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SHADOWBOUND
Chapter 46

Chapter 46

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The shattering end of things with Alex was like ripping off a bandage from a wound I hadn’t even realized was there, lying hidden beneath the surface. Yet, what truly shattered me into a million piercing shards was that unexpected letter from mom. It sent my emotions into a tailspin, a chaotic tornado that I had no hope of controlling. In the midst of that turmoil, I could sense the vampire part of me stirring, awakening. That part of me craved blood with an intensity that scared me – it was getting harder and harder to push it down, to keep it at bay.

I remember the moment when Madison and Lila barged back into our shared dorm room. The sight they were met with must have been startling - there I was, the image of chaos, hunched over with half-drained packets of blood scattered all around me - Madison’s top-secret emergency supply. My fangs were fully extended in all their terrifying glory, my eyes probably shining with that dangerous crimson light, a dead giveaway of the bloodlust I had been so desperately trying to keep under wraps.

Lila let out this little gasp – it sliced through the heavy silence like a sharp knife – her eyes wide as saucers reflecting back at us Madison’s equal part horror and concern. Without so much as a stuttered word, she bolted out the door faster than you could blink, leaving poor Madison frozen there with her worry-furrowed gaze fixed on me. She stood there uncertainly, clearly torn between fear and her desire to help.

Lila barely had time to catch her breath before she flew back into the room, practically dragging Hunter behind her. His entrance cut through the madness like a whisper of peace, those deep eyes of his locked on mine, sharing a silent conversation only we could understand.

There I was, totally losing it as I ripped through those blood bags like a crazed beast, my insides burning up with a relentless hunger. Hunter? He didn't say a word. Didn't even try to make me stop. He just stood there, a rock-solid figure against the swirling mayhem around us.

And then, finally, when the last drop from the final blood bag had been consumed, this brutal wave of tiredness slammed into me. I couldn't keep the tears jammed inside any longer. They busted out as Hunter stepped closer and wrapped his arms around me. I just crumpled against him, all my sobs getting soaked up by his shirt as he held me tight.

We remained locked in that silent hug, each of us wrapped up in the other, and it felt like nothing else mattered. There weren't any words passed between us because they weren’t needed—the way he held me said everything. Just feeling him there, offering up all the comfort I didn’t even know I needed, was everything in that moment.

But then, out of nowhere, Madison’s voice cut through our quiet world. She mentioned something about his girlfriend looking for him, which prodded Hunter to finally move. His eyes met mine one more time. It was like they whispered secrets only for me—promises that he wouldn't vanish from my life, not now when things got real. And with that silent vow hanging between us, he slipped away into the hallway, disappearing from sight but not from mind.

Left alone on my bed, thoughts swirling like a tornado especially after the chaos of today's bombshells, I pressed a hand against my chest trying to steady the racing of my heart. Sure as anything, whatever roller coaster ride was up next for us, there was no denying that something fundamental had changed with Hunter and me. This emotional tug-of-war had me hooked deep—our destinies intertwined—and come what may, we would navigate it side by side.

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Dawn’s early rays peeked through the gauzy fabric of the curtains, bathing our cramped dorm room in a muted radiance. It cast a surreal glow on the chaotic remnants of last night's emotional storm. Scattered around me, the empty blood bags served as a vivid reminder of the inner turmoil that had ravaged my spirit – a fierce battle with my darker nature. Yet somehow, this morning breathed new life into me. Rising with an unshakeable resolve, I felt ready to seize the day and fully accept every fragment of my complex identity.

Madison, from her own bed across the room, watched me with wary eyes as she reached for the box that held our grim yet necessary sustenance. She extended it towards me with an uncertain pause. "You sure you're holding up okay, Em?" Her voice slipped into the space between us, carrying ripples of genuine worry.

I met her gaze as I took the offered blood bags, their weight familiar in my hands. "Honestly, I'm more than just 'okay.' There's no turning back now – I need to embrace every part of what I am, especially this vampiric side. It's the only way I stand a chance against whatever's coming," I said with a conviction that surprised even me. I could feel it – the ancient power coursing through me from ancestors unseen and tales untold.

And then there was Hunter – his mocking whisper in my head - insinuating how nothing compares to fresh, human blood. An involuntary quiver raced down my spine at the memory, but practicality quickly smothered the sensation. After all, in these pressing times and amidst looming shadows, succumbing to such distractions was a luxury I couldn't afford.

The moment I finally let the truth spill out, the heavy silence that fell upon us could almost be felt physically. The story of my mother's unfathomable deception dangled in the tense space that stretched between Lila and me. I watched, almost in slow motion, as my friends' faces morphed from shock to an unyielding solidarity as they digested what I had just revealed.

"I'm not letting you go it alone," Lila announced with a fierce resolve that mirrored my own inner fire.

Madison moved like she was about to join the ranks, eagerness painting her features, but I gently stopped her with a touch on her shoulder. "Maddie, this isn't your fight. Being a vampire makes it way riskier for you," I admitted, the words tasting bitter because I hated sidelining her.

But Lila wasn't having any of it. She fixed me with a look that burned with stubbornness and an intensity that made me believe in the impossible. "No way I'm letting you face her by yourself, Emily. Not happening."

Meeting Lila's gaze, I saw the kind of steadfast loyalty that comes once in a lifetime—if you're lucky. Something warm settled in my chest as I nodded silently. "You have no idea how much this means to me," I whispered back, feeling an immense wave of gratitude for her being by my side.

Madison stayed behind in the secure space of her dorm room, sending me off with a look that was an intricate tapestry of concern and silent support. It perfectly encapsulated the complex emotions swirling inside her. My best friend Lila and I navigated the deserted streets of Raven's Creek under the soft glow of the streetlamps, and with each step, this creeping sense of dread blanketed me—I felt like I was being draped in a ghostly shroud.

The house where all my childhood memories lived, where my mother—the woman who had crafted me into who I am—resided, was drawing closer with every leaden step. This wasn't going to be your typical argument; this was like standing at a crossroads of my life, a critical moment where everything I knew could change. It was time to confront my mom, who had shockingly turned into someone I hardly recognized, someone hell-bent on quashing the very core of my being.

Though silent, Lila was right there beside me, an unspoken pillar of strength. Drawing in a deep breath that filled my lungs with resolve and awakened the potent mix of identities within me—a blend of enchanted heritage and nocturnal lineage—I realized they weren't just facets of my identity anymore; they had transformed into an intricate shield and a mighty sword for the imminent battle.

Standing before the daunting entry to what felt more like a battlefield than a home, I steeled myself and gave the door a firm push. It was like stepping straight into the maw of danger itself. But I was prepared to come face-to-face with my mother and unearth all those buried truths she had cloaked in shadows. Today marked the day when I would fully accept myself for who I was meant to be; no hesitations, no looking back. Through these once-familiar hallways, I'd walk as my true self—unrestrained and fearless.

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