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SHADOWBOUND
Chapter 45

Chapter 45

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As I wandered the silent, dimly-lit hallways of The Night School, each step seemed to echo within an atmosphere thick with dread and looming disaster—it felt freakishly like the tense quiet you get before a tempest blows in. With our professor's sudden death ripping through the close-knit community like a cruel jolt, it hit everyone mega hard, but for the vamps among us? It was like a grenade had gone off in our midst. Murmurs swirled through every hidden nook and cranny of the school, every exchanged glance shared a mix of alarm and this intense craving for revenge that was almost tangible.

Creeping around corners, with the pointed looks of my fellow vampire students piercing right through me, I could practically touch the edginess hanging in the air. Any grain of their usual chill elegance had vanished, now swapped out for this simmering anger and low-key plotting. Those hunters hadn't just robbed us of someone we looked up to; they'd full-on attacked the very place we're supposed to be safe and sound. And now there’s this gnawing hunger inside all of us, this desperate need for both uncovering the truth and serving up some cold-hard vengeance—they're gonna realize they messed with the wrong crowd.

Underneath the sprawling branches of that age-old oak, the world around us seemed to grind to a halt. There was this moment—suspended in time—where Alex pressed his lips against mine. It was a kiss we had repeated over countless moments, a rhythmic dance we knew by heart, yet tonight it held a different weight. This time there was something else mingled with our familiar moves—a kind of desperation as he tugged me closer, an intensity sparking waves of anxiety instead of excitement in me. His hands were everywhere, urging me into a surrender I wasn't ready to give into just yet.

"Alex, wait," slipped from my lips as I struggled out of his intense hold. My heart was doing this crazy drum solo in my chest, and it wasn't pounding to the rhythm of passion, but instead it beat a wild tattoo of worry as I felt myself being pushed past the borders of my comfort zone.

His gaze fixed on me, clouded with this tangle of desire and frustration that made him look almost unrecognizable. "Why do you always stop us here?" Alex's words hung heavy between us; his voice was all sorts of confused and tinged with a touch of anger that he couldn't seem to rein in. "I love you, Em. Isn't that enough? I just... I just really want for us to be more than this."

I could practically feel the heavy weight of what he expected from me, almost like it was a tangible thing trying to crush my chest, making it harder to breathe. Unbidden, Hunter's face flickered into my mind's eye once more, his gaze piercing the haze of my thoughts and somehow, inexplicably reinforcing my determination.

"Alex," I began, attempting to inject some firmness into my quivering voice. "I just can't do this," I managed to choke out. "It's not about keeping distance or playing hard to get. It’s just... I'm not there yet—I'm not ready. And it's really important that you respect that boundary."

The anger in his eyes—previously just a twinkling spark—had erupted into a vivid blaze. His hands fell limply by his sides as if they had lost their purpose. Alex shot back at me with words laced with frustration. "After all the ups and downs we've been through together, you’re still holding something back? Do you even have any love for me?" he demanded, and each word felt like a verdict on all our moments shared.

I recoiled as if he'd actually reached out and touched me, feeling that sharp jab of guilt as if it were a physical pain. "Alex..." I whispered, hastily composing myself into a facade of calmness. "Of course I love you—I mean, duh—but love isn't just about doing those things you're implying. Love's way more complex and deep than that. I guess I assumed you got that part about us," I said, trying to keep the tremor out of my voice as I searched his face for understanding.

His features twisted slightly and something shifted in the space between us as he stepped back, his depth of feeling transforming into resentment and disappointment that seemed to radiate off him in waves. His words came out bitter and strained: "What are you saying then? That this is it—you're breaking up with me?" Alex's voice had a venomous edge that made the words sting even more.

The room seemed suffused with an unspoken heaviness, laden with a thousand unspoken words and emotions swirling around us like an unforgiving storm. With my heart hammering against my rib cage as if pleading to escape the inevitable pain, I mustered up whatever strength remained within me to lay down the last bricks on this path we could no longer walk together.

"Yes... Alex," I said quietly but with a new-found resolve. "I think parting ways is what’s best—for both of us." The finality in my voice echoed around the room, signing off on a chapter of youth that neither of us would forget.

I could feel the disbelief ripple through me, tingling at my fingertips, as a scoff—a cool, humorless sound—bubbled up from his lips. "Seriously, Em? You're ready to just toss us aside, in the blink of an eye? C'mon, we've got prom on the horizon. Think about it. We're a shoo-in for royalty; king and queen have a nice ring to it, don't you think? What's the harm in sticking it out until then? For our sake?"

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But every word he pitched at me only stoked the already blazing fire of my irritation. This had nothing to do with some ephemeral crown or fleeting high school fame. It was deeper than that—it was about staying authentic to who I was at heart. "Alex, listen to me. It's not about some silly dance or a tiara—it never was. It's about the fact that you seem to tune out when I tell you I'm not there yet, not ready for what you want us to be," I argued back, my voice climbing, fierce and unwavering with conviction.

I could see the mix of emotions playing across his face—a storm of anger now tainted with traces of sorrow. "Fine! Just do what you want," he hissed back at me, each word dripping with a poison that was meant to wound.

I didn't give him another glance. I spun on my heel and marched away from him—from us—with determination fueling each step I took under the old oak tree's watchful silhouette. As I made my exit, bold and resolute despite the eyes that I sensed were tracking me from all around—the students who lurked in the half-lit corridors and corners of our nocturnal school—I embraced an overwhelming sense of indifference toward their whispers or thoughts. Right then, only one thing truly mattered: claiming my own liberation, pulling away from all those unmeetable expectations and pressure that were never truly mine to satisfy.

Ending things with Alex tore through me like ripping off a stubbornly stuck band-aid—a hurt that was immediate and sharp but absolutely necessary. And as I navigated through the whispering darkness of our school's grounds, an awareness settled within me—a profound understanding that embarking on this path might mean venturing down it solo. Yet even with this daunting prospect ahead, in weaving through shadows and murmurs of nightlife around campus, there arose in me an unshakable sense of peace that came from having chosen authenticity over illusion—a path defiantly mine.

The night fell with a heavy sigh, the moon hanging low in the sky as if mourning the darkness that had befallen us. In the solitude of my room, I found a letter resting on my pillow, the elegant script unmistakably my mother's.

My hands trembled as I unfolded the parchment, each word etched in ink sending a chill down my spine.

My Dearest Emily,

As I write this letter, I am fully aware of the weight my words will carry and the impact they may have upon you. It is with a heavy heart, yet an unwavering resolve, that I must reveal the truth of my actions and the cause to which I have dedicated myself.

For many years, I have watched over you, nurturing your growth and marveling at the remarkable young woman you have become. Your strength and determination have always been a source of pride, as has your dedication to the night school and the education it provides. However, there comes a time when one must look beyond the confines of personal attachments and consider the greater good of the community at large.

It is no secret that Raven's Creek has long been a place of convergence for beings of all natures, a sanctuary for those who roam the night. Yet, with such diversity comes the threat of those who do not share our respect for life and the balance we strive to maintain. The vampires, for all their allure and mystique, pose a risk that can no longer be ignored.

I have joined forces with a group of individuals who share my concerns—the vampire hunters. Our mission is clear: to protect the innocent residents of Raven's Creek from the potential dangers that vampires represent. We seek to eliminate the threat, to ensure the safety and security of our town.

This is not a decision I have taken lightly, Emily. The recent tragedy at the night school has only solidified our conviction that action must be taken, that the presence of vampires among us can no longer be tolerated. We have seen the damage they are capable of, and we cannot stand idly by while our way of life is endangered.

Now, my child, I must ask of you the most difficult question: where do your loyalties lie? You have been raised with love and taught the values of courage and righteousness. I implore you to consider the path that lies before you, to choose the side that stands for the safety of all.

You are a part of this community, a beacon of hope with the power to influence the course of our future. I urge you to join me, to lend your strength to a cause that transcends our personal ties. This is bigger than us, Emily, and it requires your conviction.

Please, think on my words. Reflect upon the role you wish to play in the unfolding events. I believe in you and in the decision you will make, for I know your heart is true.

With all the love I possess,

Sarah

I mean, it hit me like a ton of bricks—the truth bomb my mom had just dropped. She didn't just casually admit it; she full-on declared her ties to those vampire hunter fanatics, hell-bent on wiping us out from Raven's Creek. Talk about a plot twist I didn't see coming.

I swear, everything around me just lost its balance, the room going on a crazy spin cycle as I tried to wrap my head around the epic backstab. Here's the shocker—my very own mom, the one who showed me how to tough it out and keep pushing forward, turned out to be the brains behind all the misery raining down on us.

A single tear snuck its way down my face, not even loud enough to make a sound but saying so much about the gaping hole of hurt inside me. Seriously, how does someone who's been your rock suddenly become the person gunning for a part of what makes you, well... you?

See, night school was supposed to be our safe zone—a chill spot where peeps like me could level up without the world giving us side-eye. But thanks to insider sabotage, our cool little hangout was on the chopping block.

I gripped that letter tighter against my heart like it might help stop the internal hurricane tearing through me. I was a mess of feelings—raging anger, gut-punching hurt, total disbelief—and yet under all that noise was this razor-sharp willpower that wouldn't be ignored.

So my mom and her hunter gang thought they could just scrub us out like we're some kind of mistake? As if. There's no way I'd sit back and watch our place fall apart. I'd bring my A-game—throw every spell and ounce of grit into this fight. For my friends struggling at night school, for our little oasis in the dark, and for whatever peace we've scraped together away from prying eyes.

The night felt like it went on forever, with everyone choosing sides for what felt like one heck of a showdown at sunrise. But one thing lit up my mind brighter than daybreak: those hunters had another think coming. I mean, we own the night scene—it's in our DNA—and there’s no way we're letting ourselves get hunted down that easy.