CHAPTER 6004 

Chapter 6004 At this moment, although she was still being pushed to the surface by the sea of consciousness, She felt ready to struggle and resist for the first time. Her consciousness couldn’t help but silently mutter: “If I never realize the truth, I will die one day.” “Death is not terrible. My mother passed away long ago,” “And my father will also pass away before me.” “What about Charlie? There must be someone.” “Will I walk with him? If so, then I hope the person who walks with him is me!” At this thought, her consciousness couldn’t help but become excited. While she struggled hard and tried to dive deeper to resist the buoyancy of the sea of consciousness, She said loudly in her subconscious: “I know! I know that Charlie is a married man.” “I also know that falling in love with a married man is shameful and morally bad,” “But I just love him deeply, and I can’t stop loving him no matter what!” “I can’t destroy Charlie’s marriage and family,” “But I don’t want to give up on being with him.” “The chance for him to achieve enlightenment is as contradictory as you need me to abandon the seven emotions and six desires, but I can’t do it at all!” “However, there is still a chance to resolve all these contradictions.” “If you and I can become one, let me succeed.” “After enlightenment, I will also have the opportunity to seek a longer life.” “As long as I can live, I can wait forever,” “Whether it is eighty years, one hundred years, or even two hundred years, I don’t care!” “So, don’t even think about it! Push me out!” In an instant, Nanako swam desperately toward the depths of the sea of consciousness.

In order to resist the ubiquitous buoyancy of the sea of consciousness, Nanako exhausted almost all her energy to fight against it. She was like a marathon runner who exhausted all her strength in the competition. Her legs had lost all strength and could not even stand up. At this time, I was still moving forward mechanically. As she continued to resist desperately, She felt that her consciousness was gradually blurring in the resistance, Just like the blackout that divers fear most, her consciousness was gradually blurring. At this moment, her consciousness suddenly stagnated in the sea of consciousness. The huge buoyancy of the sea of consciousness seemed to disappear instantly at this moment. Originally, her consciousness was like a bubble, Being pushed rapidly to the sea surface by the force of buoyancy. But now, her consciousness is being squeezed crazily by the sea of consciousness, And the pressure and buoyancy have actually reached a delicate balance in the sea of consciousness. Nanako’s consciousness had almost been lost, But at this moment, she was still instinctively trying her best to continue diving. The original delicate balance was instantly broken, Her consciousness seemed to lose all buoyancy and began to slowly fall deeper. All her consciousness gradually disappeared, And then the world fell into a dark silence, and even her consciousness had completely disappeared. After an unknown amount of time, a small light spot suddenly appeared in the dark sea of consciousness. As soon as this light spot appeared, it quickly sank to the bottom. Immediately afterward, more light spots inexplicably appeared in the sea of consciousness. These light spots Like small cells, they all began to converge towards the bottom of the sea of consciousness.

Nanako Ito, who had lost all consciousness, suddenly woke up. After waking up, before she opened her eyes, she felt that the entire Buddhist hall seemed to be in front of her, And she seemed to be outside, overlooking the entire temple from a God’s perspective. She could see that in the Buddhist hall, Master Jingqing was looking at her while silently reciting scriptures, Her expression seemed a little anxious, but she was still sitting cross-legged on the futon, As motionless as a wax figure. At this time, she felt an unusual commotion on the roof of the Buddhist hall, So she thought slightly, and her consciousness came to the unusually turbulent roof, Where she saw a gecko cautiously approaching a fly. And then, the gecko suddenly stretched out its tongue and rolled the fly into its mouth at an extremely fast speed. At this moment, Nanako could even hear the sound of a gecko swallowing a fly. Then, she felt a subtle rustling sound again, And with a thought, she came to the corner of the Buddhist hall and saw a row of ants crawling in line. This wonderful feeling surprised Nanako. She couldn’t help but want her consciousness to leave the Buddhist hall, But her spiritual consciousness could not leave the Buddhist hall at all. Just when she was doubting, she suddenly felt a sharp pain in her head. Then, the God’s perspective completely disappeared. The next moment, she opened her eyes, and her consciousness returned to her. However, what was different from the last failure was that when she woke up this time, Nanako felt refreshed and indescribably comfortable. Seeing her open her eyes, Master Jingqing breathed a sigh of relief and said subconsciously: “The devotee has been in meditation for more than ten minutes this time,” “Which is much longer than last time. I wonder how it feels now?” Please check at N/ôvel(D)rama.Org.

Nanako said truthfully: “It feels like the soul can come out.” “It’s like having an orifice, but the feeling disappeared after it didn’t last long.” “I don’t know if it was an illusion.” Master Jingqing nodded: “When the soul leaves the body, it actually uses spiritual energy to sense the surroundings.” “This can only be achieved after successful enlightenment.” “This poor monk who has no aura and cannot leave the sea of consciousness has no such ability at all.” “The devotee must have been too tired and had hallucinations just after trying it twice in a row.” Nanako nodded slightly, and just as she was about to speak, A burst of sound suddenly came from the roof. At the slightest movement, she quickly looked up and saw a gecko chasing a spider. That gecko seemed to be the one she had just seen from God’s perspective. She stared closely at the gecko and couldn’t help but say: “It seems…it’s not an illusion…”