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'What is this feeling? Why is my heart beating faster? Why did I try to kiss him? Why did I feel safe when he welcomed me? Why do I like it when he head pats me? Why I'm feeling shy around him? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?'

Lilian puts her hands on her chest, her heart was beating faster, yet she doesn't know this emotion, her mind was scrambled she doesn't know how to handle this new kind of emotion.

'Alexander what is this feeling? I want to you ask why is my heart beating faster?'

Lilian was deep in thought, she then recalls the events, when she was at the void.

Cold, dark, oppressive, yet familiar, she was in there alone, replaying the hurtful memories of her past, her tears flowed down the her face, being hurt and humiliated and betrayed, her mind was in turmoil until Alexander showed up.

She then heard footsteps behind her she knows that it is not Lily's footsteps, the clacking of his shoe echoed on the void. She was a bit shocked since no one other than Lily entered the void.

Alexander didn't notice that she quickly wiped her tears, his footsteps still echoing, until she feels a ruffle on her hair.

'Alexander? How did he get in here? Why are you patting my head?

Lilian was blushing, even her mind is in turmoil, she found comfort on Alexander's head pats.

"Hey Lilian, what are you doing here? This place is just dark, how about I get you out of here?"

His soothing voice seemingly makes the void much more calm and serene, she was feeling happy to have someone accompany her in this dark void.

Lilian was blushing when Alexander complimented her beauty, for the first time someone appreciate her.

The conversation replayed on Lilian's mind they share what their likes and dislikes.

"Hey..... Um Alexander do you.... Like me?

'Why did I say that! Oh no, he will think of me as a weirdo!'

'Ahhhhhhh, this is so awkward Lilian, why did I said that!'

Lilian's thoughts keep repeating, he looked at alexander his radiant smile making him gain a bit of composure, Alexander's voice then echoed as he said this word.

"As of now Lilian I do have a favorable impression on you."

"As of now Lilian I do have a favorable impression on you."

"As of now Lilian I do have a favorable impression on you."

"As of now Lilian i do have a favorable impression on you."

"As of now Lilian I do have a favorable impression on you."

This words repeats on Lilian's head, his gold eyes is like a shimmering radiant sun,his gold blond hair flow's like in a windy breeze, his smile oozes charm, his tall frame makes her feel protected, like a guardian angel who come down from the heavens to protect her.

'My guardian ange-'

'Lilian enough with your daydreams, look Alexander is waiting for your response.'

Lily's voice echoed on her mind, Alexander still smiling, a handsome radiant smile, Lilian then respond to him.

"Thank you Alex....... Also Welcome back...."

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'Why did I call him Alex, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.' Lilian's mind was in a whirlwind of thoughts.

"Of course, Lilian sadly our therapy session has now ended, but next time let's play those new video games that you mention."

The alarm then rang, The AMCS that was inside then escorted Lilian, out of the glass door, she looked one last time at Alexander's he was smiling at her, her cheeks flushed red.

Lilian then got out of the Therapy and Rehabilitation building, the AMCS personnel where silent, the armor clacking as they step, after a while of walking they entered another building, a prison facility, inside was a clean floors with white tiles the walls are made of white paint some decorations are hanged like the AMCS logo and the police, they then walked past by the A rank prison, some were screaming, some were crying, some were catcalling.

Lilian ignored there nonsense talking, they continued to walk past by the hallways, they then arrived at the elevator. One of the AMCS pressed a button.

The elevator hummed, as they travel downwards floor -20, the elevator then open, the AMCS allowed Lilian to go first, they then walked past a holographic sign that write SS rank, the AMCS followed, they arrived at her cell, it was a beautiful luxury room, there was a mini, a Holo TV, a fridge, book case, and a king sized bed, and small room that was the comfort room.

The guards then leave, leaving Lilian inside her quarters, she then goes to her bed, and lay down, her hand were covering her blushing face.

'Oh my god! My heart was still pounding, that smile makes me flutter, I wish we talked more at the rooftop, but I just thought he's just like those guys who try to hit on me, but he is actually different.'

'I can't keep his smile out of my head, the way he pats my head, the way he comfort me, the way he listens to me.'

'The way he dressed, the way he smelled, that handsome face, that tall and mascular frame. Ahhhhhhhh, what am I thinking he is my therapist, he have standards and professionalism, he will just think that I'm just one of his patient.'

'But those gold eyes, he was serious that he will help me, unlike those so called therapist who will take a chance to leer at me, wearing those stupid smiles........ Disgusting.'

Lilian was moving aroun on her bed she keeps rolling around remembering the time that Alexander have their session.

'Even Lily tried to hurt him, he was not angry, he did not have a look of disgust....... I want be friends with him, I want to know him more, what his dreams, why did he become a therapist.

'And the most important thing........... Does he have a girlfriend?'

'He is handsome, charming, good with words, it's possible that he has a girlfriend.'

'But my heart hurts, when i think about it, what is this feeling?'

Lilian eyes have turn cold, she thinks a scenario, Alexander holding a hands with a girl, going on dates, talking about life.......... And having sex.

"I can't allow it."

A crazy smile appears on her, her blood seeps through her hands, her eyes have turn ruby red.

'Hey Lily? You awake?'

'Yeah I can't damn sleep, you just keep thinking about Alexander, you like him don't you?

A blush appears on Lilian's face, as Lily talked at her, her heart beats faster when those words was mentioned.

'I don't know it's my first feeling this kind of thing...... When i think if Alexander has a girlfriend, my heart aches.'

'Your heart aches, because you like him, I mean look let me ask you a question, why do you like him?'

'........ He's smile, the way he comfort's me, the way he talks, the way he always listen to m-'

'Okay, okay look I get gist of it, you like him right, but what if he had a girlfriend what would you do?'

Lilian was deep in thought, no words was spoken, her mind was finding a good answer yet she can't find one.

'Just think about it Lilian, I'm going back to sleep.'

Lily's word echoed, yet Lilian was still deep in thought, Lily was now silent, Lilian reminisce those days when they first meet at the rooftop.

Alexander was holding a cigarette, the wind blows on his face, his hair gently swept by the wind, the metal door then opened revealing Lilian she quickly walked at the edge of the rooftop enjoying the breeze.

"Quite the breeze right? It's quite calm, when the nights are cold."

Alexander's talked, Lilian ignored him as she just silently enjoy the winds. No words are spoken again, only the city life bustling sounds echoed on the rooftop.

Every single day when Lilian goes to the rooftop Alexander was their smoking a cigarette, sometimes he had an disgust look staring at the expanse of the city, sometimes he is sad, sometimes he is just silent.

'Why is this guy always here?'

Lilian thought to herself, Lilian keeps ignoring Alexander everyday, yet Alexander always greets her with a nod.

Lilian then remember their first session, While Lily was in control of the conversation, it is first he sees Alexander smiled, the calm and professional attitude, the bravery when facing Lily, it is a stark contrast attitude in the rooftop.

For the first time Lilian has seen the attitudes that Alexander's unknowingly act, he is quite stubborn, he is quite helpful, he is quite brave, yet when in the rooftop he is sometimes silent, having an emotionless face.

'I want to know more about him, I want to be close to him.'

Yet Lilian recalled the words of Lily, for the first time she feels her heart was being torn, she was angry, she was jealous the thought Alexander having a girlfriend.

A crazy smile appear at Lilian, the blood was morphing in her hands, making a little figurine of Alexander, she finally controlled her magic for the first time, an impossible task, an F having complete control over their magic, yet somehow, she had done it.

'Alexander I don't care if you have a girlfriend, I will just simply tear her apart, I want to be your's, I want to go on a date with you, I want to watch movies together, I want you to try the new games together.'

Her smiles grow wider, she made an Alexander figurine with angel wings, for the first time she fell in love, with the man who will heal her.

'My guardian Angel, My guardian Angel, My Guardian Angel, My Guardian Angel, My guardian Angel, My guardian Angel, My Guardian Angel, My Guardian Angel, My guardian Angel, My guardian Angel, My Guardian Angel, My Guardian Angel, My guardian Angel, My guardian Angel, My Guardian Angel, My Guardian Angel.'