This statement is somewhat exaggerated.

But when He Ming tried to imagine, he couldn't figure out what kind of mood it would be like to stand in the heavy snow waiting for him all night, and then watch Qi Han pass by hand with Qin Yuntian.

He certainly did not commit heinous acts, but this kind of careless injury is the most painful. He is now mature and steady, but he cannot go back ten years to make up for the mistakes he made at that time.

He Ming stared blankly ahead, without thinking about the kind of gaze described by Qin Yuntian. Just thinking about the lonely figure of Qi Han sitting at the bedside, his heart twisted uncontrollably.

Did Qi Han already love him at that time?

Later, in order to love him, Qi Han put in even more effort, willing to change his appearance and personality, and once again came to his side.

He only hates his deception, but has never thought about the reasons behind it. If they could love each other simply, who would be willing to go around such a big circle?

He Ming found that he had begun to defend Qi Han. He became more upset and almost knocked over the porridge bowl beside him with a wave of his hand.

Qin Yuntian was startled and woke up from his memories. He asked, "Are you okay? Shouldn't it be a discovery of conscience and regret? Unfortunately, Lu Feiyun transferred to another school and no one knows his whereabouts. By the way, why did you ask him for no reason?"

He Ming closed his eyes, his heart filled with the shadow of Qi Han, and he had no strength to answer him.

Fortunately, Qin Yuntian had long been accustomed to his strange temper, and after chatting a few more words, he said goodbye and left.

He Ming thought he must have been critically ill, lying at home on vacation doing nothing, just thinking about Qi Han, and then being tormented by that kind of longing almost to the point of madness.

When he couldn't bear it anymore, he opened his phone and pressed Qi Han's number, quickly hanging up before the call was answered. But within an hour, this foolish behavior will be repeated again.

After repeating this several times, when the phone was truly connected and the sweet and beautiful voice of "the number no longer exists" came from the other side, He Ming suddenly felt empty in his heart.

That's right, he remembers Lin Huan saying that Qi Han had already left this city half a month ago. He didn't expect him to not only resign, but also change his phone number.

He walked so thoroughly, he wonder where Qi Han will go?

It's okay for He Ming not to think about this matter, but once he thinks about it seriously, he feels his chest tightness and flustered. He certainly knows Qi Han's ability, even if he is alone outside, he can take care of himself. Even half a month is enough for him to find another lover. But these insignificant things happened to disturb his heart. When he regained consciousness, he had already called Lin Huan.

Lin Huan was still so enthusiastic. As soon as he came up, he asked about his health and whether he slept well last night. He Ming had to endure a few pleasantries and went around for a long time before asking about Qi Han's whereabouts. But the result left him quite disappointed. Lin Huan complained a lot but knew nothing about Qi Han's whereabouts.

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Since He Ming had this idea, he could no longer suppress it. After hanging up the phone, he dialed Xu Le's number instead. Fortunately, he once contacted Xu Le and still remembers the contact information of that guy. Others don't know where Qi Han is going, so his younger brother should know, right?

However, the relationship between He Ming and Xu Le is very delicate, and to this day there is still a hint of seeing each other as rivals in love. After making several phone calls, Xu Le only answered without knowing three words. He had no choice but to inquire about Xu Le's workplace through his friends and personally went to block people after work.

Xu Le just went to the nearby coffee shop with him and sat for a while.

After all, Xu Le was still young, and all his thoughts were reflected on his face. When he sat across from He Ming, the words "I hate you" were clearly written on his face.

He Ming also felt the same way, so he was too lazy to be polite to him and asked directly, "Where did Qi Han go?"

"I've said it many times, I don't know."

"How can I contact him?"

I don't know

"Aren't you his cousin?"

"Yeah, it's just my younger brother," Xu Le glanced at He Ming and said with a hint of mockery, "it's not my boyfriend."

He Ming suffocated for a moment, but he choked so hard that he couldn't speak.

Xu Le is not someone who loves to hold grudges. Seeing him like this, his temper finally calmed down a bit and he said, "Actually, I want to know his current situation more than you do."

"He...?"

"He hasn't contacted me since half a month ago. His parents are both overseas, so it can be said that no one knows where he went so far."

He Ming's face changed and he couldn't help but clench his fist.

Xu Le glanced at him and said, "Don't worry, he won't have any accidents because he doesn't want his family to worry. No matter how much pain he has endured, let alone this?"

As he spoke, his gaze fell on He Ming again and he said meaningfully, "In that regard, I really should thank you."

"What?"

Xu Le seemed hesitant and crossed his hands to support his chin. After a while, he murmured to himself, "Even if I tell you, it's okay, isn't it? When my brother was a child... he was once abducted by a stranger."

He Ming's eyelids twitched.

"Although he was quickly rescued, there were traces of abuse on his body, and he was even more frightened psychologically. After that, for a long time, he refused to speak."

He Ming suddenly remembered what Qin Yuntian had said and quickly asked, "Has he ever committed suicide?"

Xu Le's expression changed slightly and he sighed, "That was after entering high school. He was very afraid of contact with people at that time, and even if others just looked at him a little more, he would tremble with fear. It's not so much suicide as to escape."

"But his current personality..."

"It's like a completely different person from the past, isn't it?" Xu Le smiled and said, "I was also surprised at the time. It was probably when my brother was in his third year of high school. Once, he stayed up all night and didn't come back until the next morning. And as soon as he got home, he locked himself in his room and didn't make any noise no matter how much he knocked on the door."

"Did he... have an accident?" Although he knew that Qi Han was safe and sound later on, He Ming's heart still tightened.

Xu Le shook his head, said: No, no one knows what he did in the room, but after that, he seemed like a different person. Of course, he was still afraid of socializing with others, but the more he was afraid of something, the more he forced himself to face it. He changed schools, tried to adapt to the new environment, put on the toughest smile, stuttered when talking to his classmates, even though he was so scared that he wanted to snatch the door and run away. People who have not experienced it may never understand His fear, every time he comes into contact with others, is a torture for him. For a while, he laughed so hard outside that his face froze. As soon as he got home, he hid in the restroom and vomited. He vomited everything in his stomach and kept retching against the wall... "

He Ming is a bit out of breath.

Xu Le seemed to also remember those past events, paused for a while before continuing, "I was still young at that time, so I asked him why he worked so hard. Guess what he said?"

"He said," Xu Le's tone changed and he suddenly imitated Qi Han's tone, saying word by word, "Only in this way will He Ming look back at me."