Ahhhhh gosh that was a great nap. I haven't slept that well in forever, what did I do because... wow... I want to sleep like that more. Wait, wait a second, that's right I died... welp never mind I guess, honestly once was enough for me. So what's the plan? What's going on? What am I suppose to do here?
Wait, what is this, what am I seeing? It's like there's a flow of very bright and very weird colors what's going on? Why are these colors coming off of me like waves? Could it be that I'm imagining things to keep my sanity? I don't think so because let's be honest I lost that the time I decided that personally trying my favorite poisons was a good idea.
But hey don't judge me. You know what they say if you want something done right do it yourself or at least I think that's what that means. I've never been very sure about that bit because let's be honest nobody really gets those old sayings they just pretend they do or they give some simple answer to explain away the profound complexities in these short sayings.
Crap I need to stay focused my scatter brain is pulling me everywhere. Alright let's figure out what's going on here..... it feels like I'm in some weird fantasy magic book... but that can't be right those are just stories... right?
No matter how weird this looks I've got to say I'm enjoying it a lot. The waves of light pulsing, off of what I can only guess is the location of my consciousness, is very beautiful. It's like a rainbow flowing off of me and it is beautiful.
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But why is it distorting at certain parts? It's like the light is flowing through diffrent materials. Concentrate dumb head, concentrate. Maybe I can figure out what's going on here. I think looking closer at what's happening with this light might be the best way to go because right now it's the only "sight" I've got.
Its too bad I don't have like a system that would make things way easier then this junk. Right now I'm just grasping at straws hoping to figure out this new life of mine.
Whats that.... wait.... YES! I did it I figured it out just after one of those beautiful light waves pass right behind it a very thin line of sight passes behind it. Like I can see what's happening just underneath this overwhelming darkness.
It looks like dirt..... it can't be in every direction..... closer, look closer, please let there be something.......
Nothing, nothing but dirt..... I know I should be happy that I'm even alive but please don't let this be it, anything else please a ground, a sky, a plant I want to be with the living not in this expanse of dirt.....
CURSE YOU GOD, if you even exist. Of course I was just killed and am alive again, but I'm pretty sure that's like reincarnation or something like that, so I don't think that helps prove the existence of god.
What am I suppose to do now? Sit and do nothing till I either reincarnate again or my conscience fades away? No.... I am going to focus push myself see if I can get stronger see more then just a sliver after each wave I will push my ability, whatever it is, until I can see everything.