Today I died. Well sh*t its about time. As my vision darkens I take a last look at my final moment not to shaby if I don't say so myself. My life starts playing back in my mind starting with my childhood. Nothing really their it a pretty normal one for a orphen no abuse no grand act of violence and no familly. their my teen years, high shcool, class some friends no bullying no parties guess I wasn't really notice least I had realy good graids. Oh look theirs me in college rocking out my computer class, and Jenny my firsts. Me again graduating and Jenny also but with my so called best friend. First jobs and Heather my one and only, ah those 6 years where the bests. When I propose I was so nervous I could hardley speek strait, then she said yes Ive nerer been happier at that very moment, to bad that after everything went to hell. I see the car crash F*ck#ng drunk driver, he took everything from me, my health, My career and most importantly my Heather. Months in the hospital and years in physio, I never could walk straigth again, as for the driver only minor injury but a prison sentence of a few years. Sh*ty system. Life goes on my health keeps deteriorating I stupidly keep fighting hoping to do her proud. I don't realy live at that point I just some how survive. People said that time heals bloody liars, it lessen I never learn to let go so I found myself aloone with a heavy heart. And here is the main event the moment of my death I see myself walk down the street just coming from the grocery store, I look up and see a little girl about seven she playing with her cat on her front door steps, she look so much like my Heather, I wonder if her name is also Heather. I keep looking at her lost in my memory sudenly i notice a truck coming over it seem to be going fast, well a little to fast, hey what the hell its coming towards the girl and her cat jumps out of her armes runs across the street.
Chocolate! come back! she says as she run s after it.
The truck doesn't slow down.
Get off the road! I scream that odd I dont remember dropping My grocery and running toward the girl.
She stops and pick up her cat runs back on the road halfway their she look up at my scream, she look a bit fritten she lok around and notice the truck she stop and freezes, she scream.
I run never going to make it. I run my boddies scream to stop. I run I faintly hear screaming I not sure who screaming me her or the people around. I run this is silly Im not a some kind of hero is my life not going to be better after this I should stop. I run she right in front of me so is the truck I think it stopping can't hear anything i got seconds. I push as hard as I can she flys or is it me that flying.
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I come back to the present I can't move a muscle my eyes land on the girl holding her cat on for dear life tear are flowing no stop as she stares at me looks directly in my eyes, I see fear shock sadness but most of all I see gratitude.My vision brodens I see the girl mother huggin her fiercly and thanking god over and over, people around are starring some are on their cells with the police, other are taking picture and filming. I see the driver looking around guilt and fear in his eyes. I feel my life slipping away and my vision darkening.
Im coming Baby I want to say but nothing work, I dont feel the pain i just feel cold and sleepy I close my eyes not to shaby if I don't says so mysejf.
Hey is anyone their I can see nothing can't even open my eyes, wait why do i feel warm and who the hell is playing the drums. Wait this rythum it sound famillar ever comforting.
Sudenly something pushes me WTF! was that again and again I can't resist it to strong Im being push somewere.
Someone any one help. I can't sceam no sound come out suddenly i feel something grabbing me its puling me out the sameway that Im being push strangs it firm but gentle at the same time. Cold air hit me the sock from being all warm and gowy goes to cold and dry.
Waaaaaaahhhhhhhh! I scream wait that not my voice this sound like a baby screaming, I try again and I slowly notice the voice come from me WTF.
I being wash and dryed they wrap me up and move me again sudenly someone take me in their arms. Wait I know this sound that way the drums I heard I slowly open my eyes light blinds me for a moment I blink and finaly take a good look at the drum player.
A women look down on me her face is the most beautiful thing ive ever seen her eyes are almond shape her skin light gold a strait and narrow nose a soft round face a gentil smile, and her eyes are a deep dark brown filled wit love.
I look around and notice a tall man by her side his face is smilling his eyes are dark and soft as he look at me a strong jaw and a crooked nose looks like it been broken one to many time.
I finaly notice my hand its so small just like a baby......WTF.
I not dead I F@CK%NG reincarnated.