I woke up to a thought start, you know the drill spinning lights, floating heads,spilled guys .......wait something is wrong with that last one since when was spilled guys part?

In my confused state I looked around trying to get my bearings.... I wish I hadn't

My hand dug into soft and moist substance that on closer inspection felt familiar...it felt like..

FLESH

Clarity hit me in the face as everything became clear as a looked down at the intestines in my hands yeah not that of chickens....it was for a human how do you know this? You might ask me welllll it wasn't that hard looking at the dismembered limbs scattered around the room

MY room I corrected myself in my head, now most people at this point would be retching or you know... The stuffs but you see my emotions are a little. Dampened you see

"Stop talking to yourself lithra, you're going crazy" I quickly hopped over the dismembered limbs taking a look at the head of what was once a person

I recognized her "what was her name again?" I thought to myself she was kind that I remembered vividly

Stolen from Royal Road, this story should be reported if encountered on Amazon.

I quickly stopped the tide of memories trying to worm it's way too my mind as I hopped into the hallway, only to be greeted with a scene of carnage

Limbs,guts,faces,heads scattered on the floor deep gouges were cut in the stone, it looked like a scene straight out of a horror movie "wait what is a horror movie?" I thought to myself "I really am going crazy"

As I walked down the hallway the carnage got worse , even I couldn't even stand it and had too empty my stomach, it wasn't really the carnage that set me off, it was the familiar faces I looked at the door at the end of the doorway as dread creeped up my spine.

I knew what was in there, it was going to be the dead bodies of my family

I stood at the front of the door for a good ten minutes and with a sigh... Opened the door and lo and behold my sister's head came rolling towards my feet

Have you ever felt such strong emotions that you just shut everything off? At this moment I couldn't feel anything...no I chose not to feel anything that was always how I was running away from emotions for soo long that.... I couldn't even cry at the death of those who cared for me my whole life

I walked a few steps forward as a long dining table came into my view

The chairs littered with the bodies of those I called family, while stone columns were destroyed, walls were broken down.

The devastation increasing as I got closer to the head of the table bodies becoming nothing more than flesh and bones I stopped in front of the head chair, gazing at the man who sat upon it

Blue yes, a refined jawline, a face that spoke of nothing but confidence and arms as thick as my head

He had a spear in his abdomen, sticking out of the back of the chair. But he was still alive

His gaze rose to meet mine, his eyes piercing into me

"Hey pops!" I said to the defeated man sitting on his throne