'Wa..what just happened?', I wonder with worry and confusion.

I was not worried about the girl that just died.

Humans are creatures that enslave us beasts and use us as materials for their alchemy. I have seen many of my brethren die in cold blood and have developed extreme hate for all humans.

so I really don't care how many of them die.

I was worried about the fact that I might be fed that same medicine.

I have never seen any medicine that can do that to a person in my 1000 years of life before. So I really have no idea if I would survive after eating it or not.

I was wondering about these things when Lifen said,

"Elder Meifen, Explain".

"hmm, oh yes yes. I have to explain things too", said Meifen.

"The young lord has asked me to test this medicine on people with different cultivation realms and check its effects and side effects on them. The girl that just died was just a normal mortal girl. So we can say that this is not safe for mortals"

"What exactly happened to her?"

"I need to examine the girl's body in more detail to know exactly what happened, but I have a general idea of why she died. The sudden increase in cultivation, even though it was very little, and the extreme pleasure, which made the girl orgasm so hard, couldn't be handled by her mortal body. As a result, her heart stopped or something like that"

When I heard her explanation, I started sweating.

'Is she checking this medicine on others before feeding it to me?'

'What are the side effects?'

'Will I survive if they feed that to me?'

I was wondering in worry when Lifen's voice interrupts my thoughts once more,

"What are the side effects?"

"Ara, you are quite interested in this huh?"

Lifen nods her head, "It's quite interesting".

"fufu, well it's good that you are taking interest in things other than the young lord but I can't tell you those effects right now."

"Why?"

"Because that would be no fun. Just wait for a little and you will see them soon enough, OK? "

"Sigh, fine"

"Anyway, now we move on to the first realm cultivators"

...

A couple of hours have passed since this experiment began and as I observed everything, tears were running down my face.

I was crying knowing that they would soon feed that medicine to me too.

After watching people give in to its effects so easily, I suspected that the devil himself might have made that medicine.

"OK little Miemie, you have one chance. You have to kill her and make her scream real hard with a single stab or you won't get any meth"

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"Na...no, no I'll make it...I'll make it really painful. I'll make her scream real hard so please, just give me one more. Just one"

"Hmmm, I don't know if you're up to the task. Will you really be able to kill your mother?"

"I can definitely do it," said the woman and shoved a sword into her mother's heart.

Blood sprouted from the mother's mouth and she called for her daughter with tears in her eyes, "Mie..mie"

"Mother you understand right? I have no choice, I need to feel that pleasure again. so please can you scream real hard for me ?", said the girl with a crazy smile.

Since the mother was a cultivator, she did not die instantly. Meimei was twisting and turning the sword but her mother did not scream and died silently with a painful smile.

"No...no, no, no, no! why didn't you scream you useless bitch. Can't you do this simple thing for your daughter's happiness", said Meimei and started stabbing her mother's corpse multiple times

"Fufufu, she really was a strong woman. I assume she died without screaming because she did not want her daughter to eat meth again. Hmm, maybe I should have given the medicine to her. Would she have killed her daughter under its effect? Haaaa, guess we will never know", lamented Meifen and then called out to Meimei,

"Now Meimei, you won't be getting any meth since your mother died without screaming. Too bad"

Meimei's face paled, she dropped her sword, and fell on Meifen's feet with a sad expression,

"Please…I will do anything. Just let me feel that feeling one more time",

"hmm, I don't know if I can do it 'cause there are very few crystals left."

"pe..please no ju..just one time, even just smelling it once will do, please. I can't live without that", said the woman with tears

"Ok, if you do this simple thing for me, I'll give you the crystal right now."

Instantly Meimei replied with a bright smile,

"I will do it no matter what it is, just give me that crystal please"

"Will you really do it? Great, here you go", She puts the crystal in her hand and Meimei starts licking the crystal, not wanting to finish it in one go.

Whenever she licked it, she would have a small discharge and her eyes would roll with her expression turning into a silly smile.

Meifen turns towards the masked guy,

"Hey you, take this girl to the shadow hound breeding chamber".

the man comes and picks her up in a princess carry and leaves the room.

"whaaa, that was so much fun", said Meifen and stretched her arms upwards.

As she was walking towards me, my body started shaking. She was holding the pouch in her hand and my trembling eyes were eyes fixed on it.

"So, enjoyed the show", she asked me with a smile.

And seeing that smile, made me tear up again.

'I don't want to eat that'

No matter if you were friends, comrades, or even family. In front of that medicine, every relationship crumbled.

I watched a man tell every secret he knew about his sect so that he could have another crystal.

The scary thing was that, even when he was tortured by pulling his nails and breaking his fingers, he did not speak. But after consuming that medicine, he started singing every secret just so he could have another one.

Even a daughter killed her own mother to have one.

I thought they would hurt me and I would only have to endure the pain for some time. But they plan to turn me into a mindless addict that only craves that blue medicine.

And there is no way for me to resist that.

I don't want to turn into those people.

I want my free will.

I'd rather die than turn into those people but I can't even do that.

"I wanted to do some more tests but we are running low on crystals and we have no prisoners that have a higher cultivation than the Heavenly Soul realm"

She ponders a little and then takes a crystal out,

"you want one, Lifen?"

"No thank you", said Lifen.

"What about you little fox?"

I shake my head like my life depended on it.

"fufufu, too bad" she giggles and tosses the crystal in her own mouth.

"Wa..what are you doing elder! that is dangerous!", said Lifen in shock.

"Relax, my cultivation should be too high for it to wo-"

She stopped speaking, staggered backward and her body twitched. Her eyes opened wide and started to glow red as she moaned in pleasure with a crazy smile.

"Elder Meifen!", shouts Lifen and approaches her.

"Stay...aah~…back", said Meifen while moaning.

After some time, she stopped twitching and took in a big breath. When she exhaled, some kind of blue smoke also came out.

"han.. han... this…han… is incredible. Little Lei sure created something amazing. If this can even affect cultivators in the Body Formation realm, then…fufufu"

"Are you alright?", asked Lifen.

"Of course I am. It might have worked on others at my level but I am not your average alchemist", said Maifen and smirked.

"Anyway, now that I have done all the testing, It's finally time little fox", she said and took out a crystal.

Lifen took off my gag and held my mouth firmly. I wanted to bite my tongue but there was no way to do that now.

"Now, say ahh~", she said with a bright smile.

Seeing that smile and the blue meth coming towards me, I pissed myself.