I open the door to my house and went inside,I kicked off my shoes and went straight to my room because of the events of today I was exhausted and wanted to take a nap I had a day-off from work so I was fine, remembering the fight with the Idiotic Three, running from the lynching mob, the near death experience from the car accident, being told I was supposed to save some world. All of this has taken a toll on me mental and physical state. I left the entrance to my house and went straight to my room but before I got to my room I saw a person on my living room couch it was my mom, she had her shirt pull semi-off only having her head and arms covered, showing her chest and stomach. On the table next to the couch was a beer bottle and a ashtray filled with cigerette buds.
Gisou
[(so she got drunk again and passed out on the couch, geez you could have at least got to your room before you stirpped)]
I let out a sighed and went to my room, my house is to put it bluntly rather crappy this because my family suddenly had to moving couple that with my mom barely trying to get a job and then topped that with her constant drinking and it becomes almost impossible for her to get a job. As such it is the job of the Nisemono siblings to go out start working to pay the bills and put food on the table. However because i’m still in highschool I can’t get a real job so I have to stick to part-time jobs until i’m old enough and my older sister to do the grown up jobs. So for the people wondering where my dad is, he’s not with us anymore he died a little bit before we moved I…. I don’t want to go into detail about it, all I want to say is this after my dad’s death mom was not the same anymore she started to drink to drown her sorrows away from it all. Anyway i’m diverting from the story so let’s continue from where I left I went to my room and took off my uniform jacket and socks and crash on to my bed I let exhaustion and the warmth of my blanket take over and fell asleep.
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Unknown
[.....Fa…..]
Gisou
[(what was that)]
It was dark I heard a voice from somewhere distance and once I did I tried to look for the source of it but I was unable to move I just laid there motionlessly trying to hear what was calling me, along with the feeling of being unable to move I also felt a sense of warmth wrapped around my body like a warm blanket was wrapped around me before I knew it I heard the voice again.
Unknown
[.....why di……]
again I heard the voice but this time it was screaming at me from a distance in a voice filled with rage and resentment. My hand unconsciously moved towards the voice a little bit after my hands started moving on their own my legs started to move too, I was surprised to know that they were moving on their own probably because I couldn’t feel them moving for some reason I was not tried no matter how long I walked. It wasn’t like my were numb no I just couldn’t feel them at all it was like my brain was the only one working manually and the rest of my body was on autopilot getting closer and closer to the voice as it got louder and louder until I could understand what it was saying and who it was, by the time I got close to it the angry voice suddenly became apathetic and calm but the words “it” said were words I couldn’t forget they echoed for who knows how long.
It
[Why do you even bother staying here]
It
[If it weren’t for you we could still be happy like we used to be but because of you we had to suffer, suffer for an eternity see if I care.]
“It’s” face had no emotion “it” just stood there with a blank expression for so long, so long that it felt like decades had past. All I could do was just stand there watching hear “It’s” words of belittlement until “it’s” face contorted in rage and screamed at me.
It
[WHY DO YOU EXIST?!?!?!?, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE BORN!?!?!?!?!, IT’S BECAUSE YOU THAT THEIR BOTH DEAD!!!!!!!!!]
In a flash I woke up in my bed covered in cold sweat, my face filled with tears and placed my head in between my knees and cuffed both my ears something I was unable to do before and then muttered something in a low hushed voice.
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Gisou
[I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry,I’m sorry]
I did that for a bit until I heard a knock coming from my door which snap me out of my trance. My heart was still beating rapidly because of the dream I had eventually I removed the blanket covering me and I got up out of my bed, my room was dark it must have been nighttime.
Gisou
[Yiiiiiesh did I just sleep for 4 hours well i’m gonna have problems later when I have to go to work.]
I let out a sign and grabbed a dirt shirt to use to wipe of the excess sweat coming off of my body, then I heard the door knocking again
Gisou
[Hold on a sec sis i’m just trying to get around my room.]
My room was dark and small actually my room is not extremely cramped but when you add my dresser drawer, my bed and the end table next to it my room becomes really small and hard to move around in it. Anyways I went straight to my door and opened it. Light had filled my room and blinding me, eventually my eyes adjusted to the light and just like I guessed it was my sister.
sister
[Gisou you ok you didn’t fall asleep don’t you have work to day]
Gisou
[Ah hey sis you got back]
Sister
[yeah i’ve been back for sometime but I didn’t see you for two hours]
Gisou
[yeah I got a day off today so im using it to take a nap]
This was my older sister Furyo Nisemono she is probably came to me wondering where I was. My sis has long light brown hair running down her waist bright blue eyes.
Gisou
[Hey sis you need something]
Furyo
[No im just checking if your ok]
Gisou
[ok i’m going to take a shower now my body is covered in sweat from sleeping with my blankets covered]
Furyo moved out of the way and I stumbled to the shower I thought I would wake up a little if I took a hot shower. I got to the bathroom and removed my clothes and like some tradition I took a peek at the mirror and saw a bunch of old bruise marks, cigarette burns, and scars covering my body, they were memories of the past reminder that could not fade. After completely removing my clothes I got in the shower, I didn’t want to waste water so it only took about 2-3 minutes to finish when got I out I wiped the steam of the mirror to brush my teeth and saw my face. I had light beige colored hair and just like my sister I had bright blue eye’s, just by looking at me you’d be be surprise that I was japanese but when anyone asked I just tell them I was half-japanese.
Gisou
[(Maybe it’s about time for me to ask her)]
If I was really planning to leave this world I had to make sure Furyo leaves I can’t let her stay here if I leave so I plan to talk to her about moving if I can’t convince her then i’m gonna have to turn Micheal offer down that was my plan I had no attachment to this world, no friends, someone can replace me at work, and as for my family the only one I care about is my sister my mom on the other hand.
old female
[WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING YOU JUST BROKE MY ASHTRAY!!!!]
I heard a loud scream coming from the kitchen I left to go check what the commotion was I saw my mother Mei Nisemono yelling at my sister for some reason. I Looked from behind the corner of the kitchen to see why Mom was angry. I saw a broken ashtray on the ground shattered into several broken pieces and my sister trying to calm mom down. Mom looked to be drunk again, she was wobbling around barely able to stand, her eyes were very hazy, her face flushed and she stumbled on her every word in her left hand was a beer bottle prepped and ready to hit someone, while looking around some my eyes eventually met with Furyo when I saw her she looked to me mouthing the words
Furyo
[Leave i’ll be fine.]
I shifted my eyes away and left the room not looking back.