The darkness that is shy and red in the day, And he is always looking for a place to hide, At night, he is like a mischievous and curious child who has just become acquainted with the prosperity of the outside world and is constantly playing...
In fact, if it wasn't for the scary monster called lighting, He definitely wants to look everywhere and surround everyone and everything And well, sometimes it scares lonely people...
Billions of stars like shining diamonds have decorated the night sky. The shining moon is the biggest jewel of the night and gives its beauty and glory to all creatures under the sky.
Among the houses of the city, you can see only a few houses that are not covered by darkness, they are present somewhere among the buildings that are taller and stronger...
When we go a little further from them, Among the darkest parts of the city, If we continue to the darker depths, We reach a place where darkness with a mist of mystery has created an area of fear and apprehension.
On top of a hill at the beginning of this place, There is an old hut that shows signs of restoration. In fact, anyone who steps here thinks to himself that at this time, this place must be one of the last remaining places in nature where it can be expected that greedy human will not set foot in it...
Huh!?...
that!!..., there is someone!!!...
Surprisingly, You can see a young man coming out of the hut, Well, there is also a little peace, Because you can see that he is afraid And he runs out of the hut with trembling legs while breathing fast...
While breathing heavily, Ethan slowly slowed down and Then he realized that nothing but darkness appeared. He moved his legs forward with great effort, At the same time, he thought:
Why do my eyes seem to be on fire? What were those strange words!?
Order!! ...justice!?...
Why should I!?...
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this... Can it be the reason for my migration? ,Is it a message from someone who put me in this body? ,Does he want me to be a hero of justice or something like that!?...
But why me!?...
It's not that I'm a bad person, it's just that I also can't be a hero of justice, so it's a little hard to explain.
Hmmm, what would be the answer? ...
Well, you can't talk about courage or something like that Anyway, nothing happened in my life that made me feel brave!? or not , Well, actually it's not...
I will definitely not say it in front of others But I know from the bottom of my heart that I am not...
Anyway, that's not the point, the point is that I'm not a very social person, not one of those who can't or those who don't want to...
Well, maybe I want to believe like this myself...
Oh! Enough!! Leave the self-destructive thoughts with you!!! ...
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deep breath...
That's right, the reason is,That I am not a philanthropist or a great benefactor, Sometimes I hate people and sometimes I am interested...
Well, I'm very paradoxical. I know... hmmmmmm, well that's it I am a paradoxical person, Also lazy and always like to grumble...
That's it, I'm definitely not the right person, I mean, you know there are so many dedicated firefighters or police officers, why should I... that!!... what is that!?...
Why is that man transparent!!!
This!?...
Something is written above his head!!
[Soul without surface, suicide]
!!? Suicide!!
Soul... Soul?
...
» Soul!!!«
Ethan ran as fast as he seemed to be running for his life, the transparent man or Soul also seemed to be attracted by his commotion and quickly floated towards him, muttering unintelligible words.
[Hey #** d*#... HEL#...MA##...]
Ethan felt something, looked back, and his face became uglier and ran even faster, but the sudden acceleration and overwhelming darkness made him not see the branch on the way...
and well,
he fell...
After Etan's fall, the spirit also reached Etan, and at this time, when Etan's mind was searching for a solution in confusion, suddenly a golden lightning flashed in Etan's black and tired eyes, and then it seemed...
hmmmm...
Well, drowned! ... his state was as if his consciousness had gone to another world...
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When people who have a comfortable life meet people in difficult situations ,To pretend to sympathize Or I don't know, maybe with sincerity, They say: the end of every darkness is light...
After walking long enough through the dark tunnel at the end there is always light waiting for you with open arms...
Hee... bullsh**
Why do people like to talk so much? ... to pretend to be knowledgeable?...
Isn't talking the easiest thing in the world? ...
Why do you want to give up life!?...
Do I want to give up on life?!...
what is life ... Am I alive now? Is this life? This is what I'm in now...
They call it life?...
Come to yourself!! After death, everything is over, neither light nor even hope, only darkness...
Darkness?...
Does that mean there is something darker and more painful than this?...
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Do you not feel any pain or regret after death?...
After death, you can finally get out of the destructive cycle of time, neither the past nor the future...
Just listening to the simple and pure whisper of silence...
I want to know, no, I want to remember, the feeling when I was a child, no, the feeling before that...
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»Hey guys, let's play«
"Oh...calm down. If you make too much noise, father Anthony will get angry."
» Sure sister«
"Ah... why are you standing there!! ... kids Let Etan play your game too."
»No, we don't want to, Ethan brings bad luck«
""Right, did you guys hear that?, His father died on his birthday. ""
»Wow!! How scary!!!...«
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Heh, that's right, bad luck, I get bad luck...
Most people, when they experience enough of the world, They understand this...
when they are young, Most do not want to accept this, And they think that this deficiency can be filled only with more try, they don't learn from their predecessors...
They see themselves as different, they always say: I am different...
They see themselves as different, they always say: I am different...
They try, after failure they try even harder, but failure,
Failure and failure...
so where is it Candy after the bitter medicine... Where is the light after the darkness?!! ...
Am I the problem? Did I make a mistake? ...
Am I the problem? Did I make a mistake? ...
Didn't I try hard enough? , or ... or maybe I'm not good enough !! ... does that mean I'm a bad person?
They repeat such sentences to themselves many times They stand up again after every hit and fall. Despite the pain not getting better and more getting hit continuing, they continue again, Work, work and work, As long as they get hit somewhere, after that the scar is hacked not outside but inside them...
They finally understand that there are differences between people and the name of that difference is luck...
My final hit was then...
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»I love you...«
"I love you too...
I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes, work hard."
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»Sorry for being late, I was busy and...«
"Enough, I'm tired of repeated excuses...
I think we need some space."
»Uh... I... just... just well... This is a gift for your birthday, Sorry for being late
It took a while for the money...cough, Well, look, this is the dress you said you liked...«
"Hmph... Well, I accept your apology for being late, but we still need some space, Don't you think that because of this cheep gift... Cough, that's not our issue. Anyway, goodbye, don't come to my house."
»okay...«
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»Oh, Lilia, is that you, aha... ummmmm, who is this gentleman, is he your friend, hello, I am Lilia's boyfri...«
"Who are you!!! get away"
""Who is this punk, Lilia?!""
“It's just a nuisance , Honey, let's go, it's getting late."
""Hmph...you're lucky boy, I have an important job, otherwise I would have made you look good... ""
«...»
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Edward: Do you know the difference between pain and suffering?
Anna: What difference does it make, when both of them are bad.
Edward: When I talk to you but your attention is on someone else,This is called suffering
Anna: Well, what will be the pain then?
Edward: I still love you though.
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Robert Kiyosaki