came out in dangerously warning tone. My wolf was annoyed with his ignorant behaviour. If

he let his wolf feel who I am, he would have known who I was actually.

"I have every right to call you back. If Vijay had a daughter, she will be doing the same thing as me."

I raised my voice to make him understand he was doing everything in the wrong way. His eyes

softened a bit.

"Drinking isn't the way to reach your goals. It will destroy you inside out. Come back home. We need

you and you won't regret coming back. I promise that."

He listened to me calmly but nodded his head 'no'

"I can't!"

"What do you mean you can't. Are you going to live the rest of your life like this?"

I asked that stupid.

"Don't order me around. I shouldn't have let you in. Get the fuck out of here, bitch. I don't need anyone.

You don't know what I have been through."

His yelling silenced at the end but he was controlling himself from breaking down.

"I knew, Ashwin. I knew what you have been through. I could totally understand you. And I am here to

try to straighten your life."

"WHAT YOU KNOW? HAVE YOU EVER FELT YOUR LOVED ONE DYING IN FRONT OF YOUR

EYES. You could see their life separating from their body every passing second but still... STILL, you

could not do anything even though you have beta blood in you. Have you ever experienced the inability

to save your loved ones who were dying in front of your eyes and it was your mistake for being weak

and stupid? No! No one would have felt the pain of your heart breaking in front of their eyes. But I did. If

you don't know that pain, you have no right to speak to me. Fuck off!"

"SHUT UP! I didn't lose my mate. But I knew that PAIN! That pain was living inside me from the age of

FIVE! From the age of Five! Do you think that destiny decided to only fuck your life? No! Destiny was

so happy to fuck up everyone's life? You are asking me about pain? It wasn't even wrong to say it was

born with me. To say it right, it was a part of me when I was formed in my mother's womb. Did you have

a fucked-up childhood where your mother avoid you just because you are an outcome of her rape by

her own mate and who abandoned her after using her? You asked me whether I knew the pain of

losing the one who was close to your heart in front of my eyes right?

Yes! I have experienced that pain. When I was four, I met with a boy on the top of the mountain. We

had a strange type of connection between us. Our one-year friendship had its first fight because of my

immaturity and I didn't speak to him for four months. A bastard then tried to rape my mom and she

wants to leave the pack. I was afraid of not seeing him again and went to our meeting spot and howled

for him. Maybe if I didn't go there, he would be alive now... He would have been alive now! A rogue

attack just like the one happened to you turned my life upside down. They injected me with silver and

attacked him. Before we could get help, the rouges poured something on him and I saw him struggling

to breathe and going limp. I could still remember his hazel green eyes when it turned lifeless. It made

me take a drastic decision to not let anyone close in my life. Because I can't bear the pain of losing

them. The same pain you said!

At least you have the chance to take revenge on the bastards who killed your mate and avenge their

death. But I wasn't even given that chance. My Teddy died because of my stupidity. Because I was

weak instead of having Alpha blood in me. And that's not the end of my miseries. But I am not here to

get your pity from my past. You are so lost when you are alone. You need people to be strong. Don't

close yourself. We are here for you. And I have the greatest gift for you. Come with me. Just see what I

have for you and decide whether you want to stay there or ruin the rest of your life in alcohol. I won't

compel you. No one will. I promise."

My pent up feeling came up but the good thing is he agreed to come with me.

The drive back to the Pack was silent. Paari was behind me and Ashwin was driving his bike beside us

in silence. We reached pack territory and the patrol's eyes went wide. I quickly mind linked them to be

normal. It had an instant effect.

Pack members were training outside the pack house and I parked my bike at my usual place. Ashwin

seems to be surprised to see the women training along with men. I am proud to tell that my females are

naturally strong equal to men.

Suba, Ashwin's mother came running on seeing him and hugged him tightly. His eyes welled up but

quickly he wiped them. It seems he never came here when he was sober. Vijayan came near us and

looked at us in surprise. He looked at me questioningly. I just smiled at him and linked him to not ask

anything now. He nodded his head and stood beside his son and touched him lovingly. I never saw

Vijay radiating this happy aura before.

Ashwin looked at me and I knew he wants to know why I brought him here. I mind linked Nakul and

Hari to bring Lee first and then Shyam at last. I saw them going towards dungeon and I asked Ashwin

to wait. I mind linked my females that Ashwin will be killing the people who killed his mate and asked

them to go. But I got a unison reply that they to want to be here. The tall man who I captivated first was

handed over to the council. He is one of the most wanted criminals so he will live the rest of his life in

council prison. I felt Ashwin's aura turned into a rage and found Hari dragging Lee by his hair. Ashwin

looked at me with wide eyes.

"Go!"

I said and before I could finish that mono-syllable he shifted into his wolf and went near his kill. He tore

his flesh with loud growls and decapitated him. It was oddly satisfying for me to see him avenging his

mate. His wolf didn't identify dark viper's leader and third in command as he never has seen them. The

guard unlocked their chain and pushed them down. The leader was beaten and bruised. Ashwin's

looked at my direction.

"They are the brain of Dark vipers. He is number one bastard and he is number three."

I walked up to him and showed him the identity. He happily stepped forward to tear them into pieces.

He was panting and howling in pain. He was letting out the pain of losing his mate for the first time and

he was uncontrollably in rage. I kept my hand on both sides of his wolfy head.

"I am going to bring your ultimate gift but I want you to listen to me."

He growled in denial.

"Trust me. Let make his death like no one have ever experienced. Shift to your human and let out your

pent up emotions. Let it go! You should free yourself from the guilt!"

I softly whispered to him. I have already planned for his death and Ashwin nodded his head now that I

promised for the painful death of his mate and pup's murderer. I mind linked Nakul to bring Shyam. A

loud growl erupted from him and he shifted back. He pulled the shorts quickly and ran to Shyam and

punched him across his face. A crack echoed the place. Punch after the punch was delivered to him.

When his heartbeat starts falling I asked Ashwin to stop. I went near his bloodied work and healed that

bastard. He looked at me like I have grown horns.

"Are you healing him? Why?"

"I know you didn't get enough. Beat him again."

His eyes shone in understanding and he started hitting him again. I waited for the heartbeat to go down

and pulled him again from the hands of death. He should fear to kill a woman or pup even in his next

birth. I will give him enough pain to remember it. That bastard's blood was drenching my dress but I am

least bothered. By the way, I am enjoying the torture. I wish I could punish the person killed my Teddy

in the same way.

Tears started rolling Ashwin's eyes as he punched the rogue every time questioning what was the

wrong he had done and why he killed his mate and child. The crowd were cringing at the bloodied

scene but they were experiencing the rage of the wolf to the killer of his mate. Some female was crying

telling that Beta female was a wonderful woman and they miss her. His pain started turning into a rage

and he shifted into his wolf and started scratching and biting all over him. I healed him just before his

last beat stop as I want him to feel the pain again and again.

My energy started falling after the seventh time of bringing him back to life and I fell on my knees. The

sleepless nights and my burning mark were taking a toll on me. He looked at my direction and with a

loud howl, he decapitated his head. I started feeling dizzy but I felt tingles across my hand. My mate

looked at me with concern and shouting for the doctor. I smiled with a sigh feeling at home and hugged

him with my bloodied body.

"I feel like I avenged for my own past."

I whispered in a contented voice and drifted to darkness.

When I opened my eyes, I was in my bed. I feel clean without any trace of that bastard's blood on me. I

sat up and I still had a hint of exhaustion in me. After getting marked, I was fainting a lot. Oh moon!

What was I thinking!

'No. That was true. We should make our mark normal to go back to our normal life.'

My wolf sat straight. I could tell she had some idea.

'Do you think we could make it normal?'

I asked curiously.

'Yeah! It wasn't a big deal. We just have to mark and mate with our mate.'

She said nonchalantly.

'Bitch! Stop trying to get into his pant! Tell me if you know the real solution'

I scolded her for making fun at this serious situation though that idea was so appealing.

'You are the bitch. Even that witch in the council told you that mating might heal our mark. If you aren't

brave enough, let me take control.'

She has a point but I don't want to force him into anything.

'I have courage my dear wolf. But let's not pressure him into it.'

'Give me a chance. I will show you how much our mate wants us.'

Does he really want me that bad? Then why he was staying away. He knew I want him.

I slowly got up from the bed to use the bathroom. I freshened up and found my mate sitting on my bed

with his hand pressed on each side next to his thighs and he was deep in thought. I slowly walked to

him and placed my palm over his shoulder. These tingles I feel will never get old. My body is heating up

at the sight of my sexy mate. He looked up at me and his face had an unreadable expression. I

frowned and sat next to him.

"Why did you do that? It was so cruel."

He said in a whisper and looked up to my eyes. Now I understand his silence.

"He got what he deserved."

I said coldly.

"Everyone makes mistakes. No one is perfect. But did you even realise how brutal it was to torture a

person to that extent? And you did it in front of the whole pack and they accept it. What kind of people

are they?"

His aura was radiating depression. A growl slipped at his last statement. This was going to be his pack.

He can't think negatively about the pack members. I stood up and went near the window.

"If someone kills me in front of you when I was carrying our pup and inject you with wolfbane which

made you not even attend my funeral, will you forgive him?"

I knew it was so rude to ask him this but this will make him understand the pain what Ashwin had gone

through. A loud growl came from him and he hugged me from behind and his hands cover my belly

protectively. He growled out 'Mine'. After a few seconds, he sighed.

"I couldn't forgive him. But I think this was little too much."

"We are werewolves, Akhilan. Hunting is our primal instinct. We are territorial. After this, no one will

even think about bringing harm to my pack."

I spat out and shrugged his hands off me and walked out. My blood was boiling. My wolf was furious.

No one touches my pack.

I yelped in surprise when my mate suddenly lifted me and put me on his shoulder. His touch instantly

calmed my anger. His hand met my ass with a big slap making another yelp come out of my mouth. Did

he just...?

"Never walk out in the middle of a conversation, beautiful. Or I will punish you."

His voice was deep sending shivers to my spine. His wolf was in control. He slapped my ass once

again after finishing his sentence.

I gulped and my wolf wants to take over. I allowed her. My mate threw me on my bed and hovered

above me in his wolf speed. I slowly touched the hem of his t-shirt and pulled it slowly upwards while

looking into his golden eyes. His eyes were darkening. His lips pressed on mine when the t-shirt hit the

floor. Our wolves were relishing the moment as we slowly kissed and now his hand getting below my

shirt. He cupped my left breast and groaned pulling away. He ripped my shirt and brassiere on a go

and purred seeing me bare. He looked up at my eyes and kissed me again while caressing my breast.

Our kiss was now rough and sensual.

He trailed his lips to my neck and breathed above my mark. It was sending sweet vibes to my nerves. I

sighed softly and let him devour me. He slowly pecked my swollen mark and continued his assault to

my breast. He sucked my flesh hard leaving his marks all over my skin. I was moaning at the pleasure

he was giving to me. His hands were massaging my hip. I moaned out loud and arched my back when

he little harshly bite my hard nipple. I flipped him down and tore his jean button and discarded it in a

swift motion. My wolf was showing her boldness to her mate. His hard cock outline was visible through

his boxer. It was making me so hot and bothered.

He was smirking at my state as he caught where my eyes were. He leisurely leaned on the headboard.

I slowly moved near him with my knees. My wolf knew how to make him lose his patience. I paused

near his hip and bit my lip while taking my breast in my hand and squeezing it for him with a moan. He

growled out and pulled my wrist making me fall on him. He took no time to join our lips. He caught my

breast with one hand and other was tracing from my shoulder downwards to my ass. The goosebumps

were telling how much we both were enjoying each other's teasings.

"Akhilan!"

I gasped out his name when his hand cupped my bare ass under my shorts and underwear. He

laughed and moved his other hand to the front. I suddenly started feeling shy though my wolf was

shamelessly letting him do everything. I let him unwrap my shorts off me and saw him patiently pushing

it down to my ankles. He flipped me on my back and opened my legs, hovered above me. He started

kissing my swollen mark softly and grinding his erection on my wet core. I moaned out in pleasure that I

was foreign to me. I couldn't think straight. I need him. His hand cupped my ass and started lowering

my panty. I was breathing heavily with the mixture of fear, nervousness, excitement, lust and

anticipation. I gripped his bicep tightly and buried my face into his chest. He stopped and rubbed circles

on my hip.

"We can here stop if you don't feel comfortable, baby."

He deep voice came in a whisper.

"No, Akhilan. I want you. Please don't stop."

'Stop this stupidity! You will kill yourself if you mate with him. You are mine! No one touches what's

mine!'

My eyes widened when I heard that voice in my head. Before I could process what was happening,

Akhilan went flying out of the door. I bunched up the blanket and covered myself on my way running

out. He was laying on the floor hit with the concrete sidewall. I quickly connected to his heartbeat and : owner of this content.

healed his headache and the pain in his arm.

"Are you okay, Akhilan?"

I asked in distress. Why was he disturbing my personal life? Who is the hell is he to decide for my life?

He nodded his head and stood up with a grumpy face.

"Baby, it wasn't me..."

"I heard his voice too. He also told me to leave you or he would make me! I am going to kill that

bastard. You are mine, baby!"

He pulled me to a hug and buried his face into my neck.

This is getting out of control. I should do something. I can't afford to lose Akhilan.

[To be continued...]