Prologue

I’m a 13 year old girl and I pity my life. I pity it.

Even though people say that I should look up for a new day, I can’t.

Continuously, I see people looking at me with those hateful eyes and I agree.

I know that I deserve it…

I mean I’m ugly and that is just enough reason for people because this world isn’t fair.

Talented people and untalented people

rich and poor

glorified people and useless people, there are differences.

And today is the last of it. I can’t take it anymore. I’m finally thrown out of my house for my useless self.

Why? because my mother’s dead and my father is a drunken old bastard

that said that can’t afford to keep a shut in and ugly kid with him

He said “ I’ll think about it if you were pretty and could earn me some money so that I will have it easy”

FUCK, why me! Is it my fault? I studied that I always got good scores!I tried to win everything from games to sports, I tried to change, so why…

I banged loudly on the walls and floor, walking about as if no one was at near, for no one spoke up for me.

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What should I do next?

No, my mind does indeed know. Find a job or part time job, then a place to live in, and buy some food. How should I go about this? I don't know what I should do to find a job.

I STILL DON’T KNOW HOW TO PROPERLY GREET SOMEONE.

I’m done, I give up. Fuck this shitty life, it’s over.

“. . . uh . . . it’s raining”

I was born as a rotten human, god abandoned me.

"D-d-d-Danger!!" (random person)

Huh? What happened?

Suddenly, in that instant, I realized.

I was going to be hit by a collapsing building, I’m going to die…

I didn’t move, I didn’t want to live, I didn’t want to go on. But if I was born again, If god did not abandon me, I swear I’ll change this life.

Then, I felt a light behind me the moment I got hit by the building.

"Puhh.....!"

The air in my lungs was pushed out. My lungs spasmed and in my mind it said game over