Atsuki is rambling:

Hello!! Atsuki here..(lots of hugs and kisses).This story here is the borderline between love and madness and can get a bit intense so if your fragile heart can't take it..Please turn back(nnnnnoooo actually don't..but...(sighs))The story started from a pure picture and turned out like this(even I am scared of myself!...lol)..when I was searching for some *cough-research-cough*material ,on mentioning the sibling love category I got the gay-incest reaction..I laughed so hard that I got a stomachache(not really but it still hurts!!)... to be honest it will be a lie if I said I didn't have any such intentions but.....dun-dun-dun........ I chickened out !!That genre,for the me right now,is a bit too hard(dissapointed)..@Sa-chan it won't be anything of that sort......By the way ,this here is the prolouge and since I had a lot of space I also added some words you might want to know from chapter 1.... and also I added this section where I am well..rambling!!

Romanised Japanese – closest meaning in English

to - and(the pronounciation is different from english 'to')

Ne - it can mean ‘hey’ in some contexts like I used here but it is generally somewhat like a cutesy(sometimes intimidating)way of speaking when asking for someones approval on sth you say(e.g.This dress is cuter,neeeeeee?)(Don’tconfuse it with the Japanese way of addressing older-sisters ,that is Romanised as ‘nee’)

Baka – stupid

Kami-sama – God

Onegai– please

-nii – it’s a suffix used when calling your elder brother with a nick/pet/fullname ( in JPN it is usual…they have a huge set of prefixes and suffixes for addressing ones brother(e.g. onii-san,onii-chan,aniki,nii -san,nii,etc)but in the English countries people get used to call their brothers simply by their name or simply call them brother …so to get the hang of it go watch some animes in the original language…a new world is waiting for you #otaku..I will become your buddy...hugs)

Okaeri – greetings for “welcome back”

A case of literary theft: this tale is not rightfully on Amazon; if you see it, report the violation.

Tadaima – -do- for “I am back”

mabushi - too bright

ikemen - nice,young,beautiful,handsome(etc.)boy

P.S.-Just like in my last works you can ignore anything inside(),I use this type of parenthesis to speak/show my emotions on the matter.

Happy reading..

0.1 Setsuna’s Part

‘The soothing crimson sunset….the noisy sea waves.. crashing on the shore, showing their possession for each other….a single withered boat..but for us that was our titanic…sailing for you and me ..for us…our eden.

Your eyes locked on me..and mine on you… overflowing with the passion I have for you…

Ne,Kazami… I love you …I love you so much..and I know that just like me your love for me can’t be compared to anything,right?

But I guess this will be my last time watching you.... like this…

So, here I am narrating about our journey together…your and mine… our love story..the story of us brothers……’

“Your love for your brother is not natural..it’s creepy”,a girl said who I remember was one of my classmates,yeah probably??…

’it’s not??..ofcourse it isn’t !!What I feel for him can’t be described using mere words and that too to a nobody like you!!If anything, I think this is... true LOVE’,was what I thought..

”Sorry”,I said.

....this ‘sorry’ was for pitying someone who was born and thought like a mortal, an existence similar to an annoying fly…'my love for him'....”it’s my second nature”,these were my true feelings on the matter.

I was a lonely kid to begin with… but that word can’t justify my action …After father remarried and we added mother to our family some of the broken shards of my heart were mended but..,,,it's not a simple case of heartbreak…of course something else played a big part too(it’s too early for you guys to know what that is!!)……..

You can say it was my rebellious phase that brought on these emotions of breaking something ..(”hahaha!!”even I think ‘rebel’ became a word to be pitied just now)…

Kazami, the you back then......so delicate.. so pure ..it made me think about my heinous heart... and I ....was utterly disgusted by myself and was intimidated by the existence called you….I will have to share what was mine until then, with you..your existence made me look down on myself….I was definitely not ready.....I was just a child!!

But you know what?!

The first time I saw you I knew I can love you..though the other feelings were also jumbled, if not expressed, with it ..the excitement was truly unimaginable…I loved you..I wanted you to be mine…I was allowed to break you…I was allowed to join you..no one else was allowed to touch you…you were.. MINE!!…The demon inside me was born ..but was caged by you…

’Ah’,......my sinful-pitiful-twisted heart…I regretted….I became twisted.