In the abyss, there is no Sun. The sky in the abyss is forever black, and gray. Never changing in color and had always remain this way. There is no stars nor a moon to light up the world within the abyss, but I can still see everything like I am in the light. In a bright violet light that can see miles of The Diablos that are slaughtering each other.
They tore and torn at each other's throat without a single thought, they rip and smash each other to pieces with a face fill with joy. Their animals in her eyes, barbaric and cruel animals.
Their appearances are also hideous and revolting to look at. Their body poses no symmetry that is pleasing to her eyes and their existence is closer to a bunch of mutated chimeras than like that of an animal that has existed in her world. For example one Diablos can have the head of a goat, with another head of a dog, and lastly, its belly opens up like the jaws of a crocodile.
These monstrosities tore at each other without an end to their bloodshed and I had witnessed all of their bloody carnage above a cliff. I can see all the blood and carnage that is happening below me. Their blood flowed and dye the very ground they stand on in black blood.
Yes, the color of a Diablos blood is black, and no, I don't know why this is so, probably because of the miasma. However, for some reason.... their completely dark, rich, creamy, ever flowing, tainted black blood looks.... rather delicious in my eyes....
When I open my mouth a little, I can feel rows of razor sharp teeth like that of a shark or a dinosaur protruding from my upper and lower jaws. Like my instinct as an Archdevil is telling me to drink the tainted blood that they had spilled, splatter, and smear on the cold ground..... however I am not the only one that was hungry for their blood.
“ROAR!!!!” Coming from behind, the seven tails that resemble the heads and necks of fierce dragons. Their crimson eyes glowed brightly as they stared at the blood and carnage that is happening below me.
They want to drink the blood of the Diablos and that bloodthirsty desire is shown in their brightly lid crimson eyes as they watch closely. Then, they turn to look at me, for me to answer to their bloodthirsty desire of allowing them to rampage and feast on the carnage that is raging below me.
My mind and theirs are links as one, so what they feel, I feel as well, and they are hungry for the tainted blood of the Diablos. So I am also now hungry for their blood as well. The thirst to taste the blood they had spilled in my mouth....
I am hungry.... so hungry.... as I stared without blinking at the tainted and impure blood that they had spill as they slaughter each other.
So much so that my mind and the billions of souls within me began to wail in agony again!
'Hungry...''So... so hungry!!!''So hungry!!! So insanely hungry!!!''Feast on their blood!!!''Slurp it down your throat!!!''Bath in their bloody carnage!!!'
'WE WANT BLOOD!!''WE WANT BLOOD!!!''WE WANT BLOOOOOOOD!!!!!'
Their screams filled my head with the desire to drink, pour their filthy blood of miasma and corruption all over my body and melt it on my tongue and saliva. Then gulp it all down at once....
“Stop... Stop... Stop!!!!!!!!!!” I shriek out once more, but to no avail.... the more I resist the urge to feed on these Diablos below me.
The more I want to feast on them. The more my side of becoming an Archdevils is beginning to show itself. The razor teeth protruding from my mouth wants to tear into the throats of those filthy beasts below me and....
No!! No!!! I can't!!! I want to return... yes, yes I want to return to my paradise.. the paradise that I had created only for me.. fill with volumes of books. So I can't be trap and charm for the taste of their filthy blood in this wretched world.
However, as I turned my head away and forcefully shut my mouth that is now similar to that of a piranha mouth. I resisted, resisted the urge to feed and give into my hunger that thirst for the blood of such filthy heathen in this desolate world.
'Why do you resist?''Why don't you just feed on them, you are the Archdevil, remember?''You are hungry correct?''why resist then?'
The souls scream and pleaded with me again to feed, to devour those beasts.... but what is holding me back and denying them with close ears is my fear, my desperation to deny the reality that is before me.
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I am afraid, not as the Archdevil, but as a person, a human, once a human. I am afraid that if I were to drink their blood... then I would truly become an Archdevil, if I were to drink their blood, then I would be giving myself into the insanity... the insanity and sanity of not finding the exit and return to the unfinished paradise that I had built, where I can leave this bleak and hideous world, that I know behind. but I know that such an exit does not exist.
My inner voice as the Archdevil told me so.
So is it my sanity that is believing in there is an exit, an escape route from this absolute prison? Or is it only my insanity, my fear of not being able to return to my paradise, my fear of never experiencing the pride of reading a fantasy novel that I once held in my hands, are making believe in something like an exit shall exist here? In this bleak and hopeless world? where the concept of hope is nonexistence and all that has entered here is trapped for all eternity?
So is my hope just a form of insanity in this hopeless world?
A fear of losing and not achieving the victory like those heroes and falling to ruin like the demon and devil that I am now?
So am I sane, or insane right now? Or does it even matters anymore and I only want to fill my stomach with their sickening blood?
“Roar!!!!!!!” The Dragon heads on my seven tails roared at me, wanting to devour the black blood that the Diablos is spilling.
'Blood!''Blood!''Blood!' the souls screams and wail in my head for the tasted of the impure blood of the beast to be ingested by me.... while the Diablos below had finally taken notice of me.
“ROARR!!!!!!!!!!!”
They looked at me with eyes full of malice and stormed towards me in a rage, all in order to kill me..
So in that moment, I had made my decision.... I am insane. Insane for wanting to drink their blood, Insane for wanting the victory of leaving here by doing nothing, but walking, while knowing there is no way out.
“Go” that was all, that was all I had needed to say to my tails of ferocious dragons that are coiling around my body, begging me with their crimson eyes in their hunger, excitement, and madness for the Diablos tainted blood.
However, even when my face was covered by my absolute dark and devilish hair, I could also not hide the excitement that I am trying to contain in my eyes. My eyes are glowing like a burning violet star, burning hot in their gaze, all at the flesh and blood of the Diablos that are storming towards me.
Inviting me to feast upon them all.
However, That is when I had realized a truth.
I was never sane to begin with, I was just to afraid to admitted it.... In fear for my downfall as being the villainess like in those stories. In fear of losing to others in life and not achieving victory. So I lied to myself that I was sane while in reality I was never sane and was more insane than ever before. After I had enter this abyss. After I had been dragged away and into this damnation for my insanity and fears.
The insanity, that I thought had been fulfilled and quenched is about to awaken from its slumber. My thirst for blood is for victory and my fears are to stop me from losing. but I think that I deserve to be damn here for my insanity, and for my crimes of dragging those that are with me right now. The billions of dead souls that could have been enjoying the luxury of heaven or torment in hell is now brought with me to lowest place of the damn in the universe.
However, I don't care, I never did, I never care for those that are being tormented inside of me. All I wanted was for my own victory, my own possession to rule over. And they who are inside of me, are now my possession for me to rule over in this Abysmal place.
As the new Archdevil of the Abyss.
So began my first battle with the Inhabitance of The Abyss.
They are my first enemy, but they're only just the beginning of my insanity. My Insanity for victory and conquest as the ruler that desire perfection. Even in the most imperfect place in the universe, I will crawl out of here as its most magnificent ruler and return to my paradise of books and library of fantasy.....