I cried, and right now I still wanted to cry sometimes. This is not because I’m sad but because I’m happy. This happiness come from the re-discovery of everything from the air I breath to the table that seem foreign yet familiar somehow. It’s remind me of the distant past when I was still alive well before I reborn, the other life that is.

I was a man in his 30, after I finish my military service I have no motivation. I lost interest in life so I just flow with the time and pick up books again and go to school with a slightly interest major that might or might not make up my future. I disregard my health eating anything I wanted doing almost anything I wanted … within my budget.

You only know what you miss when you lost them. It like you never actually care about the air until you can’t breathe but then it too late. I relearn how to walk it is very difficult, however I could have by pass it with my ability of Void manipulation but then what the fun of it. Like a certain manga character said “my life is a game” if you cheat on a game it would take away the luster when you finally archived your place at the top.

I believe that currently if I wish to I could generate my own body making up of void and matter that powerful enough to destroy the universe, yes like superman on crack but then I would not have a goal. A reason to live for, a need to move on, one of the book I read in my old life have a quote “the enemy of immortal is not other but boredom” so I decide to live as a normal human and take care of my family like a normal person… if you think I’m going to do that you are dead wrong!!!

Why the hell would I hold myself back, I train for eternity and now I’m just going to waste all that effort because I don’t want to be the best? Na I’ll kick peoples around soon enough just that I don’t want to make my new parent worry so ill grown up like a normal kid until I become independent. I kinda inject some of my power into them though. Mom when she feeding me and dad probably when they doing the thing dad and mom do when children are sleeping.

They probably going to live for at least thousand years and if they decide they want to live longer ill just adjust their life span again. By the way when I first do that some chick with halo come down and try to smite me so I smash her down and put a curse on her then send her away. She crying while flying away and said something about a monster bully her in her own domain … like she is a god, they not that free you know.

So, my life go as normal I do what a normal baby does… if you don’t know go get your own and you will see! I’m not telling. Once I hit 10 years old dad decide to test me for talent too bad I have no mana affinity… not really, I just dint want to show so I control my mana to make it look like I have no aptitude to become a mage. It a bother try to learn magic from the ordinary mage since I pretty much can manipulate them into anything I wanted if they discover my ability it more likely that I have to teach them instead.

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OH, you asking about the game system? I broke it long ago, it seem like they are a way to collect energy for the God. It like this when you gain exp it is actually fate when you kill something you gain the fate of the thing you kill. And so the system drain some of it then convert the rest into reward like stats boost skill gain, it create shortcut for you while using your own fate as currency. This is why a lot of God decide to summon hero because the fate of those hero is very powerful. They work like a good power generator till the day they die. Then another take over and repeat.

Well I was 14 now and it time I go to school… well I do like girl so I probably try to pick up girl in school. It my dream because I got draft to go to war so early in life that I miss out on it. And when I go back to school I was too old for romance since PTSD (note: something I throw in if you want to know look up post-traumatic stress disorder it popular with soldiers come back from combat zone.) cause me to have problem in trusting other.

I modify my body with the void energy, the living thing in this world have something call mana circuit I create a parallel system call void circuit model after it and instead of a mana heart I directly connect it to the void! So, in a way I have unlimited mana/void energy just think of me as a pump that connect to the ocean. I have tested my body out by kind crush some Orichalcon and Adamantium, they kind of become dust in the wind… well I tempted to try crushing Adamant but it seems like this type of metal can only come from the heart of the dead Gods. So, I can’t find anything for now.

I do not need to consume food, or breathing air to live but I enjoy them so why not beside my heart still beating and I want to be seen as a human even though I probably not one for a very long time now. Anything enter my body would be breaking down into energy directly so I’m immune to poison, disease (they kinda die when they enter my body it like you would live just fine when it warm but you became ash when you enter the sun) since my body mana concentration so high bacterial and virus get mana over flow and disintegrated.

I have a lot of skill but I’m too lazy to list them out let just say over the time I was floating anything you can think of now and in the future, I probably already thought about it and have it already, or my version is better than your!

Personally, I hate war, they are a wasted of resource (chatting target), but it seems people tend to go to war anyway doesn’t matter when where or how it in their nature to kill other even when it not their intention to do so. I just hope I don’t accident destroy the world, it would be a great lost (people to talk to) to me.

Enough about this sad topic, I need to re-discover on how to pick up chick… wait I never know how in the first place. Should I blow up some castle to show off?