WARNING a little smut content

Someone was pinning me to the wall with his two hands in each side of my head, our surroinding were dark and empty ,fear got the best of me, at first i couldn't identify who it was {, oh my god i don't want to die this young, i still didn't get enough of this life and i don't neither want to be raped} i started to scream and tried to push him away , but he get hold of my wirsts placing them above my head,closing the distance more between us and pinning me with his body and with his other hand he covered my mouth, {shiiit how can this happen in the middle of bighit, i think it's really the end for me }

A voice come out "Scream one more time and i will cover you're mouth with something else"  i knew this fucking voice, with not a single doubt it's JIMIN, What the fuck is he doing? i stopped screaming, i wasn't less scared at all but at least i am relieved i will not got killed,  he moved his hand down  to my hips, "Yah, jimin, let go, what the hell are you doing?"

"Giving you what you want ?" he spoke in husky voice that can make you melt right away but it's not my case, i was in an angry state, afraid ..., Another ARMY wouldn't be  as afraid as i am but he spent fear all over my body making me shiver with each touch i tried to regain my confidence trying to free my hand but no chance he is much more stronger than me.

"LET ME GO JIMIN before i kill you"  i was starting to lose my sef control, he is not acting as the jimin i know or at least i saw in the video before. No the one touching me now is a 100% pervert.

"Didn't i told what will happen if you scream one more time? so you're searching for it" he leaned in more with his hand between my hips and waist, i was disgusted with my self because if he continue like that  i will give in to him and that's not what i want, i can feel his breath on my face, he wasn't much taller than me, let's say his nose is just between my eyes, fuck i turned my face quickly trying to avoid what i knew was about to happen, he leaned in more to my ear with scoffed with a sexy whisper " so you want to play hard to get? ok let's play" he started sucking on my ear and traveling to my neck , at the same time i could feel his hand going up to my abdomen, he was sucking on my neck leaving mark that will became turn blue after i am sure, and drowing circle with his hand on my waist just below my chest"Plea..s..e, ji..i.iiim...n, let go" i pleaded fighting tears from falling and a moan was threating to escape my mouth, my body became really weak at his touch, i tried to free my self but it made him suck more ,{no matter how much you love you're idols and BTS, no one can accept to be raped at least me i will not, but my body is not listening to me , i will walk the road of shame after that, oh no } 

"Why? you like it ! it's not what you've been doing since the seconds you come, sleeping with suga, fucking taetae and even the cast of hwarang, why can't i hear you moan my name? ahh yeah you even walked on me this morning tempting me to fuck you, i know you've done it on purpose" he whispred on my ear, i can feel him smirking and i feel his thumb starting to make his road to my breasts as he goes sucking to my shoulder, i bitted my lips trying to avoid any sound from going out, and after what i heard from him, my tears were aleardy falling {even jimin saw me as whore, no wonder why my ex told me that, so that's what i am to them} i really give in, you don't know how much those words could hurt especially to me, i felt like i was hit by a big truck. tears were falling, but i am not agitated anymore nor am i fighting back, i felt his hold starting to release me and he stopped, he took a step back looking at me and he spoke i can feel his voice no longer lustful but more like angry, troubled "you're crying? " i didn't open my mouth nor did i look at him, i just felt my hand sliding back down and my legs threating to abondon me.

"YAAH i am speaking to you, oh it's no fun when you act like that" he said that and walked away.

Almost being raped and hearing such words is not the best thing when you have spend the day trying to do you're best to please them.

after some minutes or maybe more i felt my phone ringing in my jeans  "uhh .. hello" 

"HENDY where are youuuuu, you are not lost right ? tell me where are you i am coming to get you, the building is biiig " it was taetae speaking with happy voice let s not hate them for the act of just one i tried to seem normal "V i am coming don't worry" and i hang up.

i don't know when i fall to the ground so i stood up fixing my self and my sleeve that are all over the place, i walked searching for a bathroom, i walked in trying to see the mark that this jerk left on me. i hate him really, i never thought he is like that, he disgust me. i don't want to face him because i am at the verge of killing. I composed myself and walked out to the practice room forcing myself to smile and it wasn't easy ,  the fact that i will be with him in the same room disgust me more. 

i bought some juice from the vending machine and i walked in, and i saw them panting and dancing to a new song. i didn't want to disturbe them, so i just sat there playing with my phone or let's say i was just looking at some pictures on my phone;  soon hopie gave them a break and taetae come running towards me , he ruffled my hair and sat down next to me , i gave  him a bottle of juice and asked him to give it to the others, i didn't want to seem unnormal or weird but i didn't even spare him a glance, because even though glare couldn't kill, mine could send him to hell at this moment. after some minute their were back to practice , i was looking at them mostly at J hope he was really amazing when he is dancing until sleep took me in.

JIMIN POV

I don't know why i acted like this towards her, but the fact that she is acting all gentle and good, the fact that she is living with with us and that most of the boys are so good to her, get on my nerves, first she is disturbing MY comfort zone and second she is annoying, or let's say amazingly beautiful{yaa jimin what are you thinking, i wanted to scare her a bit but why did i take it to the second level}, the truth i couldn't resist her pleading eyes that turned me on more  and her smell, i may seem like a pervert but it's normal for boys at this age to feel sexucally frustrated ... I walked away from her, why is she crying? why does she have that blank expression?, hell i thought she will enjoy it after all we are her favorite idols? every fan will be happy if i do this to her? waiit what if she told the others ? No no she will not. 

But why did i stop when i saw her tears ... i can't understand myself anymore, i entered the practice room when i heard taetae talking to her in the phone, i tried to ignore it and automaticly turned the music without waiting for them and started dancing.

hoseok is eyeing me, i hope he don't find the truth or i will be dead i swear. 

timee skip

She entered the room but she didn't look at me but i couldn't not keep my eyes on her, she was smiling at her phone while we were practicing, and in the break jhope passed me juice and i was shoked, {oh she even bought me one}.Maybe  she don't want to seem suspicious that's all because no matter how much i tried to get her attention, do she didn't even look in my direction as if i don't exist anymore! as if i am invisible!.

i started regretting it...

We finished practice and i saw her sleeping peacfully, she was like an angel, a little girl so fragile . i really screwed everything up. i saw V running to wake her up so i stopped him and i picked her up bridal style, i knew she was supposed to drive us home but jhope volontured to do it and taetae walked to the produce room to call the others. i don't know why but i think jhope didn't stop glaring at me..

Here we are in the lobby waiting for suga and rapmonster, minutes later they joined us and suga as always this straightforward bastard "I thought you hated her,hum !! chimchim why is she in your arms, i will take her" and he reached for her but i took a step back

"No no hyung, i am ok" i almost shouted, he eyed me and sighed walking to the van meanwhile hopie hyung get on the driving seat  and naamjoon hyung sitted next to him,

 me and Hendy in the back she was in my arms, i didn't want to put her next to me i enjoyed having her in my lap like alittle baby. yoongi hyung and V hyung sat in front of me and each of them closed their eyes and slept. 

the journey to the dorm was short since i was enjoying her smell, {i seem like a pervert yeah yeah.} we got home with her still in my arms.

i think jin hyung and kookie were sleeping, V pushed me aside and walked to our room without speaking, he was sleep walking, aisshh this boy.

"Where will she sleep tonight?" J hope asked

"With me of course" yoongi hyung added smiling.

"in your dreams hyung" i answered back holding her closer, i was wondering how she is still sleeping with all this commotion.

"and not with you either " added naamjoon hyung

"Why ? why ?" i whined like a baby{ why am i acting like that, get a grib of yourself jimin...}

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"First you act like you hate her, second she will be scared if she find her self in your bed when she wake up  and last i don't trust your hormones, i know you're a pervert" Naamjoon outlined and i sighed, he is right after all, she will kill me if she find me next to her but i don't care, i really don't want to let her sleep with any of them. 

"Hyungs, i don't care she will sleep with me" and i passed them entering my room, hearing them shout "aish no manners to his hyung" "maybe he love her, hum" only hoseok hyung didn't spoke a word and i am sure he know something or there is something with him anyway who cares for now. i placed her in the bed, and i went to  take a shower and sliped in bed next to her, my arms was lifting my head, i looked at her traits, she was so pretty.

 she started moving and opening her eyes, she was about to start screaming when i covered her mouth but i felt some warm liquid touch my hand, no no she was crying again please no .

HENDY POV : 

I felt something moving next to me, i started waking up ,seeing everything black i thought they left me in the practice room, butno  there is something warm under me, it was a matteress i must be in bed, i opened my eyes seeing jimin next to me staring at my face, i was scared {why the fuck i am next to him? did he do something to me?} when i was about to scream he covered my mouth,{ please don't tell me he will do it again} i felt droplet coming from my eyes,  he spoke "Please don't cry, i didn't do anything and i will not" why is he acting so gentle and why is he speaking like that.  i glared at him and sat up whiping my tears, he sat up too and when i was about to stant up he pulled my wirst "please stay and hear me"

"FUCK OFF " i stood up and walked out, i closed the door behind me and slided next to the wall, why the hell am i in his bed? why the hell am i crying ?{ you deserve it next time you don't sleep anywhere}. " i really hate you park jimin don't even think about speaking o me again" i sighed to myself and suddenly the door opened and he bowed down to me, he wanted to put his hand on my cheek but when i pulled back everything come as a flashback, i shivered "PARK JIMIN, If you don't leave me alone at 3, i swear to god i will make you go through the most terrible scandal in your life , i will ruin you" i was trembling, i am scared  i don't want him near me.

"i just want to tell you soo..."

" ONE " counting with my hand and looking right in his eyes, i was terrified but if i don't stand for my self nobody will do it for me and i learned something today, idol are also human and importantly men with hormones

"Please listen hendy.."

"TWO .. i don't repeat myself twice" 

"Sorry"  he stood up and walked back to his room. i let out a breath i didn't know i was holding and after some minutes i stood up and walked down the stairs to the living room, it's 2 am and i don't really want to wake up any of them right now, but i am scared to be alone and i really want someone, i wish my mom was with me.

i fell on the couch for an hour or more, it was cold and i couldn't stop shivering  nor sleep, when suddenly the light of the kitchen turned on, i sitted and looked who it could be, i hope it's not him or else i am really gonna scream this time. A very sleepy shadow  come in my view, i sighed it's yoongi, he turned around and saw me he wasn't really surprised " what are you doing her? why aren't you sleeping? and why don't you have anything to cover yourself ? why are you with the same clothes? have you cried?" a lots of question poured on me in a short time, i laughed at his reaction "yah hendy, i am worried and you're laughing.

"Oppa, you almost killed me with your questions, look, i don't know how i come back home but when i wake up a little bit ago , i found myself in jimin's bed and it wasn't really comfortable so i come to the couch to get some air and then i saw the light and that's it " i lied a bit but i can't tell him all the truth, i don't want to create a problem between them.

"ah yeah i remember he was the one who carried you home all the way , but you will not spend the rest of the night here, go take shower and use my bed i will sleep here for tonight" i felt he was eyeing me strangly

"No no oppa, i am okay i swear and beside it's very comfortable and hot here" { don't misunderstand me but yeah i started calling yoongi: oppa sometime especially when we are alone,}

"Hendy you're trembling you know?" he outligned and i feigned ignorance

"Ok it's a little bit cold, i am going to take a hot shower and then we will see where i will sleep for now go back to you're sleeping beauty"

"Hendy, it's not like we are sleeping together for the first time, so stop acting weird and hurry up"

"Ne Ne shut up,"  i mumbled and stood up walking to the bathroom

"What did you say ? "

"I said, will you shut up you're disturbing me" and i giggled while closing the bathroom's door

"I know a good way to shut me up, wanna try it?" he knocked the door and whispered

" no thank you, pass" and i entered to the shower and the hot water really relieved most the stress i got today,  5 minutes later i am sliding in yoongi's bed it was really warm and you can smell his nice scent, as always we are back facing each other but today i really wanted to hug someone and cry he lifted my mood alot but i still need recomfort. don't tell me he aleardy slept "Traitor, sleeping?"

"trying to!! so shut up and stop moving"

"you're the one who invited me here, Where are you're manners idiot?"

"In the closet, well tidied with my clothes" he replied with alot of sarcasm in his voice but in a good way.

"Stupid" i mumbled

"Idiot" he retroked

"oppa"

"Who's your oppa? i thought i am an idiot traitor"

"yes and stupid too, but can i make you a request and promise you will not laugh please?"

"i promise, stop acting shy and speak"

"Oppa, can i hu..uu..g you ?" i asked  in my clothes 

"What?" i felt he was moving behind me and i think he is facing my back now

"nothing fuckboy, i will not repeat myself" i was a little upset and my tears were threating  to fall when suddenly he turned me to him  " lift your head a little" it shoked me but i excuted and he put his hand under my head pulling me closer he took my hand and put it on his waist and with his other hand he pulled me by my waist closer to him. We were really clooooose, my face was on his neck, i could feel his heart beating as fast as mine (the position in the picture) 

"Now, can you shut up and let me sleep  ? "  he is shy ow ow !!

"Thank you oppa" 

"Jimin did something but you not only covered up for him but you lied to me too, I know you needed a hug so i was waiting for you to ask, next time don't take too long, and Fuck hendy i told you treat me like a your brother, stop acting around me please like everything is ok, you can't live in this industry if you are alone, like we boys need each other, you too need someone to lean on"

"How?!! Sorry and arraso oppa, i promise i will never lie again" i mumbled "just sleep for now" .

I closed my eyes and it felt really good, it's my second night with yoongi, but it's not as awkward as the first one . he is my UB that's true but right now, i really feel in the arms of my brother, no lust no pervertness, nothing bad, just the warmth of someone who cares for you. 

I woke up hearing taetae screaming next to me, aish this kid !! i opened my eyes slowly remembring yesterday, "why are you sleeping in his arms like that? hyung what have you done to her  and beside you were with jimin yesterday, why are you here"

i didn't want to leave suga's arms i just turned my head and looked to him i was about to answer when suga did it for me "FUCKING KIM TAEHYUNG ? if you don't get your ass out of my room this second i will kill you" yes tht's suga when someone wake him up

"Hyunnng, let go of hendy and give her to me and i will go " i was trying toget out of yoongi's grip but he tighten his arms on my back and with our legs interwined it was impossible to even move.

"V you have 3 seconds" he pouted and slowly walked to the door of the room, i couldn't let him go ,he was my baby boy

"Yoongi let me go"

"The last time i cheked i was still older than you and you were calling me oppa"

"older by a year my ass"

"such beautiful word to hear in the morning"

"i am learning from the best AKA you" at each teasing he tighten his grip

"i can't breath anymore, stop~~"

"say the magic word"

"Fuck you ? " i got him more angry in good way

"Aiiyy"

"Ok ok, oppa please" and he smirked and started releasing me so i pulled back a little and looked at him , i touched his cheek "thank you very much oppa for yesterday but please don't tell anyone"

"the hickey you have in your body tell more than my words"

"huuh?!!"

"in your opinion how did i discover if it's not that and then i heard you too in the hallway yesterday and i knew, i really want to punch his fucking face to make him get the lesson of touching my sister"

"So you really see me like a sister?"

"Are you disppointed? you want me to look at you like a woman? i can do it right now? or do you want me in you?" he whispered back in my ears using his sexiest voice.

"Hey hey oppa, stop being a pervert, the truth is i really like it at least now i can sleep here everynight without being concerned about the hormones of the one next to me. "

"In your dreams i will not share my bed anymore and beside you speak in your sleep, nuisance"

"yoongi, FUCK YOU !!"

"WHAT DID YOU SAY HENDY" i heard jin shouting from the door of the room looking shoked at us, we sitted in half of second and put our head down. "you two i want to see you in the living room in 5 minutes" he strictly instructed and when jin is angry it's worse than yoongi.

We were all sitting around the table , with jin in facing us and he is really angry, i wish it's not because of me. 

"Finish you're eating and  i will have something to discuss with the two of you" i nodded and yoongi didn't give out any response.

After we finished eating he called us to his room, naamjoon was not there "So Hendy why were you sleeping in yoongi's arms like that, why did you change from jimin's bed to yoongi's what happened yesterday? and i want the truth" i can feel he was not angry but more worried and i can't understand why

"Oppa, i swear nothing happened, please hear me out" and i explained everything to him of course leaving the part of jimin out of it. 

"So there is no relationship between you two"

"there is hyung, there is!! but she is just my little sister, how can i see here like a woman she flat chested" and yoongi ruffled my hair and "Yaaaaaah, it's not true" i glared at him, while jin let out a good sigh.

"anyway, if any of them take advantage of you, you come talk to me arraso, hendy? i know they can't control their hormones"

"Don't worry oppa" i was smiling at him, my phone started ringing and you can guess who right? yes it's President as always. he like stressing me out from the morning

LET's SEE WHAT TODAY RESERVED FOR ME !!