I had never given my name to anyone after I had reach 13 years old, even my friends from the distant past no longer remember it. Since that would be dangerous for me, after all, that I had done to others, their fire and hate would burn me alive if they were to find me, But my name is a fine name that my deceased parents had blessed me with.

My name is Shiro Miyuki, a Japanese descend American, the obsessed girl that wanted to be a villainess in those stories of fantasy, but at the same time like them, aim to be the victor that would not lose to anyone, a ruler that overlook all those is below me. I had made my castle, my home, my tower, my manor of peace, where I can spend the rest of my days living in solitude and reading all the stories about the wonders and dreams that lie in those other worlds.

Worlds that I can't touch like there is a fragile glass that is separating me from these worlds, yet allow me to view them from a distance, but never interact with their inhabitance and strong enough that I can't shatter this glass wall no matter what.

However, although I am obsessed like all those villainesses with obtaining victory and to rule over others like I am the dominant being in this world, but like them, I am also a cursed villainess that has no place in this world.

My parent had died in front of me, by taking their own lives with a pistol due to them being depressed over life and all. The snake that they had bought me, was eaten by a hawk. My childhood friends left me after I had gotten into a huge fight with them. My grandmother succumb to breast cancer, my grandfather succumb to lung cancer, my boyfriend did not like the fact that I lack his dream assets of not having big breast and a round ass like the pervert that he is luckily I never did anything with him like kissing or even hold his hand for more than three seconds. Lastly, I was stuck with the appearance of that, of a 13-year-old child for the remainder of my school years and never grew taller or look older.

My uncle and aunt, who were my only family at the time were drug addicts, alcoholics, second-hand smokers, and gamblers. Naturally I did not bother to live with them and I don't want them to trouble me any further, so I tempted them into making more money by created their own crappy drugs and alcohol to sell. So I can get enough evidence on camera to bring to the police and sent them to jail, while I take all the money that their low-quality product had made and hidden it away, while giving the police a forgery of real money and told them that they were the one who had forged it, with the reason being that they could not actually sell their products and instead wanted to forge money to spend on their addiction.

While in reality I had sold them online, after I had taken their crappy and cheaply made product away from their house then persuaded a nerd to help me sell them online with his computer by tricking the people on the Internet with a range of methods.

Naturally with my childish appearance, the police did not doubt me or suspect me at all and sent them to prison for a long time. While they scream that I had framed them. But nobody believes them in the end, as people with so many bad things in their personal record and I who had a tragic past. It isn't hard to sway the sympathy of the people to my side and support me in wanting to send them to jail.

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After that, I was put under the watch of the child welfare agencies. And was later given to a new family that they had put me in. but in the end, they were not that different from my uncles and aunts and was actually worse since they had a child molesting fetish. So before they taint my innocents, I told them that I can help them get money through the stock market and prove it to them after a couple of failure attempt with my money that I had gotten beforehand from framing my aunt and uncle. So I gave them a large portion of the money that I had gained in exchange for me to live alone and for them to disown me quietly without telling the authority immediately and just fill the papers. All in order to persuade them with some leverage to use against me if I try to back out in giving money to them or backstabbing them in any shape or form.

Then I spend time and time again to save up enough money, to hire a reliable Hitmen to kill them and to make it look like an accident. While stealing their papers that they had fill out to disown me, then turn it into the authority and at the same time find a poor family in debt that is willing to adopt me because I will pay them out of debt in exchange they would put my name in their family register. but never to bother me in return, while I will give them a monthly payment, just to shut them up or else if they get too greedy then they would leave me no choice, but to do away with them. So with my benefit to them outweighing the negative, they accepted my deal.

In these time I went to school, just to put up with an image and an illusion that nothing is wrong with my life, just so that I can lessen the peoples suspicion on me and what I do in the dark.

When I finally graduated from high school, I did not bother to attend college and help the poor family that I had built a good relationship over these years to sustain themselves and to no longer need me. So I and they could cut ties with each other and to never meet each other again.

So I then purchase a small abandon mansion for me to live alone in, with only three servants to take care of the small manor. And then bought volumes and volumes of fantasy novels that I had found all over the Internet. In order to create a grand library of dreams, fantasy, and wonders inside of my new home.

However this dream is short lived, as I had said before, I am a cursed villainess that can't obtain happiness. So what curse me, this time, was the very thing that I had love most and tried so hard to obtain in peace.

The fantasy book that I had held in my hands... a unique and alluring fantasy book that once seem perfect in my lapis eyes... was nothing more than a trap.... so it can drag me away to a place that is further than hell itself.....