" I woke up from the dream. A dream which I have been dreaming for the last few weeks."

" I dream of a past memory turned tragedy due to the influences of the mind."

" It made me remembered the success I once had when I was still a minor in the first few grades in school."

" I was intelligent. A genius whose memory surpasses that of an average person. "

" I was foolish."

"Thought I could do everything."

" I then slacked off."

" I became lazy."

" I was corrupted by my own ego."

" A new student transferred in. It was when I was in the first grade. He was blonde which was quite rare for an asian. I asked him if he dyed his hair. He said yes."

" My mentality was older than my physical self"

" I am asian."

" I was bullied by the blonde haired asian boy."

" My money was taken from me."

" The scenario continued for a few years."

" I was afraid."

" I was scared to tell and to be told."

" My money and self confident was sapped from me everyday."

" I was useless,"

" I am still useless"

" A few years later, my parents found out."

" I transferred out of the school."

" I cried but I felt the feeling of emptiness inside."

" Why didn't I tell him off?"

" For what purpose did I persist until then."

" The questions still lingered in my mind all of these years."

" In the same dream, I dream of when my father got me

my first console."

" It was the Playstation 1, the same machine that corrupted my mind

" I am a Gameaholic"

" I am addicted"

" Gaming destroyed my already deteriorating mind."

" I didn't know"

" The fun blinded me."

" I neglected my homeworks."

" Ever since I started school."

" I copied from others."

" I never gotten caught."

" I wished I had."

" I felt envy of seeing other kids attaining higher scores than myself.."

" I didn't do anything."

" The deterioration of my mind continued."

" My dream continued to show me my other memories."

" it flashed forward to the time when I was in middle school."

" The bullying started and continued."

" I was bullied for my looks."

" My sharp nose and long eyelashes with my white skin toned created an illusion of a pretty boy."

" I was weak and frail."

" Weaker than a girl my age."

" Money was stilled being sapped."

" My shyness multiplied."

" I became silent."

" I started to slouch."

" I had little success with standing straight."

" I always stared at the ground."

" My confidence whittled."

" My mind was of an average person."

" My mentality was still above those of my age."

" At least I make rational choices."

" The dream continued to roll."

" it showed me of my wittiness. How pathetic I was. How my life could take a turn for the better if I had made a different choice."

" It is too late now."

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" Regret."

" I regret my actions."

" I sometimes wish I could go back in time. My to my

minor self and to choose a different choice."

" I am invalidated."

" No longer possess that extraordinary intelligence."

" I became normal."

" In a sense, average."

" My dream stopped showing past scenes."

" It was black."

" Time seemed to stop."

" I woke up."

It was a Tuesday. A perfectly normal day for an average person to do work or attend to school.

I am but an average person whose life is completely normal. I was drenched in sweat. The sun was shining through the wooden windows illuminated the entire room with vitamin D filled sunlight. A colorful prism lined could be seen across the room I am staying in right now. I stood up while being on the left side of the bed. My phone was on the charge, showing that it is fully charged from the charging overnight. I walk up to the bathroom door which was opposite on the opposite of my window. The door was made of rosewood, showing a beautiful reddish brown color as being bath in the sun rays. I opened the door. It creaked lightly. I left the light switched unopened as I raised the bathroom curtains. The room was lit up from the yellow sunlight. I washed my bedridden face. The water was lukewarm. I saw myself in the reflection. Oval shaped face with small eyes, big ears, heart shaped mouth, long eyelashes, sharp nose and what looks like a unibrow. My eyes are brown and my hair is black. I live in the capital of Cambodia, Phnom Penh, which is a country located in the south eastern region of Asia. A neighbor of Thailand and Vietnam; also known as the Kingdom of Wonder due to the ancient megastructure , Angkor Wat, and the crappy security. You could easily get robbed while traveling on a Tuk Tuk, which is a motorbike pulled cart. I am 16 standing at the height of 5'5 and haven't had a growth spurt since I was 13. I quickly showered and went to eat breakfast downstairs.

I live in a 3 storied house with a room for each person. My room is on the 3rd floor; whereas the rest of my family resides on the first and second. I went downstairs along the weathered tiled staircase. The dining room was fairly small as it was only 3x4 meters. Food was already prepared and left on the table, covered with another plate to protect it from the disease inducing critters such as flies and such. I am in my uniform with black trousers, white long sleeve shirt and a red tie hanging down to my waist. I quickly ate my breakfast which was cold fried rice cooked who knows when. I quickly dined and since I was the only child, the house was a quiet sanctuary when everyone is either at work or when I'm at school. I got readied since I am going to be picked up by the school bus. I quickly cleaned up and went outside to wait for the bus and another days of choices while still feeling anxious from the dream full of regrets.