The Iron mind.

I developed this as a young child when my mom used to abuse me. I remember crying myself to sleep many times, emotionally crippled, and destroyed. I quickly discovered how hard life can be on your own, but in this I too discovered some truths. “In the end, you only have yourself” I told myself at an early age as young at 10 or 11 years old. I hid in the closet and piled clothes on top of myself just to get a nap and sleep away from the drama and violence.

I even turned to Satan, though I didn’t know how to do it. I just wanted an escape, I prayed to the devil the way you prayed to the Lord. I prayed that my mother would die or be killed, and if I had to die along with her so be it. I poured full fountain cups of soda into the vents in the car while she was in the store and I was waiting in the hot car outside, hoping the car would blow up on the drive home and end the suffering for us both. In this too I found love, I loved her a great deal at times but I became cold, and emotionally numb.

With the death and suicide of close friends at an early age I learned how to deal with death too. All this makes a young man a troubled man, turning to things you should to cope with it all too soon. In this overwhelming ball of vile and disillusioned emotions of hate I discovered something great. My own mind, my solace and my Iron will to push on. I have died and came back from the dead when no-one but myself pulled me back, this statement is true.

The will to experience another day but for what purpose? The iron mind was born. Any situation I placed myself in I could conquer. Any argument or external emotion entirely created and controlled by my own indomitable will. I created and destroyed inside of my head, I became my own God. The Iron mind is something I pulled myself into, no-one could break me. Further military training and tragedy had no match against my walls and barriers. I was invincible. Modern technology could not pick up on my lies or deceit even within controlled polygraph environments or interviews. The Iron Mind pulled me though. There was no room for “God”.

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Now I sit immortalized inside of my head and controlling things you never thought possible. I can teach this to you, the invincible mind, the complete machine. You must listen and be patient. I have seen the future and I have seen the past. We are headed for a fate one not sought out by the masses but by the shadows. You do not yet control your fate or your reactions, no matter how hard you try. The shadows operate this world and I seek to expose them.

This tale of the future has any details that will come to pass, you must choose how to react accordingly... To begin thinking I propose two questions. Who is the most powerful man in the world? A man completely control of his emotions. Secondly; who is the richest man in the word? A search engine would provide an answer. However; you cannot see the richest man in the world for he is unknown to you. He creates and destroys as he pleases, his currency is unlimited as is his control. There is no numerical value to his wealth or power, he simply does or does not. He believes himself an almighty being in control of all things on this planet foreign or domestic. Bound by no country or law, lands are simply tools and different locations for his establishments, his banks. This man believes himself a God among men. He believes you are a peasant and you will never know about his black-out projects. The funding for such things lost in world government budgets and wars.

You will never know of the secrets he has or the things he will pass on. This man is infinite, for when he passes another equal will take his place. He and I are much the same, except I control my own fate, and now I control yours too. Let me teach you, show you, The Iron Mind.